Mid-year hump day.

July 1st has always been, to me, the point of ‘it’s all down hill from here’, to that Christmas/New Years holiday season.

Straight into some of the hottest months of the year at that. August and September are always scorchers in the midwest/south, sometimes even October can be ‘in your face’ with ugh!HOT!,,,

sorry all, I’m purt much tapped on inspiration today. Been doing juggling acts at work, and then to come home and deal with the juggling act my kids insist on for their entertainments. (Feeds us!!! plays with us!!!! We missed you daddy,,, Now play with us some more!!!) I don’t begrudge the littles one bit, but I do insist that there is some point in my eve that is MINEMINEMINE!!!! and unfortunately for you, my readers, my mind is a blank slate tonight while I have ME time.

I’m holding off on examining what is going on in our GUBberment,,, There is some evolution taking place, and what it seems like is probably not what it is, I dunno,,, Sketchy shit taking place in those halls,

BUT, I can say, I have said it, Larken Rose has said it, Francis has said it a time or twenty. And still, those of us on that edge are still mind-blown by the mental gymnastics that take place to accept what is obviously not what it says it is. I made comment last night that I did not want to get the state involved in my issues with Cuz, and if you read Francis’ post, you will understand why ( I would link Larkens stuff as well, but feeling lazy; don’t wanna look up the links.)

I did call animal control today,,, and my hesitency I had was reinforced by the conversation. Little man syndrome with a badge sort of mentality was what I picked up. I can already feel the weight of Karmic justice headed my way for even opening this box of worms. Something ugly is going to happen and Cuz will be at the center of that shit-storm dropped right in my lap. There are days where I wish the rule of law were kaput,,,,

gonna stop with that thought before I say something.

Yah, I believe in Karma,,, I also believe that we attract what we think. IE,, If your thoughts are always negative, negative things find you. I do so try to keep that balance of good/bad,,, but, well, pessimist, right? yah…

sigh

me needs a vakay in a bad way,,,, Say, a year on the road, with no destinations or agenda,,,

Can’t run from yourself, though so many in this world try to do just that. I used to, but living on this hillside, I caught up with myself and we figured out a truce and now actually like each other. sorta. most days,,,,