I try to be an optimist, in most things:  obviously there are some things where you can’t, usually individuals of some nature,,,

But in the Grand Scheme, I do try to see the silver linings.

been a might dark out there of late

But I am starting to see some things coming out, in strange places and not so obvious.

Like this crap with P-diddy,,,,    Elizebeth  has this to say and while in some ways seems more emotional, there are facts listed as well.   ME, being the INTJ, don’t really like emotional outbursts: I feel like I’ve been vomited on when someone does an emotional dump.  I can take it, but man, five showers later, I still feel ‘icky’,,,   Give me rational discussion and debate any day,,,   (note: about the only time I can handle emotional dumps is when mildly intoxicated,,,  It allows me the barrier breakdown I need to let the empathy work.   Still feel icky, but can handle it better.  Conversely, I can ‘unload personally’ when in my cups,,,  reat of the time, I tend to be the Stoic,,, keep it tight to the chest and bear that cross.  Which is why I write; I can unload without feeling like I am burdening anyone: don’t wanna deal with it, don’t read it.)

The things I am starting to see leaking around the barriers of MSM/Corporate controls, is REALITY: as in, people are well and sick of the bullshit being sold to them.  There is a “coming to the light” trickling out, and some are finding it in religious searches, others, like me, are finding it by looking for ‘evidence’, but the general vibe I am picking up (especially among the younger sources on the net) is one of ‘We know they are lying, now WHAT IS REAL? and how do I get my paws on it?” 

Everything is becoming more and more decentralized and more and more are finding strength from within, not from without, in false Celebs and Hollowed shells of “leaders”.      And I seriously think this is a symptom induced by the lockdowns of just a couple years back.   People were forced apart and found out “hey, I am stronger than I thought, I don’t need J-lo to tell me I am”   The props of the theater are showing how they are made of cardboard and glitter and the people are finding  themselves again.  

God I sure hope so,,,  

But with that said, ‘No man is an island’,,,    We are social creatures, we just need to make sure that we build our own structures, and not rely on shambolic facsimiles built by geeks without a social clue and more than a fair amount of greed.

Today is one of paradox:   I want to go kayaking, but I want people time as well.  not people/work time, but people/no destinations time.    Felt that urge when Mamakat came in earlier and enforced her ‘PET ME!’ and I realized I just wanted to see a face that wasn’t masked completely in fur.  I love the little fur monsters, but mreowr, trills and blerts do NOT make for human conversation,,,,   So I am going to go to the lake, just because,,,   May get some kayaking in (WILL) and hope I bump into some peeps.  Happens sometimes,  usually in warmer weather than we have today (lo 60’s today and breezy,,,) but,,,, don’t go, no meets possible.  gotta buy the ticket to ride,,,,

Time to turn off the data, limit the phone to text or calls ONLY, get my head in the sun, butt in a boat, and paws holding paddle and getting wet; no destination, just get moving and zero the dials again.  

I read about this event yesterday and was waiting to see what was released,,, Dood did a small goodness and actually left his manifesto online in such a way that “its a good source” is undeniable.

and now there are others positing thier ‘take’.

We’re going to see more of this, I’m afraid. Not just self-immolations, although this is our second one this year, but more emotional breakdowns, more psychotic breaks into madness, more erratic and dangerous behaviour.

MY TAKE:

WE are in the Crazy years, yes?  I don’t think it’s much of an argument there.  But I have a little krazee to share as well.  Goes back to my theories I have been delving into here, how we are all quantum beings and this is a ‘sideshow’ or vacation spot that we retire to for whatever reasons the cloud decides.   That we are here to experiment or learn or just chill out and play around, in such a way that we don’t damage the Universe as a whole.    That we are also interconncected by that cloud: I have pointed out that ideas can seemingly replicate about the world without any direct contact and my proof was in mirrored inventions a world apart with both inventors having zero to do with the other.   WITH THAT IN MY MIND, the glut of krazzee thinks that are being propogated by the powers that be, to distort and twist the young into krazeekake non-binary widgets to include self-disfigurement to complete the ‘change’, bending law to the point of a Gordian knot with the law abiding being under attack and the criminal given free rein,,,,,   All of these things have ripples that pass through the mass of humanity thought processes; ripples that effect each and everyone of us, and sometimes, knocks that one piece of gravel loose to start a landslide of thinking that ends up with the person self-immolating in protest,,,,,

Go Read John Carters piece  and read that manifesto,, yes, it’s krazeekakes, but there are aspects that will chill your spine and raise the hair on the back of your neck. 

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Its time for me to go out and get my Ground and Center in play, get back in touch with the world that ignores all the krazeekake ripples tearing the threads of society apart. 

may this song (with Robby, RIP, as the lead vocalist) not be PROPHECY(corrected, Steve Walsh was the lead in this song,, Robby played the violin,,,)

((this song has been haunting me the last 24,,    Two verses in particular.

“I came to learn, perhaps to teach, but I can tell somehow, the world that I was sent to reach, has got no future now,,,,”

and

“No requiem was ever sung, no eulogy was read, no monument was carved in stone, in memory of the dead,,,,”

They ring in deep parts of my soul,,,    ))

For those that know,,,

Turn it up, sing it loud, Steve Walsh and Robby,, some of the best harmonies of the Seventies,,,,

dusty here,,,,

more laters

Spent the day re-decking our 20′ gooseneck toy hauler.  The BIGBOY toys of skidsteer, bucket loaders and such.  

In the sun,,,

No breezes

Feeling a little wrung out to be honest.   Not much welding involved, just tacking on the rear angle plate that holds them down (left the front in place and slid them in)  I know, not supposed to take that off, the boards are meant to flex and slide in the slots.  I haven’t the means to flex the boards enough to make that happen; cut the danged thing off,,,,  

Son of Bossman took the Peanut off to the shelter today.  (yes, she had become something of a shop dawg around work.)  She had worn out any welcome she had at first when she wouldn’t let GF of Son out the car a few days back.   She’s been aggressive as all get out with the garbage men, the UPS driver and the meter readers.  Sweet as candy to ‘family’ but defensive and dangerous to all others.    I guess Son’s GF didn’t smell right or something, and she sensed the fear and fed on that.   

He did find one that pushes adoptions, not just ‘shelter’, and is sponsering her for that adoption process.    My fingers are crossed for the wee thing.   Broke my heart to have to jail her in that crate to ship her out.  The look on her face was one of “Betrayed”,,, 

Tomorrow morning Bear-bear is going to be missing her buddy,,, I can already see the depression kicking in,,,  Rufus had his moment when Milo passed on, Bear-bear gets hers now.

Yuppers, I have a whole slew of four-footed friends at work,,, those mentioned are just the dawgum population,,, the kitteh population is more fluid, with Reesee, the kat matriarch being the only long term one so far.    Been a rough year on them as I have only seen Reesee and Ghost the last couple of months.  I think Ghost is in training to take over Reesees’ spot as the matriarch.  Reesee is quite long in tooth and losing more litters than she raises.  Her mama, Shadow, was the queen bitch of the ‘hood in her day.    Son of Bossman and I both saw when she rode Milo to the curb, clamped to his back like she had a saddle on him and wailing on his ears with a free murder mitten; him yowling and yipping like he had stuck his nose in a yellow-jackets nest and hauling ass,,,,   She rode him to the street and we didn’t see Milo for three days.   She put the fear of Kat into that dawg,,,

Here is the thing about the shop pets: they are all drop-offs or feral cats raised in the area.  Every single one.  Bear-bear is a great Pyrinese, absolutely the fluff queen, sweetest natured mountain of fur you could ask for, and she was dropped off early in her pregnency.  She had 11 pups, and Bossman found a Foster home to take them in after she weaned them.   Son of Bossman then had her spayed so she could stay on,,, she won our hearts that well.  Rufus is a mixed breed of some form or nuther, and has the most soulful eyes you have ever seen.   He looks at you and your heart just melts,,,   And great with any kids that happen by,,, Loves the littles.

(apologies,,, no pics of Bear-bear,,, but imagine a dawg shaped polar bear and you have her image,,,)(I need to rectify that lack,,,,)

A day with my furry work friends definitely was a must after the rough start I had this AM,,,,   When I started working on that trailer, Rufus climbed right up there with me and insisted on a half hour of belly rubs.   I think he knew I was feeling off and offered his services (and recieved as well) to ‘chill out’.   Heck, the bugger will climb under trucks with me when I am doing wrench work,,,   On his back and “trying to help ” in his clumsy dawg-pawed way.

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WRSA is still down as I write this out.   I am sure there is much going on, on that end and the Krew is hard at it.   Bloody frickin scary that,,, Obvious sign of an intellectual war taking place,    Nothing kinetic from our side yet, but Lawfare is a kinetic form of war IMO, and we see signs of that taking place all over the place.   

Heads on swivels people,,, the clock is ticking and the TPTwB are getting antsy and desperate.

Keep on livin’

‘Bout how it feels some days, no?   

WRSA down with 502 Bad Gateway errrors,,,, Talked to BCE about it last night since he had Direct lines to Concerned American,,,   Updates on GAB at the @WRSA tag,,,, CA and krew are working on it.  DNS attack? likely,,,

Things are getting heated all around, expect more to fall off the screen before long.   

Can’t have those dissenting voices y’know,,,,

For every blogger with ‘alternate views’ there are 10000 that see it the same way but keep the yaps shut.   Thats a goodness thing.   (the last S in the three,,,)  I don’t think those in power realize just how big an audience WRSA has,,, 10000 is small potatoes out here in flyover country.  

And those ‘small potatoes’ are watching every move, gleaning information from the active sites, adding to it on their own, and building intel,,,

you burn a munitions plant in the US, blow a manufactory for shells in Wales, assault food production and transportation means,,,   a little here, a little there, and a big picture starts to form as to who the REAL enemy is.  

Not like we don’t know, but it starts to add up to “now we have names,,,,”

names have addresses.

addresses have homes.

homes have wives and children,

Financiers call that “LEVERAGE”

It’s pretty obvious, that those on one side of this war, have not thought things through to the ‘what ifs,,,,’.    They continue to operate on “law abiding DUPES”, not the “Woke the fuck up and PISSED THE FUCK OFF” animals they are creating.

They should have learned something from Russia invading Ukraine: you poke a bear long enough, hard enough, eventually that bear is gonna rip your fucking face off.   

sick of it all.   just wanna be left alone.   Not alone in that, not even by half.   and the pushing just keeps coming, and coming.   Every little thing, from blatant manipulation of legislation (ATF recent shenanigans on private gun sales) to inflating away the very lifeblood of those that make up this country, to Kabuki theatrics meant to demean and insult the viewer (faggots in drag as heads of departments)  

Seriously,,,, why have we not dragged these fuckers to the street with prejudice?

because we just wanna be left alone and expect the same respect.

That switch is teetering on being flipped, and honestly, the only thing holding it back right now, IMO, is the fact that there is an illusion of chance that we can throw the bums out this November.  

IF they fuck with that,,,,,,

BCE mentions three pills, Blue, Red, Black (I’m very much under the black pill influence right now) but he also mentions a fourth,,, The Honk Pill.  I haven’t found that one in my stash yet, but sure as shit, I am looking for for it.   Maybe I am way to pessimistic as my base for that one to work though. Lord knows I wanna look at the world and it funny,,,   (why do you think I flee it every weekend,,, I need that sanity of REALITY, water, dirt, trees, wildlife, things that have the ability but aren’t actively trying to kill me for fucks sake,,,,)

gotta go to the J.O.B. thingy,,,,  more laters.

This was sent to my inbox,,,,

and the caveat of “To destroy American institutions, would be to destroy all that we hold dear“,,,,

Um,,, yeah,,, about that,,,,   These institutions that are re-writing law for the simple fact of a character assassination on a former sitting president, while the current corpse in chief has a plethora of evidence of ACTUAL FUCKIING CRIMES that are glossed over and flat ignored by those “American Institutions”,,, IE IRS, FBI, CIA, ATF, DEA, DOJ, , , , ,  

Yeah, I WANT TO DESTROY those institutions because they are VERY MUCH the problem.  They have become top heavy appointed and WEAPONIZED against the very people that make up this country, and their loyalty is to that almighty Pension Plan that a career in the DOTGOV promises,,,,  Keep your nose clean, play by the rules of the people above you, ignore that it contradicts the actual laws of the land as written in the founding documents, and smash all the dissenting voices,,,,   

Look, I get it, ya don’t like the ORANGE MAN BAD,,, I do get it,,, I have stated that personally, I find him not so pleasant a person, but dammit, THE MAN LOVES THIS FUCKING COUNTRY and proves it every damned day… HOW IS THAT A PROBLEM???? WHY IS IT CONSIDERED A PROBLEM???    That I don’t get,,,,

YOU CAN NOT SAY THAT ABOUT THE CURRENT SHITSTAINS IN THE SWAMP!!!   Marjorie Taylor Greene,  Rand Paul, yeah,,, they got it, but they are not the power houses,,,  They are voices in the wilds of a hostile swamp that blatantly, OPENLY. is hostile to the very people that elected them, and the Hidden People (what is refered to as Deep State) have ZERO ACCOUNTABILITY and last longer than any term limits that may be in place,,,  (and we need term limits across the board,,,, another of those ‘institutions’ that need dismantled and overhauled.)

TL hammers a point home in his substack  and that is: we are waiting on this election because it prolongs the illusion ‘ just a wee bit further’.     This country is dying,, it can’t do anything but with how little the Ameri-CAN people don’t hold those responsible for its fails, accountable.    Back in the early 1800’s, tar and feathers were still REAL, and the  poly-tickians of the day KNEW IT.  Ours,,,,,

Hell, they are untouchable,,, they control it all, they get free pass for crimes that would make any of us out here in the wilds of ‘fly-over country’ do time with multiple Life sentences.

And it doesn’t fuckin’ matter anymore,,,,    When this shit comes down, you are either for it or against it, ready for it or willing to ‘go along to get along’ and hope  it will blow over,,,,,

doesn’t fuckin’ matter,,,,    Its all based on lies: lies much older than our 248 year old experiment.    There are truths in our founding documents, truths that transcend the original ethos of a religion,  that borrow the philosphies of many different thinkers,  That TRIED to make a difference,

and it was kidnapped and raped in back alley’s by power mongers and psychopaths,

and we let them,,,,

And I am going to leave this RIGHT HERE , get off the keyboard, get off the netz, turn the phone off and go walk a dawgum, rub kitteh nogs, and call it a night

Keep on livin’

We evolve, not just physically over time, be it five minutes of working out, or millinenia as a species.

But our minds evolve at the speed of thought.  Never being the same from one minute to the next.  Being ourselves, it can be hard to see that change as we are a part of it,,,  Like flowing water,,, our thoughts may take the shape of the container, but that container is redefined by the things we experiance.

I’m struggling to find what to write about right now as my recent dive down rabbit holes, (which is on-going,,,,) illuminated just how fucked up this ‘human’ world truly is, all because there is one underlying aspect to humans that can NOT be unwritten.  SURVIVE!PROPAGATE!  Two hardwired traits that can’t be unwritten no matter how hard the lefties want us to be robotic widgets  fit into small caliber niches.   We want to survive and reproduce,,,

(And any species that loses either trait is on a dead end road of the evolutionary map.  I believe Heinlein covered this a time or two.)

Talking about how ‘fucked up’ this human world is, I am watching the further adventures of a particular region and thinking how certain parties have had their dicks in pretty much every escalation for 2000+ years,,, and wonder why other tribes dislike them so.   Me personally had no beef with them at all, until I started seeing the muck-a-fun that was started by them way backawhen.   

And here we are wondering when Samson is gonna pull the pillars down around his ears,,,,,

Yes, I am using weasel words to get my point across, I think y’all know ‘whom’ I speak of,,,  

Can’t say I have much love of the Vatican powers either,,,,     They are all neck deep in prospiracy and power-mongering.  

But I want to get away from all of that here at the blog.   And I have nothing else occupying my brainium: besides the day to day rat-race of living in a dying economy as an enemy of the state.   Oh, and the usual kayaking/Camping stuff,,, thats escapism/sanity,,,,  Can’t lose that or you might read about me doing something horrid to some poly-tickian types,,,,  

I’ll leave that right there with the 200+ words I wrote vaporized into the aether, instead of incriminating meself,,,,,

Seriously though,,I am in an odd state of mind.   I care, REALLY care,,, but at the same time, have absolutely ZERO FUCKS to give about it anymore.   I care that the world is falling apart, but couldn’t give a rats ass about the Bad Actors perpetrating that fail.  

I could put a bullet in their grape, point blank, and sleep like a baby afterwards.   I have no idea what sort of Karma that would pull down on me, but I would feel vindicated and righteous,

“When asked how he felt about murdering  so many,,, The accused stated ” I didn’t murder any humans, I only killed communists.”

I totally get his POV now.  Not that I am planning on going that route, but I get it,,, I get it.

Self-centered? 

I think “AWAKE” is a better term.   They can’t lie anymore.   The lies have been seen, and the only option they have is to double down on them.   Same as all compulsive liars do,,, until the lie is so knotted up and raveled, that the original reason to lie is forgotten, but the lies must be kept up,,,

Maybe I just need to set the keyboard aside awhile, let the rabbit hole fester a bit, until such time as I have accepted it as part of my mental evolution and can incorporate everything under the totatality of ME,,,   I know for a fact now that what I found was coming at me no matter if it were this past week, or two years down the road.  Some of that information had passed under my nose before, but hadn’t been put together with other parts.  

I had some evidence, but no thought that there was a crime involved. 

And its only Twosday,,,,  sigh,,, long week ahead before the paddle therapy can begin,,,,

keep on livin’