A different sort of journey.

Ho’oponopono  

Goofy sounding name (to non-Hawaiian’s) but,,,

so damned simple

“I’m Sorry, Forgive me, Thank you, I Love You”    thats it!

Last night, I jumped into this feet first, and started with people in my past; people I have not seen in thirty or forty years, people that have wronged me, I have wronged in some way, or just fell away from for whatever reasons.   Ex-girlfriends, parents, arch-enemies in high school, you name it: just go through the list of persons and started with this mantra above or some variation on it, with the core being as listed.

Start with a face in memory and saying ‘I’m sorry I was ignorant of how this world actually works, I’m sorry that my delusions created this friction between us.  Please forgive this ignorant spirit for any wrongs done or neglects created.   I thank you for your tolerance of me, and I love you for that patience and bearing and for your very existence”

Now, I must explain one thing I don’t share out much.   I meditate, not strange in itself, but I have a trick for it that I don’t recall hearing anywhere else.   You know how, when you close your eyes in a dark room, you will see patterns moving on your eyelids? (not really, there is a physical means behind it, and I will explain)   Those patterns are my focii for my meditations; rather like those trippy fractal screens from the sixties.   Actually what those patterns are, is the blood flowing through your retinal capillaries. fresh O2 giving the rods and cones a little spark, and with no actual photon excitement, the new O2 triggers them.   Its an illusion of chemistry in a sense. 

Well, last night, I was doing this, meditating using the patterns on my eyelids, chanting this mantra in my head while internally visuallizing people in my past, even going so far as visualizing a crowd of faceless people, to cover all those that I may have perturbed in some way without knowing firsthand,,,,

and then something WYRD happened,,,

Those patterns on the backside of my eyelids,,,  They took a shape, not etheral shape, but a fine lined, SHARP Image!   It was like a spiderweb, slowly spinning, but it wasn’t flat like an Orb spiders web, it had depth, and more than,,,  More like I could see height, width and depth, but also TIME, in both directions,,,

And where the lines crossed were sparks, bright points, all connected by these fine webs, some brighter than others, some really long and weak, others short and bright like a neon tube,,, and the whole was spinning and rolling slowly around a void.   But I could tell that void wasn’t empty, it just wasn’t ‘lit up’ like the web around it.

And my eyelids popped open, and I said “That was REAL!”  not some hallucination,,,   I had just seen something, something I have suspected for years, but NOW,,,

I don’t even know where to go with this,  I don’t want to make y’all think I have gone all woo-woo on ya, but dammit, there it was, visual proof given to me, of what I have thought, others have stated, even quantum phycisists have stated;  WE ARE ALL ENTANGLED AND ONE.  

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I shared this with BOM last evening,  I’ll share it with all of you now.   Make of it what you will, And for the nay-sayer Bible pounding types,  he references Yeashua (Jesus) near the end,  so don’t go blowing this off as heebie-jeebie new age crap!  Give it a listen and a think first.

And then give it a try,,,

Keep on lovin’!