Gonna be a putz and steal from someone else,,, Kinda,,, Link it actually

Go see what the Minotaur has to say about things today.  thankz Ox, I owe ya one.

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full day, but with the coming race to the goal line tomorrow, dunno, just a meh sorta day.

Tomorrow is when I get to pull out all but one of my hats.  Not going to be wearing the “Carpenter” hat tomorrow.   Welding? Check!  Electrician? Check! Gate installer and Programmer? Check! Crew Lead? Check!

Won’t be completely finished tomorrow, but Son of Bossman wants it to be as complete as possible.   Wants it so all I need do on monday is ‘hook up the drive chain’.    See, We have to set the Pedastal the drive motor sets on, and you can’t have a 1000# gate battering on that in green concrete: even if we use the quickset (we are) it will still be green by the end of day.   Promise was “Complete on the 19th” but thats not truly possible due to the constraints of materials.  

And end of day today was making sure that all the toys and parts and gee-gaws I will need, are loaded and ready to roll.   All I need do is toss my tools in the truck and roll out, along with ALL and I do mean ALL of the crews.    We are throwing everything at this,,,

Must be one hell of a bid on that contract.

Likely one that costs us if we miss the target, or so I would think by the anxiousness to ‘Git-r-Dun!’.

again, DUNNO,,,just extrapolation on my part.

Update on fasting thing.    Still maintaining my No sugar thing, just black coffee, water, greentea, water with applecider vinegar or pinch of salt.   Dropped all carbs from diet, but am eating.   Tuna, avocado, cheeses, green olives, steak with grilled onions etc etc.   One meal a day, don’t eat after 5pm, period: if I miss, I miss,,,

and I put that 10# right back on.    

Heres the rub.   DO NOT JUMP INTO FASTING without some work up prep.   I know better, should say I had already known it, but I didn’t put things together too well.   Fact is, I shocked my bodies system and it went into full on survival mode: STOCK PILE FAT STORAGE!!!    Ok, so I need to work on getting away from sugar as ‘easy fuel’, get the body used to burning the fats (it converts them to sugar: it converts sugars to fat for storage, then reverses the process for fuel when short.)  Even with me cutting sugars down to less than 50g a day (from over 300g/day) my body is in full grumpy cuss mode and fighting me.   Getting rid of all sugars I am finding is damned near impossible; but I am cutting down to near nothing.    Sugar is one hell of a hard addiction to break, let me tell you.  The hardcore cravings I’m getting,,, Guy cracked open a soda near me today and I swear, the smell was ambrosia,,,, Like jonesing for a fix it was.    I resisted

Untraining habits, learning new GOOD habits,,,   And yeah, struggle it is, but WORTH IT. 

I’m gonna run with the current ‘thing’ I am doing for one full month before I go attempting another fast.   I wasn’t worried about the weight so much as I wanted to clean my system out, and I did get some signs that was happening.  My skin for one: I’m getting some elasticity back and I don’t bruise like I did.   I’m also not bleeding like a stuck pig with the slightest knick.     Blood glucose levels are stable, not wildly flucuating: average is 107 for the week where I had one high of 146 (dad made something and insisted I eat; Had a lot of carbs in it.) (I hadn’t told him I’m doing this because he always nay-says me,,,   Even when he doesn’t know, he does things like make way to much to eat so passes it on to me.    And yes, Cosmos loves that fact since I have passed on the grub to him when dad leaves.)

NO beer, no Bourbon,,, I think that hurts nearly as much as the lack of the other addiction of Coca-cola.    I do like a drink at the end of the day, but I am forgoing that while I am trying to clean house.

So, don’t just jump into fasting feet first, unless you are already eating properly and not addicted to mad sugar levels.    66% of the US population are classified as “Sugar Burners” and if you read the ingredient lists, you see sugar in everything: I have no doubt that figure is a conservative one.   With Diabetes hovering at 11% of the population,,,   

I’m not Diabetic, YET, but I was headed down that road and that is not where I want to be.  

Like I said before “I have no desire to commit suicide by 12oz soda can.”

But man, it’s rough,,,   That I am struggling means my body is adapting, slowly, grudgingly, with the oft-times Temper tantrum, but hey, “get in line, body, I ain’t playin’ here!”

(and this post is one written to distract my craving for a ‘pop’.  I’m sneaky like that,,,)

Anywhooos,,, long day tomorrow, gonna be a late return and will need to make the bank run thing as well.   May not post or might post late.    Check back on Satyrday and see what this hooligan is up to for the weekend.   (ain’t made plans yet,,,)

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I know the MythBusters busted that myth, (because water forms droplets quite quickly, there can’t be a ‘stream’ to carry the current.)   BUT, in todays post, the third rail is the unraveling of Society.   That we are seeing the REAL gap between societal factions, that we have a conservative (are they?) government spouting ‘hate speech censoring’ just like the last AUtOpen administration was guilty of doing, that we have seen kinetic actions (For the most part in one direction, currently,,,  Wait and see, that may shift yet, and may be shifting as there are vids of Panti-fags getting body slammed for spouting trash from the upper fecal orifice.) 

But I don’t wanna touch on that THAT third rail, I’m gonna jump over to another track and piss on its third rail.

Enter evidence file 1)

That right there is a beautiful argument, even if I don’t beleive “this is it”.   I am very much a believer in ‘after-life’, though my beliefs about ‘heaven and hell’ are wildly different than most peoples.  But I watched that and thought about when I was a touring sound-dood, doing the gospel plays, and thinking that the ‘athiests’ in the crew had better morals and ethics than 90% of the cast.   I could tell you stories; wild stories, from flaming homosexuals, to wife swapping at the hotels.    KRAZEE fucked up Sodom and Gomorah shit.

“I do go around raping and murdering as much as I want: which is ‘not at all’.”

I have firm belief, that if you live your best life, as you would wish others to live, than you are as close to ‘God’ as you can get.  The issue there, is DEFINITIONS are fluid and not everyone has the same definition of Best Life.  I’m sure Epstein felt he was Living His Best,,,   

Like I said to Brudda B the other day when discussing Scouting and their motto “DO your Best”.    Best is NOT perfect.   Perfect is the enemy of Good: if you hold back seeking perfection, you will accomplish NOTHING, EVER!!   Do your best, try to be better today than you were yesterday, Do the job, not for the recognition, but for the chance to improve on what you were.    The recognition will come but that shouldn’t be the goal.

We have no idea if we have a tomorrow, so live today like it is your last and make it as close to perfect as you can, while not ceasing being alive.  Hug the kids, smell the flowers, laugh at yourself, Do whats right, and thats good enough!    Don’t hurt people and don’t take thier stuff: as simple as a rule can be. yet so many seem to forget it.   BE the inspiration, not the bad example.

and maybe thats IS the point,  to not let this virtual hell BE a literal hell. 

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My Mac Dealer is the BEST!!!    These aren’t new MacBooks, but ones he refurbishes.    AND with a warranty, that he has honored the once.  

My current Mac is on the fritz: the video card is starting to fail and use it, I end up with headaches from the screen flashing between white and babyblue randomly.    Nothing that can be done about it: Driver updates didn’t change anything, its something internal and hardwear.

So I contacted Johney and asked what he had available.   First thing out his mouth was ‘whats wrong with the one you have?’.    He knows his Macs.   We played with it a bit, but no, its dying.   

Replacement (I’m out of that two year warranty) for $200, several KEY upgrades from 500Gb SSD, 16Gb ram, an i7 processor and much more up-to-date OS (not the most recent but Johney says ‘that version bogs this machine down, go faster with Ventura,,,’

He had two machines on hand, and is going through both and will send me the ‘better of the two’,,,   And I can pay him then.

Dood ROCKS.    He’s even loading my programs that I use: Vellum, Grammerly, Scrivner (I need to dig up my license number for that’un, since I did buy the lifetime,,, ) and Garage band.    

Garage band? you ask?

Yup.   Garage band.   Digital mixing console and editing tool for audio.   Old Retired sound-dood; You think I don’t keep stuff like that around?   LOL.    AND,  I have been toying with the idea of a doing a once week Podcast and let y’uns hear my ‘Radio Voice’.    I may not have a face for TV, but I DO have a voice for radio.   Too bad that radio has turned into a nearly bygone thing.(everyone went VLOG like Joe Rogan and Tucker.   We slowly spiral away from written word, and it saddens me to no end.   I’m not serious about it yet, but I do think this blog needs some evolution, and I kinda sorta need something different to do.   (IF, I do this, I will put up transcripts along with the cast; for those readers that prefer written over aubible.   And I will still post regular blogging posts.  This will be more ‘feeling things out’ experimentation.

Its been a long time since I did a monologue into a microphone,,,,     Heck, the last time I did anything ‘radio’ was when I was making the commercials for the nightclub I did entertainment production for: when I was running the ‘Battle of the Burbs’ band competition,,  Way back-when in 2001!!!!     (that lead to my getting hired by L&C and touring,,,)   This might be FUN!!!

More laters,,, Keep your ears on, heads on swivels, things are still sporky since last week, and we haven’t been given the new distraction yet.

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All day, since the wee-earlies ya-know,,,

Don’t like muhndaze,,,   BUT, if it weren’t for Muhndaze, they’d be Twosdaze, right? 

Still lots of turmoil and what not, surrounding the Charlie Kirk Assassination.   Best Meme I saw was this (found while on FB because I am buying a new Macbook Pro.  new to me anyways.)

I said similar here.    But there may be a problem.  

I could, but to completely honest, have no desire to deep dive anything dealing with Shapiro.    I would need to shower for weeks and I still have a job outside of the house that requires my physical prescence.

(note, I don’t know that its fact, but there are too many ‘alignments’ in the words to his past actions,,,)

Bizzy week ahead of me: Monster Gate that needs built and some periphrials for it as well.  Just recieved details today and supposedly a promised install BY FRIDAY,,,, thats a lot of burning metal that needs to take place AS WELL AS when it comes to powered gates, I’M IT!!!      So I’ll be wearing most all of my hats this week and scrambled eggs in the brain trying to keep it oriented forward.   

and I wouldn’t have it any other way.    I may drop like a felled tree at the end of the day, but that is never a bad thing.-

interruptio felis

M’kay,  mama had to have her say on my evening,,,

Where was I?

crazy work week, crazy leftoid political kinetics,,, 

Ya-know, It’s only muhnday,,, I’m gonna  lay a nickel on the desk in bet that by Wednesday, there is going to be a NEW BIG THING to distract us from what has been occupying us the last four days.    Seems longer don’t it?   Nope,,, FOUR DAYS.  And the Leftoid media is taking a hit with all the backlash hitting their audience and themselves.   They are seriously looking for something so they can sweep all of this under the rug and bury their fuck-ups.

more laters

Sorry,,, not related to anything in any post up to date.

Stopped over at WRSA tonight, after all weekend of no updates and for a long spell NO SITE,

and it was in RUSSIAN, and when I had Giggles translate the page, it was that stoopid ad for online gaming,,,

CA, ya got some work ahead of y’uns.   

Watching the dialogues, arguments,   even vitriol (like some antifag causing issues at a vigil)   I see parallels to my own small world currently.

I bring up the Bad Cuzin thing (intentional misspelling)

See, Cuz is bad blood, a self-absorbed POS that (opinion formed by observation) thinks the world owes him for his misfortunes and has no loyalty to any but his own carcass.  He’s even thrown his GF under the bus a time or three and had her jailed, (by calling the police before he went into town with her, while she was in violation of her parole.) just because he didn’t want to deal with her in the winter months.   

His GF is much the same, birds of a feather.   She will rob you blind then justify it in her head that ‘you have it better; you owe me’, and then become rightously indignant about it if confronted.

And They have a pack of dogs that are completely feral, terrorizing the Hollar.   

But its MY FAULT when those dogs jump my pupper, ON MY PROPERTY.

Not exact parallels, I know, but I see enough similar issues with the state of the world.  

Charlie Kirk: a voice of reason and compassion attempting to fix the world through speech, not violence.  ASSASSINATED.  

LEFTOIDS celebrating his death saying it was ‘Deserved’ because of ONE sentence he spoke at a debate, (did they actually WATCH that debate?  Doubt it.)

POLI-TICK-ians bleating ‘we need to come together at times like this.’  

Yes, I DO see Evil; have for years.    I try to follow the path, thats my weakness.   I don’t want  strike that; DIDN’T want to make waves,  I just wanted to live in peace, seek answers to the questions I have and LEARNLEARNLEARN (my geas in this world.)

I came to learn, perhaps to teach,,,

but I can tell somehow,

The world that I was sent to reach,

has got no future now,,,

No, I ain’t ‘quitting’.    I’m just tired of watching the insanity of the collective spirit spread and spread and spread.   

And I DO THINK, there is only one way forward.  Maybe not now, here, this moment, but at some point, there will be a reckoning, and when that reckoning happens, the diseased spirits will be ushered from this realm and sent back to recycling to try again.   I fear its coming faster and faster, and like most SANE people, dread that day.   Anyone that gets a kick out that stuff is EVIL,  

In this parallel to my little world: I KNOW there is going to be a point where I have to start killing Cuzin’s dogs.   So far, its been small incidents, and these are getting more balanced as Cosmos puts on weight, but the fact that NO ONE can take their dogs for walks in the neighborhood without strife, and the fact that ‘they keep breeding more’,,,  

I hold back because flippin’ that switch means I unleash a darkness I struggle to restrain in good times.   

THE LEFT DOESN”T GET THAT.   They have a knob to ‘control’ the violence, and think that makes them better than us.  

NO

not better,

balanced.   

but they don’t understand that.    They see our lack of ‘action’ as weakness and push and push and push.   We are the control that keeps THEIR darkness at bay, the darkness they can’t see because they stand in it looking into the light. 

And we are getting to the point where that switch flips.  

And I fear.   That HATE the saxon has, becomes unrestrained and innocents die; “kill them all, God will know his own” comes to mind.   THAT sort of rightous fury is what they do not understand.   That sort of fury must run its course to the end.  and there is so very little control over its course.     I already see Doxxing of people in the nets, many of whom are guilty of nothing more than lack of critical thinking/following the herd.   But that is what happens when you “Follow the Herd”, you get lead to the slaughter by the Judas Goat.

My spirit is not resting easy right now.