Ruff day,,,

Fact: I blew up on Da today towards the end. TOTALLY uncalled for, but it was that sort of day leading to the blow up. (and yes, I DID apologiize once I had a moment to chill my jets.)

I’m frazzled peeple,,, running on edges not designed to be load bearing.

And yet, somehow, I manage to hold this machine together and keep it running even at near red-line, a quart low and with an unbalanced cooling fan drawing through a bug-encrusted radiator.

Don’t ask me,,, I haven’t a clue how, but that “there is no other Choice”, the mantra of my lifetime, seems to be that guiding principle.

I may have galled a bearing or two in todays blow up,,, Still running, and still upright n breathin’.

Word at J.O.B. is that Son of is considering shutting the doors. Now, I have not heard this from Son’s mouth, but thats what Rumor Intel has been passing around.

do I believe it? no

Possible? Oh Hell to the YES its possible. and I would not be surprised if/when, but until such day as that: Charlie Mike Continue Mission! And that mission is NOT just J.O.B. but my efforts towards the escape pod Bloo, and independent business efforts.

I’m gonna call it a day, turn the bloody phone off, and has a drink (and already started on that at Da’s,,,)

More tomorrow, hopefully with a sunnier outlook on my part.

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