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Is Muhnday,,,

All day, since the wee-earlies ya-know,,,

Don’t like muhndaze,,,   BUT, if it weren’t for Muhndaze, they’d be Twosdaze, right? 

Still lots of turmoil and what not, surrounding the Charlie Kirk Assassination.   Best Meme I saw was this (found while on FB because I am buying a new Macbook Pro.  new to me anyways.)

I said similar here.    But there may be a problem.  

Can anyone else vet this?

I could, but to completely honest, have no desire to deep dive anything dealing with Shapiro.    I would need to shower for weeks and I still have a job outside of the house that requires my physical prescence.

(note, I don’t know that its fact, but there are too many ‘alignments’ in the words to his past actions,,,)

Bizzy week ahead of me: Monster Gate that needs built and some periphrials for it as well.  Just recieved details today and supposedly a promised install BY FRIDAY,,,, thats a lot of burning metal that needs to take place AS WELL AS when it comes to powered gates, I’M IT!!!      So I’ll be wearing most all of my hats this week and scrambled eggs in the brain trying to keep it oriented forward.   

and I wouldn’t have it any other way.    I may drop like a felled tree at the end of the day, but that is never a bad thing.-

interruptio felis

M’kay,  mama had to have her say on my evening,,,

Where was I?

crazy work week, crazy leftoid political kinetics,,, 

Ya-know, It’s only muhnday,,, I’m gonna  lay a nickel on the desk in bet that by Wednesday, there is going to be a NEW BIG THING to distract us from what has been occupying us the last four days.    Seems longer don’t it?   Nope,,, FOUR DAYS.  And the Leftoid media is taking a hit with all the backlash hitting their audience and themselves.   They are seriously looking for something so they can sweep all of this under the rug and bury their fuck-ups.

more laters

WTELF?

Sorry,,, not related to anything in any post up to date.

Stopped over at WRSA tonight, after all weekend of no updates and for a long spell NO SITE,

and it was in RUSSIAN, and when I had Giggles translate the page, it was that stoopid ad for online gaming,,,

CA, ya got some work ahead of y’uns.   

Synchronicities

Watching the dialogues, arguments,   even vitriol (like some antifag causing issues at a vigil)   I see parallels to my own small world currently.

I bring up the Bad Cuzin thing (intentional misspelling)

See, Cuz is bad blood, a self-absorbed POS that (opinion formed by observation) thinks the world owes him for his misfortunes and has no loyalty to any but his own carcass.  He’s even thrown his GF under the bus a time or three and had her jailed, (by calling the police before he went into town with her, while she was in violation of her parole.) just because he didn’t want to deal with her in the winter months.   

His GF is much the same, birds of a feather.   She will rob you blind then justify it in her head that ‘you have it better; you owe me’, and then become rightously indignant about it if confronted.

And They have a pack of dogs that are completely feral, terrorizing the Hollar.   

But its MY FAULT when those dogs jump my pupper, ON MY PROPERTY.

Not exact parallels, I know, but I see enough similar issues with the state of the world.  

Charlie Kirk: a voice of reason and compassion attempting to fix the world through speech, not violence.  ASSASSINATED.  

LEFTOIDS celebrating his death saying it was ‘Deserved’ because of ONE sentence he spoke at a debate, (did they actually WATCH that debate?  Doubt it.)

POLI-TICK-ians bleating ‘we need to come together at times like this.’  

follow it here

Yes, I DO see Evil; have for years.    I try to follow the path, thats my weakness.   I don’t want  strike that; DIDN’T want to make waves,  I just wanted to live in peace, seek answers to the questions I have and LEARNLEARNLEARN (my geas in this world.)

I came to learn, perhaps to teach,,,

but I can tell somehow,

The world that I was sent to reach,

has got no future now,,,

No, I ain’t ‘quitting’.    I’m just tired of watching the insanity of the collective spirit spread and spread and spread.   

And I DO THINK, there is only one way forward.  Maybe not now, here, this moment, but at some point, there will be a reckoning, and when that reckoning happens, the diseased spirits will be ushered from this realm and sent back to recycling to try again.   I fear its coming faster and faster, and like most SANE people, dread that day.   Anyone that gets a kick out that stuff is EVIL,  

In this parallel to my little world: I KNOW there is going to be a point where I have to start killing Cuzin’s dogs.   So far, its been small incidents, and these are getting more balanced as Cosmos puts on weight, but the fact that NO ONE can take their dogs for walks in the neighborhood without strife, and the fact that ‘they keep breeding more’,,,  

I hold back because flippin’ that switch means I unleash a darkness I struggle to restrain in good times.   

THE LEFT DOESN”T GET THAT.   They have a knob to ‘control’ the violence, and think that makes them better than us.  

NO

not better,

balanced.   

but they don’t understand that.    They see our lack of ‘action’ as weakness and push and push and push.   We are the control that keeps THEIR darkness at bay, the darkness they can’t see because they stand in it looking into the light. 

And we are getting to the point where that switch flips.  

And I fear.   That HATE the saxon has, becomes unrestrained and innocents die; “kill them all, God will know his own” comes to mind.   THAT sort of rightous fury is what they do not understand.   That sort of fury must run its course to the end.  and there is so very little control over its course.     I already see Doxxing of people in the nets, many of whom are guilty of nothing more than lack of critical thinking/following the herd.   But that is what happens when you “Follow the Herd”, you get lead to the slaughter by the Judas Goat.

My spirit is not resting easy right now.

LOTS of traffic out there, calm, collected and SERIOUS

Kevin has THREE posts up (all three links in those three words)

a vid here,,,

I said that more people have seen Charlie Kirk since his assassination, (and it WAS one) than saw or knew of him prior.  I knew his name and little more.  NOT SO MUCH NOW.   I have watched some of his recorded debates and the man was GOOD, not just in heart, but at what he did.  LOGIC, REASON, EMPATHY, he used them all and to excellent ends.   He was assassinated because they couldn’t debate him and win.  THE LEFT CAN’T HAVE THAT.  Especially in the arenas he purposefully chose: The Universities that like to indoctrinate future communists.   He didn’t choose to debate the young ones in elementary or Higher school, he chose the ones that SHOULD be taught Critical thinking, and showed them how they were being cheated and controlled.  

I may not share his religious beliefs, but I KNOW I could have broke bread with this man and had wonderful debates and walked away a better person for it, even if we never agreed on anything.    How many of the left can you make that claim of?   Almost none in the public eye, few in local matters.  

Kevin Baker and Nick Freitas share my thinking.

I wonder if any among them understand what has just happened. If there is a Yamamoto somewhere in their midst warning, that all they have done is awoken a sleeping giant.

I doubt it. I think they gave up such introspection and self-awareness long ago.

Just like in PA, when Trumps ear was peirced and not his cranium: I said then, “he just won the election” because the LEFT HAS NO IDEA about consequences.   And they never learn,,,

If you are leaning left, or even riding the fence, reading this blog, I would stress to you to keep an eye on those ‘extremists’ on your side that you may know, and be the control rod in this nuclear reactor.    It may be too late, but if someone on that side doesn’t get a strangle hold on the vitriol the ‘celebrants’ are doing, this country could very well explode and no one, not even that President y’all love to hate so much, is gonna get that genie back into the bottle.

These aren’t threats, they’re warnings.  I see the boil starting and for lack of any better imagry, the frogs are plenty pissed off.

more later as I can.

Just watchin’

The rhetoric and vitriol have died down some over the last 24 hours.   I’ve seen this before.  YOU’VE seen this before.    In two weeks, this will be memory holed with the exception of a few, and, of course, those directly affected by it: His family, freinds and coworkers.

Just like the Vegas Shooting

Just like all the other events in recent years.   

A tally is kept, but the Ire recedes.

Fact is, ONLY the LEFT want war.   The Right knows too well what the flip of that switch means.   No need to elaborate.

On to the Next “Thing”.

What will come of this?   more legislation to restrict the law-abiding.     Thats My Thought.    Some of it will come from the Executive branch, most will come from local sources, but it always comes down to this: “never let a crisis go to waste”.

And then you have shit like this happening in this country and people (especially those at the far end of thier life curve) asking ‘How did we get here?’

WE LET IT.   WE VOTED FOR IT.

People deserve the Government they let happen.

Look to NewYoke of late, the voting battle with a KNOWN Socialist and Muslim in the lead.  What I find most disturbing about that is the Jewish population of NY is backing that shitstain.   Muslim, Haters of the Jew, and they back him?  Seriously?    And why do the jew always back socialism?    every damned time it comes to the front, there they are.  

We know it doesn’t work.   Cuba and Venenzuala as current operational  examples.   Look north to Canada and its slow spiral into the septic tank of socialism.   Heck, you don’t even need to look past your recent medical bill to see how fuckedup “Socialized Medicine” is.    ($5.00 baby aspirin tablet?   Yes, that was on the bill when Da had his heart attack 4 years ago.   I can buy 3 bottles of 100tab for $5: they charged the insurance (gov backed insurance) $5 for ONE tab!!! )

read between the lines and you might see why I have the recurring urge to go dark.    I won’t.   I need this as a way to vent near as much as you want a different take on things.   We don’t have to agree, but we MUST be able to read/hear others.   THAT is anethema to the left.   That is why a peaceful VOICE was shot through the throat: to bring silence to dissenting thoughts.    Heres what they never expected (though they should have learned this lesson when they peirced DJT’s ear during the 2020 campaign.);  Charlie Kirk has been heard by more people SINCE THEY KILLED HIM, than before that time.  I had heard his name, but never paid much attention (loss on my part as he we very logical and commited to his cause.)  He is NOW, influencing even more people than ever.   And he has the added advantage of MARTYR.     The leftstream Enemedia is going to try and bury that under so much trash,   And that is why this is going to dissappear down the memory hole.  

and we’ll get another ‘ thing’ next week as distraction.

(Yes, this discombobulated and circular,,, its early, I’m tapping from the hip with no script,,, deal.)

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Out’n’about yesterday.   Not doing anything really, this was after return from J.O.B. and bank run.   Stopped for Buffalo-fuel (thirsty bitch) and was just people watching.   BUSY gas station; 16 pumper, and every pump in operation with a line waiting.    ONLY THREE people didn’t have their noses in a phone.  Myself and two others and one of those was  4 year old(guess).    We are a nation in search of distraction.   and those distractions are leading us.   Leading us ‘where’, your guess is as good as mine.   And someone, somewhere is writing the code for the AI to manipulate the algorithms for that.    I have seen it in my Utoob feeds,  subtle shifts in content.   I would bet the Social Medium of FakeBook and even X are being manipulated in some small way (or even NOT SO SMALL WAY)

Today, a Satyrday, I will have phone with me (with Da at his age, I must be able to be reached in emergency) but I will NOT be looking at it.   If I could, I would drop the danged thing to the bottom of the lake.  Except they have made the things too damned convenient in our daily lives: Banking, connection, even stuff that isn’t manipulated like READING BOOKS (Kindle app), all so conveniently there in one little brick so I don’t have to carry a backpack anymore. 

Its like a drug and I am learning to HATE IT.

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Interesting (to me) tidbit from my Fasting week(ish).   Checked my glucose levels yesterday morning.   up a bit; 118.    Ok, there is this thing called Dawn Pheonominon where your body increases glucose levels to wake you up and get ya going, so not a worrisome thing. (still below redzone levels)   Then I ate breakfast.    1/2 avocado and 3 over easy eggs, 1 cup black coffee.   Recheck my glucose.   89!!!    WHU!?!?!    My body saw ‘energy’ coming in, so upped the insulin to reduce the Blood sugars.   I had to think about this a bit since empiricly, it made no sense to me.   BUT, in fasting, your body(liver specifically) will up the glucose levels because you are burning energy still.    Well, where the hell does that glucose come from?   FAT CELLS.   Its why my base line while fasting was 110-120 and it worried me: only now does it make sense.   ITS COMPLETELY NORMAL, but silly me thought I had a problem and likely, jumped off the fast TOO SOON.

Well, I’m not going back on it just yet.  Intermittent fasting (the long fast overnight sorta thing) OMAD and keep the “pop” at 10′ pole distance.   I’m still dropping weight: 3# since Thursday, and Still noting good benefits (still no achy joints.)    At this point,  I want to establish a better eating diet, (not DIET diet, mind you, just better habits.) and see how things go.   I may still do an extended fast later (to engage that Autophagy aspect, clear out the junk.) but ‘one thing at a time’.  

More laters, maybe tomorrow.

Day Five.

For the record, even if I haven’t hit my goal of weight loss, I am not going to further the fast. More research tells me I need to make some changes in my metabolism FIRST, before pursuing Fasting.   As this guy says, you must teach your body to burn FAT again, not be a Sugar burner.   Sugar was a rarity for our early ancestors. Honey and fruits were likely the only supply of it.  (I can already hear the arguments: but our bodies turn fat into sugars to burn. and ideed they do, but when there are too many sugars, the body converts them to fat stores.    The problem being, your body gets used to burning the sugars you pump in, and ‘forgets’ how to convert the fat to sugar.   Mine sure has.)

I’m going to start the OMAD thing (which really isn’t all that hard for me since I was pretty much doing that already.  My sin was “Pop”, and stay away from the Sugary drinks.   Black coffee, teas, WATER,    Now that I have started the trend ‘down’, it shouldn’t be to hard to keep it going and not suffer the hungries.  It may be a bit pricier than eating all the readily available processed junk, but I HAVE done the Paleo thing, and felt frellin’ great while doing it, EVEN though, I was still drinkin’ the sugar crap.   NOT THIS TIME.

On the upside of the last 5 days:

Benefits I have noted so far.   1) I’m not bleeding like a stuck pig with every little abrasion or cut.   The cuts tend to seal up faster.   2) this may be from the Fasting or it may just be a seasonal change with cold weather starting up: I am not waking up at 1 am with a head full of snot.   in fact, I am able to get nearly a full 8 hours of sleep in; thats unheard of in me the last decade or so.    3) energy is stable, no crashing.    Now, this may change when I go back to regular meals, but I will not be eating like I had been, or maybe I should say, DRINKING like I had been.  No more sugary drinks; they have been killing me slowly.   4) related to #3, strength is more reliable.   I don’t feel quaky when I am pushing limits, or when I am just trying to hold something in place.

And heres the Biggie! 5) my joints don’t ache.   Old injuries like a busted thumb, shoulder and knee,,,   Acting completely normal now, no aches and pains. 

Are these short term benefits?   Likely, IF I fall back to old routines.  

For those questioning my sanity, please understand what follows.

I’m 57.   Have been showing signs of Insulin resistance, maybe even borderline Diabetic.  I may not fear death, but that doesnt mean I want to commit suicide by fork either  (or suicide by 12oz can specifically.)  

In one sentence: I’m tired of being tired, and my diet dictates my metabolism now, not the other way around like when I was 30.   I need to retrain myself.    

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Layin’ low on the Late Mr. Kirk

I’m only going to say this:

If you go off the porch, be sure of your target, and its backstop.   Think tactically, not ‘shootin’ from the hip’, which is what I think a lot of the vitriol is right now.  

Yes, people are angry

Yes, FOR DAMNED GOOD REASONS

Just one Reason!!!

Mr Kirk becoming a blood fountain during a public speaking event: Just another.

Kids killed by some psychotropic fueled nutjob as another.

Its VERY OBVIOUS which side has decided to step off the porch.

Its NOT SO OBVIOUS (to them) how all of this is going to pan out if that stick keeps poking the sleepy Giant. 

Keep your thumb on the pulse.  BCE is doing a killer job of analyzing all the information that is leaking out: pay attention.  This may be a falseflag thing in an attempt to kick off a (Un)Civil War.   

Give it 72 hours.   Watch how the EneMedia tries to spin it (so far, they have put thier fists up their own asses.)  I highly suggest a 72 hour cool off period, see how the dust settles, be extra vigilant in your research.   Times like this can be the Go trigger, or they can be that Reichstag Fire,,,    USE CAUTION IN YOUR ACTIONS.