Eyah, that should be the rule, No?

Today wasn’t horrible, boring more than anything,,, finished a gate I started last week, (needed paint) and Stoopervised the monkey’s while they finished their ‘assigned tasks’.

Weather is a complete flip-flop from the last week. Stopped at Da’s and his yard is mostly without snow today: all of it melted off except in the most extreme shade areas.

And my hill,

Mushy mess, but entirely navigable, I did need 4×4 to get up it, but no slippy-slidey’s.

and, oh, my word, the call of the water was nigh painful today. Wants to go paddlin’ sumpin’Fierce!!!

I know that this is a short lived ‘spring’ spurt, They follow the moon cycles. We are approaching Full moon, and by the time it rolls back around to New Moon, the bottom will drop out again.

In the mean time, I can almost hear the river levels rising.

And if the predictions of rain for the next 6 straight days is even remotely accurate, that river is gonna be knocking on the back door of the shop I work in, IF NOT busting down the door and letting itself into said shop. That river gets like that, only GOD can stop it,,,

Maybe its the warmer temps,,, maybe its the Sunlight beaming down,,,

Maybe its the tease of spring forthcoming,,,

Dunno, but I am in MUCH better spirits today about purt’much everything.

Can’t say that about the last 48 hours or so; wanted shit to burn, I did.

Not gonna mention the world at large today, but know, I am NOT ignoring it. Just don’t want the colors of the world destroying the bright little feelz I have going on.

It’s been a hella week visiting Antarctica,,, Buffalo is beat up, I’m beat up, the finances are beat up, and my paddling muscles are gettin’ flaccid. (the erg helps, but isn’t the same)

And I am trying to NOT let things feel “off”, even though that is the case,,, I know the “off” is due in no small part that any plans I had, were holed at the waterline with a Depleted uranium penetrator,,, Ship Dio went Bloop!

Word to my Sis in Colorado: Hey, we found your weather, its drunk and disorderly, and we would really like for you to pick it up and take it home, please,,,,

Enjoy and spread all of the above, all credit goes to the Meme-lords of the webs,,,

Day 40gazzilion or so,,,

at least that’s how Buff and I are feeling about this ‘arctic fluff’ shit going down.

Tomorrow, the temps are slotted to be well above the 32 mark; they are supposed to get there today, but right now, whats out there has fully made my hill impassible.

Three tries with Da’s fourwheeler and I finally made it, AFTER letting almost all the air out of the tires,,,

I’m frozen right now. Fingers n toeses don’t seem to be attached by feelz, though I can see them,,, Must be vacationing,,, or under heavy sedation. (good news, they ain’t turnin’ black,,, That would be a bad thing,,,)

BUT, that brings me to the title of this post. I’m sick of this hill beating me down. Its not the whole hill, just that first hundred yards where its steepest, and buried down between high spots so never really gets much sun except right toward dusk. At this time of year, that’s when its weakest. SOLID SHEET OF ICE right now. (and part of me wants to get the tire chains from Unk and go down there and just tear the shit out of that ice, and possibly do damage to Buffalo in the process: thats the only part thats holding me back. No wanna hurt the Buffalo,,,,)

SO, I am gonna talk to bossman this week and see if I can rent or borrow the Skidsteer and Dio puts on his heavy equipment operator cap and tears that hill down to something a little more civil,,, At least ‘level’ that steepness out to something more resembling the upper section. Thats the idea anyways; whether it happens or not depends on other factors,,,,

It’s not like the county gives two hoots,,, they haven’t been out here since our Magistrate ‘Rabbit’ was in office(6 years ago). The new Magistrate talks alot but never does jack shit,,, and talking too the few guys that do come out here (but never do a thing on this drive) they have been told that our section is a private drive and to not touch it in anyway. Three households up here, and they call that ‘private’,,,, Me thinks some one is wanting a palm greased,,, Wouldn’t surprise me as this asshat Magistrate has a reputation for sleaze,, (must be nice to make 20K/yr for absolutely no effort or input,,,,)

Currently, Buff is at the bottom of the hill, again,,, May, maybe not, try again later after temps have come up some more. If not, than I do a relay in the morning with the fourwheeler to get the Buff and do the usuals: J.O.B. and any running I have forgotten about with all the fun and games we have had,,,

Gah,,,, This has been one hella week, and even with fourwheel drive, wasn’t prepared for it. That hill,,, That’s the worst of it. Once off it, fine and dandy, but getting back up it,,, sigh,,,,

We all do it,,, (Ok, maybe not ALL, but close,,,)

That moment where you really wanna say something, but, you know doing so is gonna cause more friction in an already volitile situation.

I’m there right now. I wanna, oh my gawd do I wanna say something about this ‘thing’ I saw,,,,

Ok, here’s what I can say,,,, There are people in this world, OBVIOUSLY HIGHLY INTELLIGENT, creative even, that when I ‘get to know them’, (vicariously of course because, Me, hill, Hermit, etc),,, Well, Screeching of tires, squalling of unlubed gears galling, smells of burning rubber and metals heated to fatigue,,,, There is this one, an “influencer” on UToobie, and while I was enjoying the creative processes, the content was ‘wait just a daggum minute’ sort. Very smart, acidic wit, snark, all there. CONTENT, totally left brainwashed, playing the gender pronoun thing,,,, I jumped off that platform, ran over to the webcrawlers and did some backwork,,,, Said influencer PROUDLY supports Bernie and Occasionly Cortex,,,,, and in the last 3 years has changed personal pronouns 4 times,,,

HOW, Please tell me HOW, such talent can NOT SEE REALITY,,,,

Its gotta be the hives,,, said person DOES live in one of the HIves. Much like one f my Sisters lives in a DARK BLUE HIVE,,, She occasionly puts those of us NOT in the hive into “timeouts” because she doesn’t like the way we said something,,, 30 days, no contact, ‘that’ll teach ’em”

Only, no, it doesn’t,,, Once you are aware of the discrepencies, you can’t UNSEE them,,, Her putting us in Time-outs is (and this is how we see it) her slapping her hands over her ears and screaming LLALALALALLALA as loud as she can until SHE feels better.

So we self Censor around her,,,

I hate it because it feels like Lying in more ways than not,,,, Lies of Omission are still LIES,,,

I wanna link this person I opened up the monologue with,,, I really do, she (and I say that because her latest work, she is saying that (maybe she is coming around) ) she really is VERY creative and entertaining,,,

But I don’t agrees with the messages so far. If her stance is considered ‘Center’ as some say it is,,,, I am so far right of that center ,,,,, I see her leaning hard left in position,,,,

And thats part of the problem,,,, The language has been distorted so much that what once was ‘Left but just right of Lenin’ is now CENTER RIGHT,,,

????????????? WTF ?????????????

With those sorts of shifts, it become REALLY easy to start demonizing what was once (is still in my opinion) the foundation of what keeps this country functional. Most of those that are doing all the bullshit influencing, couldn’t survive for one day in thier Hives, if the power went out. If they managed 24 hours, they’d be dehydrated and famished by 48.

What I consider the foundations that keep this country running are the Do’ers, the Lineman that keep the infrastructure running, even when the weather has slammed us down. That Plumber that keeps the shit where it belongs, and not geysering out of your toilet. That Mechanic that, ON HIS OWN TIME, learns how to handle that BIG ORANGE CABLE on your Hybrid Prius, so that he doesn’t fry your car AND his life/shop, Maybe they are ‘service industry’ but that service is what keeps the wheels on this mess,

and those we self-censor around DON’T,,,,

We got it backwards,,, We need to be rude,

we need to do a little bullying sometimes,,, Shaming is a BIG way to correct societal errors. F

Fuck your Feelings, Fuck your safe spaces,,, FucK YOU if you wanna put me in time out to protect your sensitive fweelin’s,,,, I’m sick of it

and yet, here I am self-censoring,,,,, though in this case, I am doing so, so as to NOT give this person anymore numbers,,, those are what drive the feeds,,,

In some ways, I think a lot of our problem is that TOO MANY have had it TOO EASY for far too long. There is an entire generation that has never been punched in the face in anger. Some have been, but getting punched in the face at your Karate Dojo is NOT THE SAME as taking a jawbreaker from that kid you just dissed,,,

I just remember a time in 5th grade. R**** E***s,, Bullyboy,, picking on me,,, Complained to a teacher,, was told flat up, “Suck it up buttercup”,,,,

Two weeks later, I’d had it, and after school, I waited for Rusty to head home through the woods behind school. Busted his leg with a branch about the size of a baseball bat; right at the knee, oblique to its natural movement. Didn’t break anything but did damage, put his ass on the ground with little skinny me standing over him with my warface on (didn’t know that term then, but I am sure it was there) and let him know in no uncertain terms “I’ll kill you next time,,,”

Never had another problem,,,,

What the hell happend to us that weakness became such a THING???? Victim-class became the lever to move mountains,,, And the DO’ers,,, We let it!!!! Yes, I am pointing that finger right back at myself,,,,

I want to think that, moving forward, when things start to get ugly, a lot of what ails this country is going to be taken behind the woodshed and shown the error of its ways,,,,

I hope so anyways,,,,,

Two in the afternoon, Boredom kickin hard,,, Laptop in full forve and Vellum and Scrivner burning the processor up. (both are high data users, for the love of me, not a clue why, they are essentially wordprocessing apps,,,)

and Cuz from across Hollar came up on his sidebyside. Getting Unk to take him out somewhere. I nailed his foot down for a minute to assess hill status, and came to the impulse of ‘try it’

Took Da’s fourwheeler back to him, didn’t put it up (it was likely I was going to be using it to get home) Stopped in Da’s place and let him know what was going on and to chat a minute. (he hates the cold more than I do, there is snow in the bed of his truck that hasn’t been exposed to road winds.) He told me he would put the Foreman away IF I made it. That was a relief since this is going to be a one-shot deal till these snows break up more (tomorrow, fingers crossed)

Backed down the a flatter spot (this IS SEKY, flat? whuzzat?) Dropped the transfer case into low 4 and the trans into second,,, gave her some juice and she took to that hill like there was nothing but grit under her shoes. At least till I approached the peak, then she started to slip a little. Apply a small amount of brake pedal and her slippy tire locked in, both grabbed and on we went.

Snows been exposed to just enough sunlight that it was breaking up, not that hardpacked slippery stuff that I fought with last night. There was one other area on that hill I had trouble with and it’s the section that never sees direct sunlight,,, It was still hardpacked slick-city but there was just enough unpacked on the edges. That section is now impassible until things warm up enough for it to melt some. (or I take a load of stove ashes down there and scatter them around for grit, which also stains the snow and lets what little light hits it, do some good.

While I am still snowbound, having all my kids home now make me feel some relief. Don’t like Buff being out and about on her own,,, lots of stuff in her that can walk if someone took a mind to it, and there are such in the area. At least up here, they have only so many routes of escape and I have ranges marked on all of them. Imagine you are a theif and you are beating feet away and see a sign that says; ‘250yds’ on the side of the path, and know that the person you just ripped off is KNOWN for distance shooting (not that I consdier 250 all that far,,, thats a warm up shot.) LIke any shooting, that isn’t ballistic (IE Arty) ya gotta be able to see your target (and even Arty uses spotter/forward observers) Where Buff was located, I couldn’t see,,,

She’s home now,,, happier about things and can relax,,, maybe that was what I needed to open the vents for the muse,,,,

Its kolder than i care to even contemplate right now. Sitting up here on the hill, in the house, Buffalo all the way down the hill and IF,(HA!) I want to go somewhere, gonna have to ride that fourwheeler down the hill,,, BRRRRRR,,,, No tankz, pass, really, not interested,,

Reading emails. One is a ‘question’,,, actually a link to an article and ‘what’s your take on this’

The article (I’m on the laptop so can’t just cut and paste links cross platforms) is discussing the ‘weaponization of agencies’ within the FRAUD (that term now encompasses ALL of FedGov, which is completely an illegitimate entity since our voats mean NOTHING,,, Just illusions of choice, with all the substance of said illusions) That such agencies have been weaponized shows the lie behind the Shaministration. Truth stands on its own, Lies need support and force to withstand time.

And that has me thinking about some things,,,, Heinlein wrote about some ‘Social Algebra’ in Starship Troopers,,, Micheal Z Williamson talks about “Combat Calculus” in his Freehold series, even though neither go into any great detail (the only way to detail such would be to ACTUALLY CREATE IT,,, this is fiction that may or may not be prophetic of some future time). Well, If you can’t use math to do the deed, you can extrapolate from history and ‘estimate’ human events,,, The problem being, its a a die toss. One of those massive 40sided die that hog up all your dice bag space. (you role-players know of what I speak,,,). Fact is this,,, NO ONE KNOWS but the author of the day, and well, He ain’t talkin’,,, But we can make some guesses. I’m looking at things; obviously, you saw what I had to say about a different article yesterday, and trying to out-guess those that do have some control over the vectors of society. I say “Some” control: they do exert some control over things, like border crossings, etal, but they DO NOT CONTROL US!!! We ultimately have final say over things in the long run (just ask those that Madam Guillotine ‘fixed’ in France back in their times of trouble,,,). They do have some control over things, and they could easily right the ship by doing one things, LETTING GO THE REINS OF POWER,,,

BUT we ALL know that ain’tagonnahappen, right? Yeah,,, that’s like asking a pitbull to release that porterhouse steak he just stole of the counter,,, (and that analogy seems most app right now,,,,). Nope, with all the metrics of history to pull from, I would say that if ANYTHING, this ‘pitbull’ is gonna double down on the stoopid, and if that doesn’t work, DOUBLE DOWN AGAIN,,, That vector leads to rail-cars, camps, and open pit grave systems,,,

And I ain’t saying its GOING THAT WAY, but that is one of the paths that way leads,,,

And with our technology, they don’t even need to be physical about it, they can sequester ‘deplorables’ in virtual space, cancel bank accounts, drive wedges into careers that isolate said ‘deplorable’. Fact is, they are making inroads to set up the system in that very manner,,, CDBC’s, Social Credit scores, Vaxx passports, etc etc. (one big reason I have been VERY resistant to the ‘new ID’ Drivers license here in KY,,, The one that is partly backed by Fed rules, so that you can fly without need of getting groped,,, its one more step towards tyranny that they apply like ratchets on some machine.)

No, this road is quite long, it started way back before WW2, and has been one ratchet click at a time since. Even as free as we felt back in the 70’s and 80’s, (which was WAY MORE FREE than now) we weren’t.

ONE CLICK AT A TIME

Started with SSID, that wasn’t supposed to be used as ID, and was “Voluntary’,,, (coff coff, choke, gasp BREATHE!!!) We saw edges of the tyranny exposed when the Bonus Marchers were burned out of the DC swamps by the Army (led by none other than General MacArthur and Major Patton and Major Eisenhower,,, Think about that one, (and look it up if you don’t believe me.).

This shit has been ‘evolving’ for DECADES,,, And why we see such convulsions of terror in those that are behind the current works,,, They are losing control, thanks in no small part to that very technology they are trying to control so they can control US,,, and while they ARE losing control, they still have enough grip on the reins to do a LOT of damage on the way down. This isn’t going to be a Ceausescu take down, where there was an actual trial and immediate justice applied,,, No, they are going to go down fighting, not running like the mentioned above,,, I just don’t see the vectors for that sort of uprising. Mostly due to the fact that most Ameri-CANS know full well that when that switch flips, there is NO COMING BACK: the old you dies, and what remains won’t be the same, and it WILL be full of anguish for the things done in the between time. Flipping that switch is a form of suicide, we all know it, and we will hesitate until there are no other options remaining. (prove me wrong,,,Please)

AND, there are still a multitude that think we can fix this by the rules. I keep saying it, THEY are playing CalvinBall, the rules are what THEY say they are, and what ‘rules’ we know WERE in place, (are in place but totally ignored by those that have the means) no longer apply. STOP PLAYING BY THEIR RULES,,,, STOP COMPLYING,,,,

One really quick way to ‘get their attention’ would be for ALL THE OPPOSED withdrawing withholdings,,,, I’ve said this a time or two as well: Set up an escrow account and deposit your withholdings there WITH THE CAVEAT that it can be collected when and if the Current FRAUD starts to uphold their CONSTITUTIONAL OBLIGATIONS of protecting the American Peoples INTERESTS and Securing our borders. Spend a Benjamin for a Lawyer to draw up the actual wording for you. Hell, If some Lawyer reading this wants to offer such up in comments, have at!

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One of the things I keep coming back to in my own thinks is in that Vid linked to yesterday (the Russel Brand Vid). When you see Nancy Peelousy getting a 65% return on investments made,,, That should be a RedFlag to the SEC that some corruption is taking place. Career Financiers don’t get those level of returns!!!

That corruption, that level of such, that its become almost ALL INCLUSIVE of ‘OUR ELECTED REPRESENTATIVES’, They don’t wanna let go of that faucet of funds,,, They most assuredly do NOT want to be subjected to the Microscope of Inquiry such deserves,,,,, Just look at how hard it has been to get ANY information from the Epstein lists,,, THEY KNOW THEY WILL END UP HANGING FOR TREASON,,,, That can be one hell of a motivator to keep things out of the public eye,,,

To wrap this up a bit, (I will still be thinking on it, and may elucidate more later) THE Vectors we are on, can be summed up into USSR pre-WW2 (Gulags and such,) OR French Revolution. Neither is pretty, and with technology and modern weapons,,,, Dunno, but I think things are going to go more the way of the Revolutionary,,,, BUT We are AmeriCANS, we don’t think the same way as the rest of the world and that could be for the better (in the long run) or its gonna get so ugly, historians are going to have nightmares for a millennium,,,,

But one thing I can say with certainty: No one, not one, anywhere, can guess what lay on the otherside. Way too many variables, will it be the CRA (Constitutional Republic of America) or Several Provinces of a mutlitude of countries, or to put it another way, new Territories of China Russia Canada and Mexico? Or Will we break up into two or three independent Countries occupying one area,,, NO ONE KNOWS, NO ONE CAN PREDICT IT.

The only other thing I can say with strong conviction (not certainty, too many variable, but I do have reasons to believe) The Globalists are on the way out, and Nationalism is making a STRONG comeback. That gives me much hope that whats on the otherside of OUR troubles, will be much more palatable than what we currently tolerate.

Three tries, even loaded up some concrete blocks at Da’s for added wieght in the ass-end.

No love

Even Da’s Foreman 4wheeler had issues getting me home. BUT, she did,,,

And tonight the bottom drops out of the temps and we see Negative numbers in the morning, and there is still a steady set of flurries going. I can say, Until the temps come up to above 32 and stay there for half a day, I am likely stuck right here at home. Not totally true: I can take the 4wheeler down again, and even get Buffalo on the road if need be (she’s parked normal, not stuck somewhere wedged in tight) but and a HUGE but, I won’t be doing that little trip again. I’ll hoof it up the hill,,,

At least I managed a full day at the J.O.B.

more later as I need to do my catch-ups and gets some warm food in my guts,,,

And it looks like I have some time to do some writing again,,,,,