Three words,,,

First off the list today,,, GO READ,,, Frans place has several good posts up. All worth your time, trust me.

THIS’UN, though not Frans work(but link provided by him), I whole-heartedly concur with. The “Troubles” of Ireland and The UK, are only just begun: things will only accelerate until the Brits and Celts, and Scots get their spines back and become the curmudgeons of old.

And looking at NewYuck, we aren’t far behind if we don’t start standing ground and sayin “NO” at that medieval cretins, and stepping on scrotums with prejudice.

As for my little world: BlooTwuck, Blowed up dreams and aspirations (Blowed up, NOT destroyed,,, not even close.) Da/Doctor chasin, PhysTherapy stuff (he’d better be a good boy and do what they say, I can’t babysit 24-7) Sis comin’ into town (that will be a relief with Da for a spell) Drinkin’ Camping trip this weekend,,,

Well,,, I sorta had a “come to God” moment, and considering I believe the “God” of the Old Testament is a False God (and the adherents of the old religions are just this side of “Satanic”, but I digress,,,) Thats A LOT! I essentially (FYI, This is not open for discussion in Comments on this post. IF you want to argue with me, go over to this page, and leave all you want. BUT, Read the first paragraph and understand, YOU WILL BE IN THE PUBLIC EYE,,, But please,,, prove me wrong,,,,)

Anywhooos,,,, ‘come to god’ moment. This is actually something right inline with the Buddhist tenents as well “Let that shit go!” (paraphrased but you get my point.) I quite literally ‘prayed’ with the anchor of ” I know I am just one spark of the IS, not the know all be all, and this is beyond me,,, Please guide me in the direction YOU intended, and nudge me when I stray,,, ” (there was more, but thats the gist,,,)

And it worked. The weight of all of this shit is off my shoulders, I feel much easier about the day to day, the cracked block smokey engine, the property that I co-own with my Unk that needs ‘legally’ divided up and ‘Deeded’ before some ugly comes down the pike. Niether of us is getting any younger and he ain’t looking all that good these days,,, (about like Da, maybe worse,,,) I AM THINKING CLEARER,, Thats the big point. The Engine thing,,, will happen when and if its supposed to happen,,, I leave that to Universe and keep my eyes open for that sign. The “little” issues that keep telling me ‘you don’t need to be a mobile mechanic’, like the fact that I still haven’t business cards for that aspect, and no word from the printer on a final ‘draft’ for printing, OR a properly running base vehicle (thanx Bloo’s former owner, and my over confidence,,,) “It will be what it will be” and I can do no other.

or as one of my fellow emps likes to say, Let go, Let GOD,,,, (Universe, IS, the Pelorma, Monad, BUT, not the DemiUrge, archons etc

Side note Fred: Package rcvd, YES, pay it forward!! I do try in my own small way,,, even if its just thinking outloud about things and hoping someone sees a different view in the reading. And Thank you!!! It is appreciated!!!

This weekend is Camp with Brudda B and Brudda J. There is a catharsis when we camp in this small group: we get a chance ‘to let our hair down’ and not be the Stoics the people in our worlds see us as (and I can not tell you how many times I have been called ‘Superman” at work because I do so much shit by myself It gets old. McGyver,,, ok, I kinda take a pride in that,,, Doing it all, every day, by ‘self: that can break a body down.) All three of us have been carrying hella wieghts the last year or so,,, Time to unload, get advice, or just the “me too” so we know we aint’ alone,,,

Drinkin’ helps break down the walls, and believe me, we have some damned tough walls,,,Even being in trusted company, those walls resist being moved or lowered.

So, shortened week, but not unproductive: Friday will be courthouse with Unk, then onward to CAMP, and some Spiritual therapy much needed. I may call the Chiro tomorrow and schedule an appt for Satyrday for meself,,, Could use a little reailignin’ of the zipper in my back called a spine. Take an hour from camp to get straightened up physically.

Or not..

will see

More laters

LLLLL!

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