Zero Darks here too

But I’m comin to where BCE is droppin out

Have a shindig to partake in today/this eve,,, Won’t be payin’tentions to the Kabuki shows,,, SERIOUSLY NOT PAYING ATTENTION as I need the break right now. Not blackpilled, but a minor feather strike could tip me off that edge, I feel,,,,

I go blackpill, I become wandering homeless kayak guy on the waterways of the eastern US,,, Sounds sorta romantic but only if you are doing some goal thing, like Mark Ervin did (the whole loop),,, I’m talking ‘droppin’ out of society and living on the fringe full time’ sorta thingy here. The F! the World turn of mind kinda thing.

No wanna go there,,, but if it all gets to be too much, that option keeps givin’ me nudges,,,

But who the hell am I to complain,,, Hell, in the great wide world, I seem to have it prettty damned good. Caretaker to a man old enough too be our (p)Residential Puppet, but 1000% better shape than such; pretty much all I have to do is stop in once a day and see what hes been doing and how he’s feeling. Stopped in on way home thursday and he was out playing with his bee hives. Seems the bees think we are in for a hella early spring too. And I have a fairly decent J.O.B.,,, not a great one as its sorta dead-end-ish,,, no bennies, no PTE’s, No retirement ops,,, BUT, is close to home and IF I need time off, I can take it at the drop of a hat and still have a job, (just the ‘no work, no pay’ thing,,,) and it has started paying closer to reality for the skill sets that I bring to the table. And its pretty much all there is around here that ain’t fast food or drudge labor deep underground. Won’t do the mines, hell no!!!

yeah, I’m doin’ alright,,,

BCE and fam though,,,,

Yeah, some of y’uns keep on him as well, but for those tha’don’t, Wifey Gretchen has been diag’ed with the big C, and they are asking for a bit of love on the finances side of things. These things cost, and with all the fun and games the DC hosts have done to our once stupendously awesome medical complex; these things REALLY COST nowdays.

Hit the link and send her boobies some financial love.

I’ll be back tomorrow with a fresher, though maybe hungover, outlook on things.