Welcome to my brain. It’s messy. It’s interesting. And it’s all connected if you stick around long enough. "Believe Nothing: no matter who said it, even if I have said it, except it agree with your own reason and common sense. Siddhartha Guatamo, the Buddha.

arbiter curbin’

its rough, bein’ the middle man on some things. A foot in both camps, understanding both sides, emotionally and intellectually.

No, ain’t talkin’ politics,,, (note, i was a lefty for many years, but, I got better,,, Now I see thier side, but agree?? No,,, not very often or much.)

This is about Da, and I aint’ gonna delve into details, but,,, IT SUCKS being the middleman,,,

And being an anarchist dealing with bureaucratic bullshit,,, EVERY damned time we go to the doc (with the exception of the Doc in the Box) they ask him about 50 questions, and I KNOW what the game is,,, they are ‘looking’ for mental health issues,,, and ONLY in those on the Medicare/Medicaid programs. Its frustrating to me because some of the questions are so loaded towards “psychotropic” adjustments, NOT TAKING INTO ACCOUNT what the patient is actually there FOR,,, such as my dad, in pain 24/7, can’t sleep well,,,, I think you can see how that could lead to “false positives’ in the mental wellness questionaire,,,,

But let me get back to that middleman aspect See, I understand both sides, of it, I even lean one way or the other on personal bias, and MUST STAY NEUTRAL,,,,

some days, makes me want to FRELLIN SCREAM AN HOLLAR,,,,, It do,,,,

SO, This little post IS my screamin’ an hollarin’

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3 responses

  1. Mike in FLA's avatar
    Mike in FLA

    Hang in there, Bro Dio! One feetz at a time. Unnerstand where yer coming from, too. If I hadda do it over again today, vs 22 yrs ago, don’t know fer sure if I could handle it. Mikee haz the utmost respect fer ya fer doin it, too!

    Nuff said fer now. Early nite – nite tonight – hadda get my 2nd of 4 hormone shots today, and one a the side effects is serious fatigue and tiredness. It be starting to hit now! Still gotta take the kid out, too.🙃

    Y’all take care,
    Mike in FLA.

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    February 3, 2026 at 8:23 pm

    • diogenesoftherifle's avatar
      diogenesoftherifle

      Take care’yourself first. All that matters, cuz if you are a casualty, some one has to carry ya and thats two down, not one.

      Im doin my best, but like Itold Brudda B ” I’m no diplomat, I’m Marine,, We didn’t negotiate, we shot the ever loving shit out of things.”
      Its an ill-fitting cap I wear lately, but I’m makin’ it work.

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      February 3, 2026 at 8:31 pm

  2. Mike in FLA's avatar
    Mike in FLA

    “two down, not one” Zactly the way I sees it! Dam sure wish these hormone shots were over, though. As I mentioned, 2 down, 2 more to go – every 6 months.

    As I told the nurse yesterday – don’t really want the shot, but if it keeps the cancer (if there’s any left – which I’m sure there is) from being able to grow, go ahead and stick me! Kill them sons-a-bitches!

    Makin’ it work is whut matters – don’t matter whut cap ya have to wear to do so. If’n negotiations are needed, that’s fer Higher to take care of. In the meantime – BANG! Bottom line – yer best is all ya can hope to do.

    L’s.

    Y’all take care,
    Mike in FLA.

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    February 4, 2026 at 5:31 am