Oh, Let me count the ways,,,,,

Somedays,,,,

synopsis of my mind this AM,,, Genocide sounds like a plan,,,,

Somedays, dunno why, I wake up just hateful of the Human Species,,,,   May be that I have a lost puppy in my recent history that is feeding that, and my failure of being able to re-home her here.   Not that I am holding the katz responsible; I knew before hand that it was going to be an issue.  The whole Grizzy telling me in no uncertain terms “her, or me, you choose” was THE deciding factor.    When the furball was sitting on the hillside, IN THE RAIN and wouldn’t acknowledge me, but as soon as he saw her, POOFED UP then strolled into hiding.  

But that doesn’t ‘equate’ to the hooman species does it?

Whats got my ire up?   How about a long read for y’all,,,,

Agree and don’t agree in areas, but I can’t argue that what we see, day to day, is very much PROGRAMMING, and the only ones that don’t seem to be getting it are the ones ‘unplugged’ .   That there aren’t many of them (and I can not claim that status,,,) means there are more ‘factions’ of programmed masses than those running on basic operating principles.  

And you never KNOW which program is leading those you meet in the day to day.  

honestly, seeing the world through the lense in that article, makes me want to find a hole and pull the entrance in behind me.   OR   Put-in a trib someplace and keep paddlin’; don’t look back.    (and people are like, but what would you eat,,,,     us oldskool survival types have our means,,, and maybe that means would be better for the body in the longrun,,,,)

Not that I am going to do that.   I have my anchors of Da and the kids here at home that keep me quite well in place.    Grizzy is very much the main reason behind many of my choices,,,,, You may wonder why one little kat would hold such sway on this hooman, but if you go back to the start of the COOF of 2020 and follow along my blog, you will find that GRIZZ has been intergral in a lot of my choices, this version especially, but the last version as well.    When Grizz1 succumbed to whatever it was that took him down (was taking him down, I made the call to stop the suffering) and the fact that it was during lockdown: vets played into that too,,,,   And then a year and half later, his IDENTICAL twin dropping into my life.  and I do mean IDENTICAL,,, looks, attitude, character, even some mannerisms (such as liking to look at me from upside down,,  

alright, I took a side trip there,,, back on track,,,

PEoPleS,,,,,    Grrrrrrrrrrr!!!!!!!!!!!!!    

and I haven’t had much exposure to them today,,,, and probably for the best,,,,   Not a nice person today.   

so the rest of the day, I am going to climb in that hole, pull the entrance in behind me and fall the rest of the way into a book I am currently in, and FUCK THE WORLD for a spell.   Get my head on, get my head OUT of the programming cycles, (read that article,  you ARE being played if you have any online presence,,, ANY!!!! even if just as an observer,,,) and take a short trip back in time to when ‘programming’ was much simpler, and could be completely ignored if one so chose.  

And plans for next weekend (can’t take the week off, finances have been running way too slim of late, between sick and seasonal slowdown.) I am thinking, kayak, lake, campgear and a couple of days with PHONE LOCKED IN TRUCK while I go play in the woods and water.   Need some time to get me head on, oriented correctly, and attitude adjusted to 

sumpin BETTER

carry on