Do the impossible, have boot on ground and eyes in place at every single ‘distraction’ and KNOW the truth,,, You can’t do it,,, I can’t do it, all we can have is a network of trusted peeps, and that has been compromised apparently.

I don’t know what to think anymore,,, I start seeing complete breakdown of both sides of the narrative and start to wonder just who is pulling strings, why, and to what end are they attempting to ‘guide us’. The left, the masks are off, that ‘end’ is pretty well advertized,, eat the bugs, live in the 15minute gulags, be good tax slaves. BUT, what about those that are tweaking the strings on the right,

and I am seeing more and more of it,,, Things they are hollaring about don’t mesh with the reality.

Kinda like our Census’. 2020, I was sent 5 census packets,,, One address, one name, 5 packets. NOW, assuming I filled them out honestly, and returned all 5, do you think that they would cross reference those and reduce the count to the actual number? Hell no! those numbers are how the FEDGOV and Local GOVs get funding and determine power structures. More peeps, more money, more power. Doesnt matter that the numbers don’t meet reality, thats the job of the accountants to cook balance the books.

Who knew that ” Lawyers and Accountants ” would be a nastier game than ‘Dungeons and Dragons’ (and the RPG peeps from my time period may recall a meme in one of the books with a fighter and orc sitting at a table playing a game of that name) I don’t trust the numbers bandied about with respect to the this “immivasion”, I don’t trust the numbers bandied about, about pretty much anything anymore, with the exception of the dollar figures they keep ‘printing’ to send elsewhere. There is no way any one private organization could track all of those expenditures and verify integrity,,,, no way… THOSE NUMBERS are the grift, and what are leading this country into penury.

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I made a big deal about the Tucker/Putin interview, what I wasn’t aware of was that the entire premise was based on a falsehood. NOW, not saying that Tucker was complicit in that lie: maybe he bought into a mistranslation and I can easily see that, but when your entire protocol for the interview is based on a falsehood,,,,

It explains to me, more of why Putin handled the interview the way he did.

I think I can say with some honesty, that there is not ONE head of state in our current shaministration that could handle negotiations with that man. HE would wrap them up in logical knots; they know it, and that scares them.

As for why our Gov has been vilifying ‘russia russia russia’,,, Only one reason I can see: THEY NEED THAT BOOGEYMAN, or their real character will be seen (too Late!!!) What else explains it: when a rising nation (from the ashes of communism) approached for NATO, and was rebuffed. Without that ‘enemy’ to twist peoples patriotism around, they had nothing else.

I don’t know what to believe anymore,,,, I don’t know what sources to trust anymore. I am ‘this close’ to going dark,,, And yes, that has been part of why I haven’t posted much the last couple days, besides the fact that I feel like fresh roadkill.

No boots on ground, no eyeballs on target, you have to trust other sources, and right now, that trust is quite broken,,,,,

Nasty buggy that hit me last week, made a dent in my left lung,, that turned into an upper respritory infection last night. Usual ‘scrips’ in place tonight, and if I am still hacking up crap tomorrow (bright green, not the off greygreen of defeated infection) I make an appointment with a Doc in a Box,,, IF, if, I still lived in Sand Dog, I’d just make a jump over the border and get a bottle of something from the Pharmacia,,, (no scrips needed, or at least wasn’t 20+ years ago when I was there,,, Dunno’bout these times,,,)

I’m takin’ care of me, y’all take care of you, and I will be back up ASAP,,,,

While out wandering the landscapes Sunday, I chanced upon a scene that slammed the brakes on my personal motion through life. Suddenly I was questioning EVERYTHING I’ve held close to heart, EVERYTHING.

A Falconer at a state park, Gussied up in Blaze orange, hunting license pinned to the back of his jacket, and one VERY LARGE redtailed hawk proudly riding on his Leather armored arm, tresses loosely held in the falconers hand….

How does my reality intersect with this persons reality,,,, we are in different universes!!! May be that we are occupying the same space time, but no, our realities are light years apart. Whats important to me isn’t even a blip on that mans screens.

Yes, I know, he likely worries about what the current Shaministration is doing as much as me, or how the recent ‘upgrades’ to the Tax Code is going to effect his upcoming year,,, BUT HIS LIFE, INTERESTS, THOUGHT PROCESSES,,,,,

We are nothing but brief sparks of exploratory energy, seeking only we know what and usually not even then, and when we pass this mortal coil on to our progeny, THEY get to figure out THEIR purpose and belonging, We are not given an operations manual (some say that the bible is just that, but its an arguable point, one that has been argued for centuries) WE are literally wingin’ it. Sometimes, we hit it, just right, most times, we are that pinball bouncing madly back and forth between two pins waiing for that small amount of entropy to break the current physics loop, sending us careening off on some crazy tangent path.

And seeing that proud bird, riding her current thralls arm, taking notes on all of the little creatures about her, missing nothing,,,, That birds reality is focused like a 15 trillion watt laser,,,,

and right now my reality: focused like cataract covered eyes,,, I’m seeing, and the sensation is only kinda sorta making sense, and likely 180degrees off.

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I had several lucid moments during Satyrday nights sleeps,,, I don’t recall any real details, but the gist came down to what I finally woke with: Solid Apathy, Solarfire heated and brine quenched, tooling hard Apathy.

That wasn’t there when I finally made it home from B’s and was laying down exhausted. I had a thought on my brain, but was too tired to start writing, One of actual hope and why I felt that way. I still have the notes for it, but, now, its meaningless in the face of this apathy.

I despise the fact that the fate of billions resides in the Potential sense of duty of some ‘chosen’ few,,, That they are literal sociopaths and narcissists herding this world to ends that are quite a bit less than optimal, all for the sake of this fleeting thing called power, creating their ‘reality’ of thier choosing at the expense of everyone that comes within 5 solar units of thier orbit ( by choice or happenstance) and while their reality is as fleeting as their spark in this realm, the damage it leaves in its wake will send ripples forward through other realities for a much longer time frame. (hell, we are still getting reflective waves from thrice bedamned HITLER!!!!)

Hard truths. They need to be told, feelings be damned, image being worthless without it, appearances being meaningless if whats underneath is vaporous nothings based on untruths and platitudes.

They say we get the rulers we deserve, and if the mental state of this country is any indicator, Biden is exactly what we deserved, even if that election, STILL IN MY OPINION AND NOT SWAYED ANY OTHER WAY TO DATE, was stolen. Look at the mass looting now called ‘organized theft’ that is taking place in certain blue hives. The only thing ‘organized’ about it is the set up: tweets or instagram posts that create Crowd Bursts that overwhelm any and all security measures, then blow away as quickly as they formed. Everything in between is mad chaos. That growing trend, if thats what it is, is another symptom of a compromised system that is fractured and failing at accelerating rates. The lower rungs steal with abandon, and the upper reaches steal everything else, and its the people in the middle, that just wanna be left alone, that pay the price for it all. Prices in peace of mind, our purchasing power, our incomes still being paid in yesteryears monetary units, and our self-esteem being beaten to death by “woke and DIE”,,, We keep taking it, and taking it, and I am sure some of you look at the world around you and wonder how much longer before you just give in, give up or give out.

I really need a day at the Church of the Double Bladed Paddle.,,,, Really REALLY need a full day, no breaks, just keep paddling until bladder pressures force me to shore. Then find a spot and sit. Burn the energy to calm the mind, then let the mind see the soul and start the repair process. Or is that calm the mind so that the soul can do some repairs on it,,,, Dunno, but it needs done,,,, I haven’t had enough of that of late and its starting to show.

I’m developing my own cracks during this shit-show,,,,,and stuff like this just drives the wedges deeper all while the US was distracted by sportsball and Tay-Tay

and miniscule motivation past basic getting along.

hopefully more tomorrow

But I’m comin to where BCE is droppin out

Have a shindig to partake in today/this eve,,, Won’t be payin’tentions to the Kabuki shows,,, SERIOUSLY NOT PAYING ATTENTION as I need the break right now. Not blackpilled, but a minor feather strike could tip me off that edge, I feel,,,,

I go blackpill, I become wandering homeless kayak guy on the waterways of the eastern US,,, Sounds sorta romantic but only if you are doing some goal thing, like Mark Ervin did (the whole loop),,, I’m talking ‘droppin’ out of society and living on the fringe full time’ sorta thingy here. The F! the World turn of mind kinda thing.

No wanna go there,,, but if it all gets to be too much, that option keeps givin’ me nudges,,,

But who the hell am I to complain,,, Hell, in the great wide world, I seem to have it prettty damned good. Caretaker to a man old enough too be our (p)Residential Puppet, but 1000% better shape than such; pretty much all I have to do is stop in once a day and see what hes been doing and how he’s feeling. Stopped in on way home thursday and he was out playing with his bee hives. Seems the bees think we are in for a hella early spring too. And I have a fairly decent J.O.B.,,, not a great one as its sorta dead-end-ish,,, no bennies, no PTE’s, No retirement ops,,, BUT, is close to home and IF I need time off, I can take it at the drop of a hat and still have a job, (just the ‘no work, no pay’ thing,,,) and it has started paying closer to reality for the skill sets that I bring to the table. And its pretty much all there is around here that ain’t fast food or drudge labor deep underground. Won’t do the mines, hell no!!!

yeah, I’m doin’ alright,,,

BCE and fam though,,,,

Yeah, some of y’uns keep on him as well, but for those tha’don’t, Wifey Gretchen has been diag’ed with the big C, and they are asking for a bit of love on the finances side of things. These things cost, and with all the fun and games the DC hosts have done to our once stupendously awesome medical complex; these things REALLY COST nowdays.

Hit the link and send her boobies some financial love.

I’ll be back tomorrow with a fresher, though maybe hungover, outlook on things.

“Change is inevitable and rarely easy“

Yah, like no shit, eh?  Saw that while at Da’s, once:  some healthcare advert selling stoopid snake oil crap.  Honestly,  the ONLY part of the toob I’ve seen recently, that I could relate to.

BCE posts up that there is trouble in Paradise for Krainefeld,,, I haven’t seen anything, but I have been looking in other directions today. Who knows,, some hotheads in Kraine may have watched that Tucker/Putin expose and thought “Now this shit makes sense, and we have been DUPED!!!” and got a leetle bit pissed off,,, Dunno, just a think here. Not enough data points to call that one yet.

Change is never easy, and we are seeing change coming down at break neck speeds. It’s only been 24 years since the misappropriately named PATRIOT act was signed into law and continually signed in at sunsets with even moar tidbits for the grifters tossed in. Honestly, this world has turned itself inside out, upside down, and swapped universe lines repeatedly since that mess. The only boon we have is that tech has outpaced their hold on the narrative. Putin last night talked about ‘not fighting a propaganda war, because it would be cost prohibitive”. The US holds all the media in thrall essentially. THAT is dying, and convulsing in it’s death throes.

Just like top-down Centralized Govs are starting to take serious hits across Europe. Just as here, where the cracks are showing, but the backlash has not ‘really’ started yet. (we tend to slow, than ‘all at once’,,,)

This shit is spreading out, world wide,

and all those that thought they had it ‘in the bag’ (WEF, Davos, Soros),,,, They reached into that bag of snakes, thinking they had it all handled, but that bag has MANY many minds of its own inside,,,,

(full transcript here ) I keep thinking back on some things Putin said, and these are all facts that can be checked across multiple webcrawlers,,,,

Mostly about the financial shape of the BRICS v US$. Markedly the growth factor since 92, and especially over the last two years.

Can you tell me that you YOU PERSONALLY are in better financial shape today than you were in January 2020? 2022?

Putin can. and while he DID NOT say that he personally is in better shape, he did say HIS COUNTRY IS, as well as China, India, Brazil,

soon to be followed by Nicarauga, Argentina, and a few others.

What Gives?

All of those countries are practicing Free Enterprise rules, (and most of them have real to God honest elections, with paper ballots and purple fingers,,,)

Oh, and the House of Saud recently signed on with them,,,,

China might be the outlier because they are most definitely STILL Communist, but since they started thier little experiment with Community Factories, things have been on serious upturn for them. (I have no sources inside China to say what is really going on, and I can only assume that the numbers across the board are somewhat accurate, but its pretty obvious, the US is being left behind in the economic world,,, We still have some products that are uniquely our own that are still in demand around the world, but it’s not Levi’s or Harley’s anymore,,,, (and have you looked ‘under the hood’ of a new Harley lately? Lots of Chinese characters on things,,,,)

And only once did Putin flat out point his fingers at the US administration,,, Almost every accusation, insinuated or not, was at the STATE or INTEL.

Or as TRumped would say “DEEP STATE”,,,

Voating ain’t gonna cure jack shit, not without Divine intervention and a large axe with will and intent to clear that mess: root, branch, and trunk.

Ain’t gonna hold my breath.

as for the whole war in the Kraine,,,, exactly what I thought it was, even though he doesn’t outright say it: the MIC is running this show and there are a couple of shills at the top of the list with names there. Nuland and company for one, and her bloody fingers have been dipped in Krainian blood since 2014. (and Putin say it goes further back, to 2008,,,, Dunno, but don’t doubt it,)

Not gonna black pill myself here, there were some thoughts that gave me hope for a US future, but I can tell you right now, it won’t be under our current leaders pretend: those arseinine #$%^&*&^%^ only want to destroy this country because people like me refuse to buy thier brand of shit painted gold and called wonderful,,,, Ain’t gonna buy, can smell it from two city blocks away and it never changes: IT’S SHIT!!! And if they can’t have it their way, NO ONE CAN HAVE IT. so they continue to rip our borders to shreds, ignore the laws that are directed at thier positions, and inflate OUR MONEY into nothingness while lining their hideouts with the kickbacks they get (or the insider trading that they jail us plebes for.)

That all being said, I have a thought percolating of a personal nature. It’s been on the back burner since March 2020, but now,, its starting to smell like coffee,,, More on that laters though.

If you didn’t watch the vid, go do so, I think you are in for a shock, or at least be surprised that ‘the monster’ actually is just a man, nothing more, nothing less, but nonetheless, NOT what OUR MEDIA and Government has painted him to be to the populace. (does the man have dark secrets? Don’t doubt it for a minute,,, he was former KGB before the fall, quite young at that, but officer ranks, There is going to be some dirt on him. ) BUT, he is RUSSIAN first and RUSSIAN is a mindset, without borders, without government leanings,, It is a CULTURE THING, and if you forget that, you color your thinking about him.

NOOOWWWWWWW<<<<<<<

Lets talk about the OTHER shit that happened while we were distracted elsewhere,,,,

Biden prepares the grounds for the 25th Amendment to be applied (which is my assessment) Meat puppets don’t have a survival instinct, and to get up in front of the population you supposedly preside over and tell them ‘you’re an old man with poor memory and can’t be held accountable’,,, you just stepped on that banana peel headed towards the door. My only questions at this point: When does Kamalalaladingdong have an aircraft failure and when does Guv Gruesome get sworn in as Veep? of course, these would have to be sequential PRIOR to the Dems dropping the 25th on the puppet,,,

and the border is still wide open, our money is inflating to vaporware, and we still get up everyday and keep going.

Don’t stop livin’,,, Y’ain’t ded yet!!!