Mis-connected

Not disconnected. Something ‘feels’ off could discribe it, but this goes deeper.

And yes, I have some internal issues from this past weeknd that need organized, analyzed, and a solution worked on. That isnt helping my ‘feelz’ either. But I CAN differentiate between emotional trauma and situational awareness.

As for my ‘feelz’ of this past 4 days, guilt, elation, angst, and dislocation all are apart of things. Guilt is the oddball here because I am happy that My Da is still with us (elation) but part of me feels that all of us somehow fucked up the natural order of things, and that drives the guilt, and then I feel guilty for even thinking it (gotta break that shit now or its a one way spiral into massive depression). Angst is due to dealing with systems designed to subjugate patients into a money laudering machine, and how blatant that is. As one commentor said “we have a Sickcare system, not a healthcare system”. Dislocation is due to pretty much everything getting dumped on the floor, to reorganize my life, to fit the remainder of my dads. I was already planning to move, and that may or may not still be the case (and this part carries into the next part)

But the “mis-connection”???

Reading this article brought some of it out, and ain’t none if it new, just a different perspective on the view from the porch.

Sarah hits valid target rings too.

She mentions seeing out of state plates on more vehicles while going to a homodepotlowwesmenards big box store. We’re seeing similar. My sis says that at least half of the plates in her neck of the woods are out of state too. (Granted, her area is a hotspot for ‘vaca homes’ at lake front.) But the diaspora has begun in earnest, as indicated by property values SOARING across the board except in metropolitan areas (I know because the old house has depreciated 20K in 12 and another 3% last 6months)(at least she rents it out so neither of us is ‘stuck’ with an underwater mortgage)

I’ve said it here; “get your mind around the fact that our Government has declared war on US” Words only carry so far when actions are counter to them. And the actions(not just this past month, or past year, but progressively), of the dotgov, in all its incarnations, are NOT conducive to ‘the benevolent caretaker’ our Founders envisioned.

Sept 11th is just around the corner. The 20th anniversery of that progressive encroachment. With all the SNAFU and FUBAR this FRAUD has committed of late, they need a distraction, and the one they chose, so far, isnt working as well as they had hoped. In fact, its back-firing on them,

AND THEY ARE SCARED.

Frightened animals do dangerous horrible things in defense of their lives. Even a mouse will attack a cat if scared and cornered.

Something comes,,, thats all I know and the revelations of this past week have me reeling internally. I need my feet back under me, amd soon.