shortened day at J.O.B. brought Bloo to Das and jumped in. Truly, I do not want to, but looking more n more like Im gonna have to open the AC system to clear the way. Will try removing grill and loosening the condensor core first. I may get enough room that way.

and I dropped a sparkplug in the drain pan. Oops

and I have a sticky ground point that is gonna need some heat applied to move. One frellin wire holding the harness in the way. If need be, cut the ground off, re-splice on install. Just dont want another point of corrosion added into the mix.

so much more to be removed yet. Feel like I’ve barely started. And thats even before the repair begins,,,

and not trying to jinx meself,,, who knows what Ill find in there.

more laters

Francis is back in style, and dropping thought bombs on us.

HERE

AND HERE

Is it any wonder why I no longer want to dip even my pinky toe in the waters of this ‘reality’ that ain’t?

Stuff on goin’ on in me head on this end, and Like I mentioned in comments, the Lucidity feels more like a training session for things forthcoming. To elaborate a bit, the ‘conversations’ tend to be of a social sort, but the implied situations are ‘uncomfortable’ to this hill bound curmudgeonly hermit. IE, I don’t like groups of more than 3 and even then, only when all are vetted.

Well, these conversations have been probing far deeper into that social interaction thing. Like more in line with what I would be involved in as a Self Employed type. Maybe its just my psyche pushing a learning curve, but there are points where the inputs do not feel ‘natural’ or ‘internal’.

yeah, a bit strange,,, even to me. And it could be experiance from deep in my past when on the road that is being pulled up as training material,,, stuff I had long forgotten and need to brush the dust off and polish up.

Where are we going? Who the frell knows. Dropped in at Da’s today to check in: news feeds are all over the place about war zones, from Russia/Kraine, to Iran, to the goofy Greenland hoopla,,,

Something I read this AM,,,,

“The country feels less like a republic (and more like) a nervous breakdown with a flag.” (not verbatim)

Some of the words ring to me, some don’t (see First FWP link for ‘distrust’ issues) but that one line as quoted,,, Now, if you haven’t read the first two links,,, do,,, There is topic in the second link (Tyranny) that should put the polish on this missive. Debasement/inflation. Nuff said?

anyboddamaggijitz, I’m dealing with house, curbing the creeping dreads, preparing my mind for the immediate future of “Wrench” to get Bloo that much closer to RELIABLE, and just getting along to get along in this microwindow of history.

and some music to share the spirits I feel right now.

Laugh

LIVE

Learn

LOVE

LOAD!!!!

Looks like tomorrow is gonna be a called day. Son of Bossman has some appointments in the early AM and is gonna make the call before our normal arrival time. Don’t know as yet, but if the weather liars are right this time, won’t be ANY complaints from the Emps to not work. (despite the lack of income thing,,, No work, no pay thing,,,)

This is sort of a freakish downspike in the weather if whats called for is correct. One day below freezing temps then back into the 40’s/50’s for a couple of days. Usual is three or four days of dips then slow rise for a for a few: not this drop into the basement overnight for a quick turnaround,,,

Its winter, you take it as it comes.

Not much to talk about really,,, havin’ wyrd dreams again. Don’t wanna delve into them too much, except to say, ‘they ain’t mine’. What I mean by that is, they feel like they are coming from some outside source, and I have very litttle input that I can feel; Like having a conversation with a stranger and it takes rather ubrupt twists into uncharted territory. Thats how these feel. And the dreams are all conversational,,, Just two people talking,,, myself and someone else. I THINK its Nudge, but if so, this is the first time she has ever ‘spoken’ in words,,, Usual for her is empathic projections.

Yes, Dio is a little nutty in the head. But it works for me. I have a feeling there are more like me in the world, I am just open about my belief that I have a gaurdian spirit/angel/imaginary friend/whatever you want to call her; one that I actually interact with, even if only in dreamstate.

and,,,, this is the first in quite a long while that we have had ‘a meeting’. about 7 years last recollection. (well, not true. sometimes its just waking with a feeling saying, ‘you’re alright,, keep to the path’.)

enough about my mental derelictions,,, IT’s winter, I has projects needed attended to, those take time, but getting the times to line up correctly can be the trick,,, I have this weekend to do the stuff on Bloo, been working full days so by the time I get home, the woodshed project is on hold: not enough daylight to get anything done. (other than toss some more stones into the corral to level the ‘floor’. Little here, little there, its ‘growing’.)

More doctors appointments on Monday for Da,,, This one is essentially a ‘hiring interview’ for his primary. And I wont’ make any bones about it to the doc; “He doesn’t like you, for any reason, we keep looking ” Shit makes it tough, but really, I see his point too. Like that last Doc we saw. Dood didn’t explain JACK to Da, barely said anything to him at all. (and we found out, they lost his paperwork, so thats why they didn’t call in a scrip for him.. WTF? Lost his paperwork? We were like the ONLY patients THERE,,,,

No loss in not returning there. At least Da was able to get his Images from the Xray part of the building,,, THEY hadn’t lost anything,,,

And they wonder why he doesn’t like them,,,, (docs, that is)

Anywhoos,,, its been a day, its getting cold out, fires in the stove, and the wall heater is set to kick in if the fire dies overnight (I need a GOOD nights sleep,,, not been doing so hot in that area of late. Frellin’ wyrd-ness keeps waking me up,,,)

more tomorrow

LLLLL!

(, ‘)

Or not, as in I ain’ta complainin’ none,,,

Been busier than a two peckered puppy with the keys to the dogpound at the J.O.B. Busy enough I requested my sis give me a hand in findin’ a Doc for Da,,, Was gonna do the leg work on this end as I am in state, whereas she is not; but dangit,, Busy during the hours they are availible

Is whut it is,,,,, getting real used to settling for that phrase of late, and don’t like it,,, but, there are only so many hours in a day, and only some many aspects of me that can be spread around,,, IE ONE,,,, I might be able to work seemingly miraculous things at times, but I ain’t a god nor an electron,,, I can’t be in two places at the same time. And while I might be able to make the calls from work, the last two have been in Fabrication or remote location and VERY NOISY,,, phone calls are not feasible.

is what it is,,,

at least this pay period will be nicer than usual and I can hammer one of my bills HARD,,, Or split and hit two, one of which will be a second payment this month. Gotta pay off BLooTwuck and all of her medical bills. Somehows, I see that as my future for the next 8-12 months,,,, BUT, I will pay them off by that time,,, Don’t like the interest rates on my cards and not much I can do to lower them (especially considering the way things are in the economy,)

This weekend is slotted for Lifter/cam work (and oil pump) May end up needing to take off the Muhnday to wrap up, but I will try my dangedest to have it out of Da’s hair (his basement more like) by eve of Sonday,,, If that means 10-12 hour days (or more),,, so be it. (I seem to recall I took just over two days for Buffalos head gasket repairs,,, Not much difference in whats going on with this operation,,,)

ANywhuzamuhjoganoht’all, I haven’t had time to look at the world reports, nor think much beyond the work related stuff, so y’alls just have deal with my slow/no posting,,,

More laters

L,L,L,L,L!

(, ‘)

like ’em or hate ’em, the song was one of those formative ones for me.

I’m gettin’ older, getting more and more set in my ways, like aging concrete, harder and tougher than I was, but showing some cracks too. Weakness both physical and mental in some small ways.

I try to keep a balance, even with my ornery-ness, contrarian, anti-authoritarian set. Don’t like being TOLD nuthin’; especially hate being told ‘this is just how it is’. WHY? is the first thought that goes through my head, second thought is “can it be made/done better?”

Thats caused some friction in the world of my past at times.

LOL Ok, Understated: ’caused A LOT of friction’,,,, There, I fixed it for ya.

Lately, with the things goin’ on behind the scenes here at the shop/stead, I’m running on edge,,, maybe things I read are being mis-interpreted by meself, and if I react negatively, well, it may have been the way something was or wasn’t worded, or the fact that I mis-read it, or

then again, it could be the fact that I am set in my ways and there ain’t really any going back on that now.

For the record, things are SERIOUSLY in flux behind the scenes here. Property issues and an uncertain future of them to be a little more specific. Da is putting his place up for sale in the spring, no SOLID plans from him past that,,, Problems for me being, I have been using his address for my mailing addy for over a decade and my little stead doesn’t HAVE an address,,,, I need to correct that. Da is also trying to finesse something along the lines of my place and Unks, and thats in flux beyond my control at this point. More about that needs not disclosed here: just know that; Dio has a full plate to deal with.

To boot, I am trying to kick start something of my own choosing with Bloo truck and the mobile mechanikin’ think, but not JUST mobile mechanik: I have far more skills I can bring to the table than ‘wrench’, and Bloo is a perfect platform to carry ‘Whatever is needed’ for whatever is called for. I’ve already proven that twice now. Just need to get her mechanical issues sorted through.

Do I know that there is a flood of other mechanics going freelance and mobile? Absolutely, yes. I get it. What I bring to the table that many of them might not is experiance BEYOND the scan-tools. Most of the youngers probably have me licked on that tool (more like DO have me licked) but I can safely say, many of them haven’t the BASICS I grew up learning. I know of one here local that looked at me funny when I said the phrase “Suck, Squish, Bang, Blow” . Had never heard it and didn’t understand that its a simple phrase to explain the fourstroke “Otto-cycle” we commonly call “gas engines”

And I know how to read an O-scope, and understand the principles behind analog to digital signalling. Most of the sensors under the hood are still analog, even if they feed computers. Goofy sensors will F! up a computer just as much now as they did back then.

But I have ZERO interest in putting all of my eggs in one basket (in this case, the basket is the business model) I can wrench today, build a closet tomorrow, and fabricate a kennel on Wednesday.

But here is the real kicker. Everyone thinks that if the bottom falls out, everything STOPS,,,

It will never stop,,, As long as two people are suckin’ atmo, there will be some sort of market taking place. The means of exchange will get sorta flakey around the edges, and barter may make a brief come-back, but PEOPLE WILL BE PEOPLE AND PEOPLE NEED THINGS. Even in Venenzuala, there were markets still exchanging stuff for other stuff, even if the supply chain was nearly destroyed. Even when Rome fell, there were still people doing business, making a living, selling their products,,,,

Its for this reason, I am pushing to get MY WORLD in order,,, Maybe its not the soundest direction, but its a direction I have much more control over. Depending on a J.O.B. is suicide if things continue as they seem to be doing. I would rather have the option of taking my ‘Show’ on the road if needed. I may have lean days, I may have good days, I may have to push limits to make ends meet, BUT, I won’t show up tomorrow and find the doors locked and barred with no fair warning. Thats what I am investing my efforts in; that ‘peace of mind’ that I AM IT, and no one propping my ass up. Its sorta scary and very exciting at the same time.

And as for the fun and games of the Political Kabuki theater we have going on. I stand on my statements that “the Constitution” has been made meaningless in this day and age; now just a tool to bludgeon the opposition with when they step too far left or right, and a puppet master to keep up the illusion of a “Republic”. We haven’t been on that road since just before Lincoln had his brains blown out. We really lost ground in 1913, again in the 1930’s with all the socialist pograms introduced into the system, again under JFK and the CIA growth, Nixon abolishing the Gold Standard, Reagan and incorporating SSI into the general funds, etc etc etc etc etc,,,,,

THIS is why I stopped talking so much about the crap (wrote Carp, maybe shoulda stuck with that word, as its stinks of rotted fish most days.)

I’m tired of yelling into the canyon, my voice is tired, I’m tired of the never ending show of bullshit and NO ONE EVER DOING WHAT SHOULD BE DONE

STOP COMPLYING.

(and for those that think I don’t live my words,,, I don’t advertize my non-compliance: advertising it would be construed as “admission of Guilt” and I DO believe the 5th Amendment can be effective. In other words, SHUT YOUR FRELLIN TRAP.)

More laters

this missive is all I am going to say about the fun in Mini-no-place,,,

FA;FO goes both ways,,, Right now, it seems that there is a some push from one side to get the other side in full arms. YOU figure out which side I am refering to,, it goes both ways, doesn’t it?

Second: If you are a ‘peaceful Protester’ keep in mind that LEO of all stripes are paranoid of weaponry. Weaponry can be anything from that 4000# SUV you are aiming at them, or as simple (HA!) as a 14oz handgun or 32oz Louisville slugger. ITS NOT THE TOOL, ITS THE INTENT!!! And that intent is what is being judged in those cases,,, if such LEO sees your intent as detrimental to their going home, they are going to respond IN KIND, and believe me, they have the force of Law backing them,,, Your position is the weaker stance, no matter what tool your intent chooses to use.

NOW,,, My real position on all of this stuff,,,

PURE DISTRACTION. I am seeing mulitple vectors in play, some good some bad, some indifferent, some retrogressive even (not neccisarily bad regression either, like bringing REAL PRIDE back into the Military forces, not the shame that was instilled during the last auto-pen presidency.)

There are so many things playing UNDER THE SURFACE these days, and I keep one thing in mind, something from one of Sarah Hoyts books. I’ll paraphrase the quote as I haven’t permission to use it verbatim. “Control the source of energy, you can control people in very subtle ways.” Maybe our national Federal Gooberment IS the ‘gas man’ of the world, and maybe that position is in jeopardy with China and Russia making bull runs on sources and supplies and even Gaming the BRICS strategem in the other power player, “Currency”.

The Maduro regime destroyed that country, and even destroyed its energy production, essentially turning it into a third world shithole where people were doing home invasions to abduct a KAT for dinner, usually killing the owner in the process. Rumor had it that there were even instances of canniblism due to outrageous and widespread hunger problems. As for the abduction of MADuro by the US,, I do think it was over-reach by our government, and Stated as much in a recent post, but the way things are going, I can’t condemn this action. I can say that many of the charges listed were complete bullshit (how to you hold a president of another country, accountable underr US laws,,, I’m talking the whole ‘unregisterd fully automatics” charge,,, WTF?)

I do believe there was a better way of dealing with this, but that being said, I think it was also done for the optics of it. This was this admin saying “RULES? We make the rules!!!” to the rest of the world, and specifically to Putin and Xi. This is the last gasp of a SuperPower. China and Russia already know they are done as such and positioning for the next phase of the game.

There is also a certain amount of “Banker” stink to all of this as well. That whole “Last of the countries not ran by a Rothschilds bank” comes to mind.

Fact: Top down is DYING,,,, Look around the world and all fo the topdown structures are failing. Even this country is failing if you really pay attention to the money supply/debt ratio/ printing press operations,,, and that doesn’t aim the blow at this Administration specifically, but all of them since Nixon,,,

They are high on their own supply and the masks are coming off and people are seeing “Hey, all of these taxes we are paying, are feeding this corruption. Why are we still paying?”

And that leads to TAX REVOLT and THAT!!! is something I can get behind. the rest of this shit,,, Stupid theater for the masses to keep them from seeing that the facade is faked and falling off the brick wall at the back of the theater stage. (the one that will be littered with bullet holes, blood splatters and brain bits, when one side or the other takes control and puts the other side down.)

I have my own little world that needs completed and ready for when those winds of change start howling. I can fully see this country going full Balkans-like in the next 18 months, and that it will start right around the midterms.

No prognostications here, just gut instincts. And thats why I have more interest in a Bloo truck and tools right now.

Give me your thoughts, but I am not really up to discussion on this,,, Too partisan for my own ends right now. Only thing I can say, If shit goes teats up, all bills are settled. (and if you think our gooberment isn’t thinking the same thing??? LOL)

LLLLL!

(, ‘)

Not ill, just ‘no motivation’

I blame the weather. Its grey and froggy out, can not see through the woods to the downhill places, so much mist in the air out there.

Not KOLD, but not exactly warm either. and that mist makes the chill seem deeper.

kinda sorta wanna work on the Shed, kinda don’t wanna pull the tools out to do so, kinda wanna go pull the covers over my head too,,, LOL Is what it is, eh? Life carries forward even when you don’t wanna,,,

Little something too,,, Cosmos. His girlie friend, Patch has been in lockdown all week: she is in heat. Poor puppers is ‘In LUVVVVV’ and being young studly boy mutt, has been rare treat around the house.

Except today,,, here he is, looking all depressed and lonesome.

Apparently this weather is having an effect on Patches hormones and pheremones,,, Love lost and poor puppers is in withdrawal from hormone highs. At least Elbs is happy again: his buddy is home, even if said buddy doesn’t feel up to playin much. He at least has his ‘warm spot’ to curl up with.

Yeah,,, I’m blamin the weather on the blahs,,,, I’ll force motivation a bit later, I need to get off my arsse and DO something,,, Just don’wanna right now. (maybe after my third pot of coffee, caffeine will kick in and rocket fuel will propel me outside,,,)

y’all take care today,,, more laters
(note, the crap up in Minnie No place,,, Watching, have conflicting opinions, so holding my cards to my chest,,, Nothing I wish to deploy here about that crap. )

L,L,L,L,L!

(, ‘)