Welcome to my brain. It’s messy. It’s interesting. And it’s all connected if you stick around long enough. "Believe Nothing: no matter who said it, even if I have said it, except it agree with your own reason and common sense. Siddhartha Guatamo, the Buddha.

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Bloo-ey!

prolly the last I talk about Bloo for a long spell. She is still alive, still running, functional (mostly)

Wanna send a virtual play smack at Spud here,,, You called it dood!

What? Called ‘What’?

Guides and seals, valve, Chebytree-fiddy one-oh-one,,,

She was ‘burning’ oil prior, never saw it, shoulda surmised it by how I would need to add oil after a long-ish run. Figured that was an oil leak though, seeing how the cooler lines are not 100%,,, Thats my story and I’m stickin’ to it.

Well-zersss,,,, High Volume oil pump,,, Old guides and seals in a highly neglected engine (as was shown in that pic of the intake manifolds.) and now,,, under throttle, She BELCHES blue white smoke. Not so much at idle, some, but barely noticable; a few seconds after throttle up, COPIOUS. and stays that way while the valve galleys drain off.

Yes, I can get in there, put new seals in: I even have them since I bought a full headgasket set for the top end gaskets, even though I had no intention of doing the heads (was WAY Cheaper to buy the full set.) Heck, I could even pull the heads and have it all done at once; valves, guides, seals and have the heads resurfaced.

to what end? The rings and pistons are the only things that won’t have been touched at this point and I garan-damned-tee ya, they would shit out in a week if I did heads on this thing.

i’m tossed right now: do the seals, get a few more miles out of her for the time being, or SITS, running just enough to make sure all the stuff already done NOT ENGINE doesn’t go to pot in the meantime. She’s gonna burn oil, IS burning oil, but I know it now. I won’t be doing any serious driving with her until something or nudder is repaired/replaced.

and Another block is the next step,,, just how far off is in question.

Buffalo UP!!! sorry gurl,,,You are “ol’reliable” with reason,,,,

Live

Love

Laugh

LEARN (from my fuck ups!)

LOAD!!!

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(and yes, there is no small part of me kicking my hindquarters for not just jumping the shark and getting a remanned/refurbed long block and being done with it. I likely would have saved a thou or so doing that. Live and Learn.)

Update: Was goin’ through me tools,,, I know, KNOW, I had a valvespring compressor,,, KNOW IT!!! Be danged if I can find it now,,,, One more place to look, but it ain’t up here, so Hold off just a moment before I commit to buying one. No hadn’t started yet,,,, wanna make sure the tools are in order before I get mid point and stumble.

Sometimes, ya need a cheerleader,,,

While, not “Cheers!”, a good word may be enough

Let me put down some facts here:

Things aren’t as GOOD as The Trumped Krew is trying to sell it. Not even close. Prices are still going upupup, incomes are shrinking at prodigious rates (while not in actual numbers, but in PURCHASING POWER) and the job market ‘ain’t all that’.

on that last note, some good is coming out. People are breaking free from the “J.O.B.” mentality and starting more home businesses,Gigs, and production types. The internet makes this even easier as you can find ‘apps’ that allow you to advertize your wares or skills without needing a huge investment. Gig Economy is taking off even more.

Even more so, the “Top Down” centralized government thing is failing. The Gig economy is one sign of it, the mass protests world wide that are not being talked about in the MSM’s are another. People are sick of the lying, the bullshit, the blatant theft of thier time and livelihoods for things they would never agree to if given options.

WHERE IT STANDS FROM MY HILLSIDE VIEW:

Things are falling apart in the WOrld Government scene. the cracks are widening, and the structure is about to collapse. and those PTB know it. They are scrambling to keep the old order ‘alive and well’ and everything they do only drive wedges deeper into the cracks. They sell snake oil to the masses and hope we don’t notice the rot and ruin behind it. They prop up a Ponzi scheme economy by pumping more currency into the system, but the system is already flooded, choking out, and stumbling; firing on 3 (of 8) cylinders if you will. This is seen by the disparity of value in commodities like precious metals compared to the other standards. (No affliliation, no kickbacks in thay link.)

And meanwhile, us out here in the trenches, so to speak, only feel the crunch and squeeze of a failing economy, struggle to make the ends meet, and watch the feeds in confusion and disgust. “Can’t they see the damage they are doing?”

No, they can’t because they aren’t looking at the world through our eyes. They only see the POWER, and thats all they want, never realizing that WE, THE PEOPLE are the real power, We, allow that power to be, or not. and slowly, ever so slowly, people are pulling that power back. Not by willful effort, but by simple means of “I haven’t anymore to spare”.

They can jack up the taxation rates; we will find ways of reducing our tax burden, and THEY take less and less. (it was proven under Reagan, lower the tax burden and watch the coffers fill up. raise them and the coffers empty. Go figure,,,) Single families that pull their kids out of the schools, reducing themselves to a single income family, and finding out that its cheaper to teach the kids at home, and better for the family health in general. And sometimes, those kids create their own little businesses that help bring in income for the family. Not ‘child labor’ but a learning curve that promotes FREEDOM and INDEPENDENCE. in and environment that encourages FAMILY, over SOCIAL MEANS.

Social means. Social Media. Both feed Narcissism. Narcissism’s fuel is POWER OVER OTHERS. How many times have you read someones profile on SM as ” an influencer”? The Stinks that are coming out around and in the Epstein files were powered by that fuel. The events and actions that were done, recorded and held over the heads of those with that Narciissitic drive, were not done out of fear or by being intimidated into a corner. They were done willfully seeking a ‘high’ on power.

Family.

Sound Teachings (religious, ethics, philosophy, MORALS)

REAL Value, not empty promises

I can see a resurgence of all of those in the coming years. BUT, those coming years are likely going to be rough; maybe even rougher than those our grandparents went through in the Great Depression.

Get your family back together, or grow a new one around those you currently have. NOT ON SOCIAL MEDIA, but in flesh and blood interactions, get-togethers, EVENTS that encourage bonding and growth, and yes, SPIRITUALITY. We are NOT only of the earth, but something much bigger and powerful,. We also outnumber those EVIL types 100000:1. those types make up the top eschelon of society, but that does not make them better, it just means they seek more power than value. We, THE PEOPLE, make up the real world that holds value over power.

as much as I love the worldliness of the internets, its NOT real life. I do enjoy the near instanteous-ness of communications, but that is a TOOL, not a foundation. Make the connections in ‘meat-space’, not just here in the aether. Get a handshake with flesh and blood, not just an email.


Yes, I have had a downer week. Bloo being Bloo and weather being weather, Da and Docs, shitty news reports eating the hindside of my mind, tight finances, all of it added up into a microdepression that started eating the good.

ONE good nights sleep, that was all I needed, along with a little Cheerleading from one of the voices of my past

What comes next isn’t as important as my prescence, being there to do as I can to push for the GOOD to prevail. Not riding a wave to glory, but to see that when the dust settles PEOPLE stand taller and prouder than we do now. Thats ALL I WANT. To see the people around me as proud of their independence and freedom as we were when I was growing up.

We will never be free of the evil. But we can squash it back into Unpopularity. at least for a time.

LIVE

LEARN

LAUGH

LOVE

LOAD!!!!

Riding shotgun down the avalanche

Apologies to Shawn Colvin

And yet, with the way the last 48 hours have been going, thats exactly how I feel,,, riding shotgun (no controls at hand) careening down a mountside on top an avalanche.

Spent a little talking to people today. Brudda B is one: just one simple question. “what’s your take on the Krazie of the world lately?”

Talked to the ‘host’ at the Chinese Restuarant; was going to have a dinner, and realized I had zero appetite, so instead took a few minutes to talk to him instead. (he was way cool about it, even seemed surprised that someone was WANTING to talk,,,)

And that eariler statement about “Its just too damned big” problem,,, I purt much nailed it. Far too many of us feel like we have zero say in the world,,, and thats by design. Look at our taxes: they take 30% or more from every single one of us, take it before we ever see it, except as a number on our stubs, and tease us with ‘refunds’,,, THEN, they hammer us in every other aspect of our lives, from what we own to what we spend, and by the time its all said and done, we hand over well over 50% of our hard earned ‘money’ to theives, grifters and apparently SATANISTS,,,

I recall the vid, how it went viral, and how so many blew it off as another ‘hooker freaked out on an overdose’ or something. Starting to look a whole lot like other things though,,,,

BUT WHAT CAN WE DO?

First off, stop sending them your money. EVERY SINGLE STINKING ONE OF US NEEDS TO CUT THE CORD TO THE BEAST. They can’t nail us all to the wall, despite the programming they have instilled in us. We cut the flow of money, we cut the flow of power, we let them know “WE SEE YOU!!!” and they do not like being in the light,,,,

never gonna happen, is it?

oh, look at that pine tree whizzin’ by at 90mph. The valley floor is coming on fast, ain’t it?

Came home tonight after depositing my check into the CU so I can pay bills. Were it not for those, I’d probably go like the rest of the doods I work with; just cash the check and live on cash, under the table, untracable after acquisition. I made a joke with Da (he didn’t get it,,,) that I brought home $4 this week.

at the going rate, yup, i made enough to buy 4 of these,,, Do the math for your income, how much REAL money did you make this week/month? Back in 2012, I worked for a guy in Indy, under the table, off the books, $1 an hour, payable in ‘junk’ silver at face value. that could be a Silver dollar, or 4 quarters (all Pre1964). At that time, that was around $17/hr with the exchange rate then. NOW,,,, he couldn’t pay that,,,

Oh, He may have had it, and I would be ‘making bank’. Fact is, its NOT the Silver that is gaining,,, its the DOLLAR thats losing. Its losing value because they flood the market with worthless scrip,. The amount fo free floating cash far out numbers the actual REAL MONEY, and people are reacting now: most may not understand what they are feeling, but fact is, CONSUMER CONFIDENCE in those FRN’s is DYING, rapidly, and everything they do to bolster the economy is only feeding that creeping horror people are feeling.

The scams in healthcare in Minnie-no-place. The Scams in LA county that lays claim to 35% of the united states Hospice centers IN ONE COUNTY of ONE STATE,,,,

Pull this one, it has bells on it.

The fact that we still send BILLIONS to a little welfare state in the ME, that has shown it harbors us NO GOOD INTENT and more and more is coming to light as the days continue.

What if the following meme is more true than the information you were raised with

I keep wanting to rant and keep running into programming errors,,, MY internal programming from the years past,,,, Let THAT sink in for a minute,,,,, This shit goes far deeper than just the news of the day,,,,

Oh, There goes an Oak!!! that valley floor must be REAL close now,,,,

downer post?

Ubetcha!!!

Consider this. They can’t pass the SAVE act, but they were able to pass a slew of Anti-Semitism laws, criminalizing WORDS,,, How American is that? IT AIN’T!!! Fact, it runs competely, head on full steam, no brakes into the FIRST AMENDMENT right out of the gates,,, BUT,,, Did the SCOTUS give it even a side eye?

no.

Ooh,,, Cedars!!!! Not much further now,,,,

LLLLL! Gett ready to lock and,,,

heads on swivels

A stunned wyrm?

ok, thumb post, quick, typos n all

just a thought abiut the general silence out there. MSMs being an aside,,, I think the magnitude of the revelatiins of just how evil ALL of the PTB are beung revealed.

stunned, shock the ‘its too big’ thinking, ,

i can easily see witch hunts developing but no organization just random places n peeps.

more laters

something more here

As the wyrm churns,,,

Ok,,, Some of ya are aware of this thing goin’ through congress called the SAVE act,,, and how its up down, maybe tomorrow, may be next week, Screw-em-more wants to shut down the Government over it AGAIN,,, (and that last did such a fantastical job proving exactly how much we actually NEED a FedGov,,, Go’head, I triple dawg dare ya,,,)

Then you have the fun in Iran, and how NuTjOb Yaboo has turned Trumpeds ear away from the Ayatollahs, again,,,, How can there be negotiations if only one side is willing to talk. On that front though: MY opinion,,, Let them sort their own shit out. Stop interfering for cripes sake. We ARE NOT the world cops nor are we the Know All Be All of governance,,, Fuck, we are so frackbassackwards in our own governance,,,, Look at Screw-em-more and his ilk, or the Ihlan Omars of Minnie-no-place or Somalia on the upper Missi-sip,,,,

All the fun and games against ICE in Minnie-no-place. I don’t think it takes a brainiac to figure that “Fraud” found, then “RiOTS” in said place of fraud,,, The whole thing screams distraction/cover-up/smokescreens. And of course, the COMPLIANT media plays right along with their masters narrative. WHO that master is may not be who ‘us conspiracy theoriists’ originally thought,,, More on that in a minute.

EPSTEIN,,,, One take,,, Much similar to mine, Rilly dun-wanna take a plunge in that horror show. I might, but only so I can say, “Yeah, its as bad as they say” or be able to refute it. Seeing how I am seeing more and more shock and horror coming out, I am betting those outrages mentioned are as bad as, or worse than one can expect.

But surprised? No,,, Not even a little. I have been in places where such are considered a societal norm. Ok, maybe not to the depth of depravity that this reaches, but I have been in places where Sex has no Bottom age limit, where Slavery is still a functional and accepted practice, and where a certain amount of canniblism is considered RELIGIOUS,,,

Francis makes the point,,, its about power, its that simple. You don’t have to understand the draw power has to be able to comprehend the depth such could lead a person. You only need to understand that POWER is ALL those types WANT, and even a minor event of a sexual rape may appease that DRAW for a moment.

But its never enough, they will always want more, Societal norms mean nothing except as an obstacle course to their means. Or as I was once told by someone “the rules don’t tell you what you can’t do, they illuminate what you can get away with.” That was told to me by a Drill Instructor, but the parallel is there, and once seen in the actions of those “Leaders”,,,,

This world is SICK. Not as much in ecology, but SPIRITUALLY. And that illness is now exposed in the upper echelons of power and finance.

Where does that leave us little people?

Well, There won’t be a great awakening. that there are so many rank and file Useful Idiots rioting for pay,,, No,,, there won’t be that great awakening, or at least, there won’t be a great uprising. To many (self included) are more the “Just leave me alone” mindset. Sadly, that will never become a motive force like liberalism is. its a steady state thing, but also subject to the laws of entropy. No one is pouring money into “leave me alone”, where as they are pouring money into revolutionary bullshit, like rioting to keep illegals in state.

Or the ever growing “Whites are a disease” ,,, Only gonna say a couple points on that one. If Whites are a disease,,, where were the darker skinned types in the development of CARS, ROCKETS, and COMPUTERS? Things that make up our world, and literally keep the wheels turning in most cases.

Point in fact, Everywhere that I have seen, with the exception of sports, that the darker types have taken over, things went downhill. One only need turn on a radio station to hear ‘modern pop music’ to get a feel for the downhill slide that has taken since just the late 90’s.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way. When I was a kid, RACISM was nearly wiped out Black and white kids playing along side each other, and if you were blind, you likely couldn’t sort them out by voice. We all talked alike. NOW,,, I hear a voice in radio ads, and ITS BLATANT which color is which, just by spoken word.

And the drive to make White Hetero Males the stereotypical Dumb-ass in popular media,,, thats been going on since the early Aughts, even some as far back as the mid 90’s.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Some spiritual drive has been poisoning the system for nefarious ends. Is this DIABOLICAL, as in driven by the Devil? or, as I mentioned in yesterdays post when I said “the Gnostics were right”, is there something even WORSE going on. (if you aren’t aware, the Gnostics thought the god Yehwah, of the old testament, was actually a sub-creation called the Demi-Urge and wasn’t exactly GOD, but a spoiled overtalented and jealous spirit with no filters. They did believe that Jesus, Yeshuah, Isa, was sent by the REAL GOD, to break the hold of the Demi-urge and free us from the prison planet It had created. And this was backed up by words from Yeshuah of setting fire to the world, tearing down the old orders, etc. But I digress.)

Who controlled the old testament? Answer that, and you will find where the poison is coming from. I am not ripping down the old testatment in whole, there are some good points there, but in many parts, the obvious dichotomy between the teachings in the new and the old are GLARING.

What solution do I think we have? I haven’t one. Getting away from those that find power intoxicating is impossible. Weeding them out would be a most daunting task, and would eventually create something possibly even worse,,, It comes down to “Who decides” and thats a loaded question with explosives aimed at the future. Look around you now and see what happens when “who decides’ becomes common opinion. Id love to change the world, but I don’t know what to do. So I leave it up to you” that line shows how we got here,,, where to now?

I don’t know. BUT, What we have, what this world has become,,,

saddens me.

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LLLLL

update: I did a little dive into the septic tank,,, there is zero doubt our ‘leaders’ are slime. Doesn’t matter who you put in, if they have had a face in politics or world events the last 30 years, a quick search will pull up ‘something’ about them. Cross reference searches are just as illuminating or more so. with very few exceptions, NONE ARE CLEAN. NONE!!! (haven’t searched for Rand, Massie or Kennedy yet, but they are likely the exceptions, not the norm in that septic system.)

Home day.

Little to nada at J.O.B. self and Son Of agreed one off ain’t gonna kill me,

And its K-k-k-koldd out

day at home in front of fire with kitteh draped lap sounds just fine!!!

$o there$ little to no income$ today concern$ me only $lightly,,,, 😜

with the hours I have and potential tomorrow in weekrollout, I will be fine. Payin’ bills (one this week definite, 2 if ‘enough’ ) tha’s me life for a time.

Bloo is parked for now. Hadn’t said nuthin about it bcuz other stuff seemed needed said. Her oil pressure started acting real funny after I hit a pothole. Something came loose or moved or sumpin. Oil sump, oil pump are the suspects; but until I can drop the oil and get a b-scope in there to look, SHE SITS. No way in hell am I gonna blow up all the work I have done.

Buffalo is earning her nick name of “Old Reliable”. Won’t go into all the thinks, positive and negative, I’ve had around Bloo of late: Im sure with a little imagination, you’d be able to come up with some close approximations of them. Expletives Deleted’s included,,,,

yet! I did figure where some of my anxiety around her stems. Its all this financial hoopla flying around. Watching Markets bubble and burble like some witches brew of the Alpacca-lypse, sub-concsiously, is spurring my “she needs completed ASAP” AND I stop thinking and start reacting,,,entirely the WRONG approach, and I know it. Thats why, this time around, I parked her, and ignored her for one full day. Give the hind brain a moment to consider ‘what if’s” and seek ‘simplest, and what have I messed with recent that could,,,’. Gave me a moment to ask for other persons inputs, think about things, RELAX in the ‘knowing’ that “its winter, aint a thing moving fast” and respond, not react.

so what could it be? Oilsump is a press fit, no bolts, screws, pins or setscrews. Its mounted offside, but forward of the pump on a long arm. Unlikely, but not impossible, it could have levered upwards, away from the bottom of the pan, when I impacted that pothole (and I did hit it hard!!!). Another option. Oil pump is held on by one bolt and an alignment pin. I may have failed to torque that bolt properly, and the pump may have walked loose, allowing oil to escape. The pothole hit may have exaggerated this by vibrating that bolt even more. It all started right then: oil pressure up-down or non-existent at times. And WHY I parked ASAP.

but, little need for her at this stage; too kold out and I’m not so swamped in work that she is critical. And Buffalo is so damned reliable, even needing work herself.

more laters

LLLLL!

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nuthin but fuzz

Signal to noise ratio is off the charts, a sample in the cans is overpowering white noise,

and its kold.

Epstein Files released, Files with Trump and Melania purged after hours, but some caught the images for posterity, I’m certain.

What the remaining files show, (and I admit, I have not dipped my toes in those waters, only ruminatin’ on what others who have are saying.) THINGS ARE MUCH NASTIER THAN YOU REALIZE.

Saint Marcion of Sinope was right,,, The Gnostics were right.

I am going to refrain from any more religious commentary here. Its enough that my suspicions are confirmed: that one group based in or around certain words, are the foundational structure of those behind the goings on, that make up the Epstein Files.

Then, we have the Fed talking about firing up the printing presses again, QE to infinity and beyond.

This, while Silver is doing its thing, trying to re-establish its 1:20 ratio of Gold:silver that is the historical norm (tapped out hysterical,, Seems history is rather hysterical no?)

To whit, The signal to noise ratio is making my thinks, in real time, quite unfocused

AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE THE PTB WANT US,,, Unfocused, off-balance, and desperate. Take away our financial means and we HIT that desperate state with ease, and the majority will BEG for release, anything, just make it stop hurting.

tell me I’m wrong.

All of this arriving at the same time tells me oodles, and one those things being, “they are losing control and all of this is a last ditch effort to get it back.” Things are not at all as they seem,

its far worse.

and on that note, I am going to let this pass over to the nets, going to try to refocus on that which is immediate and concerning: DAD, and his situation. The rest of the world will do as its insane ass is gonna do, and there ain’t a damned thing I can do to stop it. I deal with me and mine,,,

more as I filter the noize

Live

Learn

Laugh

LOVE

LOAD!!!

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