when I awaken to reinforcement of my pessimistic views.

I said this yesterday eve: “that we have hit the lowest of the lowest spots in TRUST of  our institutions, leadership, governance, hell, even our medico’s in many instances“

Then, this AM, I am trawling through other sites and hit this from Francis.

his closing statement says it best,,,“The set-up for massive vote fraud is in progress. Remember that you read it here first.“

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It’s Friday,,, discussed with Son of Bossman about returning to Freeday Fridays while we are in our doldrums.    The response was a positive, though waffled one, and I haven’t decided how I want to handle it.   I could do the Freeday route, or carry it over to Muhndaze instead, but the both of us know that Muhndaze tend to be “put out the fires from the weekend” days where I am essential.  The other side of not going in on Fridays would mean that I need to find some other way of getting reimbursed for my fuel usage by Burnout,,, who isn’t exactly the most reliable bill-payer to begin with.  Yes, I am still carting his carcass to and, sometimes from, work.  (our hours don’t always line up for getting him home)   And found if I don’t take him to the bank to cash his check, I don’t get gas money,,,   (and another week of that may get his rear-end cut out of the loop,,, at $3+/gallon,,, shit ain’t cheap y’know,,,)

at this point in the whirlwinds of destiny we are all subject to (do you feel like you have any control of where of all this is headed?) its sort of a moot point about $10/wk for gas, but that adds up over weeks,,,  and IS money out of my pocket so far. 

but you don’t wanna hear about my little issues,,,,   I mean, they are quite trivial in the grand scheme, and easily dealt with in comparison as well.   Just have to drive a nail in a laggards foot, right?

I am a bit concerned about the J.O.B. thing though,,, some little things I have picked up tell me this doldrum is unusual, and that may be a sign of the times, but it has given me a twinge of ‘dread’,,,    Not that I can’t find work, there is alway work for a guy with skills and tools: it just may not be what you want, when you want.  

and it could be that sign telling me to cut the bow-lines and go independent,,, 

Dunno.    

Its getting  on that time to move my arse in the direction of ‘going to work’ and not sit here airing my mind out.   Y’all take care today, keep on eye on the horizons, and

KEEP ON LIVIN’

More like, what if,,, and then,,, and we,,,

The closer the 8th gets here, the more my ootooob feeds fill with this malarky about eclipses and end world and OMGweallgonnadieeeeeiiiiii!!!!!  

or something like that.  

Doesn’t help that I have a lot of metaphysical strings in my search history,  I like wierd science, but do try to avoid the ‘woo-woo’ freaky-deaky crystal worshipping types,,,, (learned a lot about that crap from Exwife/incubator of Daughter.)

What’s more disturbing??? How whatever I type out, here, in texts to friends, or in my writing programs, somehow finds its ways into my ‘feeds’ and suggested ads to me,   I mentioned some obscure tool to another welder friend and blammo!!!! the next day it was there on my Zon suggested products,,,

There is growing concern in small circles about how the internet (in general) and advertising AI (it ain’t, its a specialized series of programs/algrorithms) are actually causing more psychologic harm, and how the whole design of non-physical interaction is acting like a petri dish to grow narcissism.   It started by attracting the narcissist, and because the ‘likes/dislikes’ thing drives it, encourages that growth in others.

I believe it was here that I said ‘tiktok is creating a generation of short attentionspan drones for TPTwB’.   Imagine a social media platform that ONLY uses 10 second blurbs and what you end up with is a group of people that demand you boil your point down to that 10 seconds or they will find someone that can.    

Sorry, life doesn’t work like that,,, Its either over with in the blink of an eye or takes hours days weeks months years to reach fruition.   Future planning especially, like preparing for buying a home or retirement plans,,, things must be built over time, and not in ten second blurbs of interest,,,

Even I have felt that ‘get on with it’ in longer vids on other platforms,,, and I don’t use the tickitytock platform (other than something someone wants me to see thats funny,,, but on their device,,, I won’t load that app,,,)  Some of that is just the nature of the beast in the internet.   We get antsy when we have to dig through virtual reams of paper to find ‘the point’.   If I had been so impatient as a teen, my research papers would never have reached completion,,,,  (lord, the kids today have NO IDEA what tortures we endured for researching ANYTHING,,,,  card catalogs, microfiche machines to scroll through YEARS of newspaper clippings,,,, and the need to document the search so peers could review your efforts and make sure you weren’t gaslighting/ contextually editing for your benefit.)

Data bases are our research platforms now, and the process is aided or impeded by how decent the programmer is.  I have never built a database, but my EX did and I learned quite a bit about why I am not the sort built for that area of I.T.   I am way to intuitive, not process oriented; the get-r-dun sort, not make sure all the bells and whistles function first.   Any database I built would have serious kludge factor involved: sorta like my brain is organized,,,,   “now where did we put that? Oh yeah,,, right next to ‘Barbara’ and “Chemistry 101; first quarter”   “   No rhyme nor reason but it works for me (and you are likely much the same if you aren’t an IT professional.  Or some other profession that demand insane levels of organization.)

At least now, we get to wade through small mountains of Shit to glean the nuggets of truth, where before, we had to accept what we found as truth first and formost.

Read that article,,, that we have hit the lowest of the lowest spots in TRUST of  our institutions, leadership, governance, hell, even our medico’s in many instances, we are going to be feeling a little lost in the weeds.   At least most of us that are GenX are used to that feeling of independence, even if that independence was built on certain trusts being immalleable.  

Now we just have to strive for a future of OUR CHOOSING,,,  and hope the current Powers don’t finally get that nuclear holocaust they seemingly desire.

keep on livin’

Not that I am trying to send  a wake up call,,,,     Just woke up and ‘I’m gonna post sumpin’ ” hit me sideways.

I’m gonna keep using the original Acronym they started with; DIE, I think that one is the more honest one ,,,

Kinda goes back to that “I can’t,,, ” think that needs transplanted with “How can I,,,” by everyone.  

Stop complying,,,  I’m gonna keep pounding on that until they take me away kill me.

Anyone that flew the blue and yellow: Do you feel stoopid yet?      There were blue and yellow kayaks that were being sold at the start of that mess ‘to show solidarity’,,,, Funny thing in how I am seeing those damned near new kayaks for sale in Marketplace for silly cheap prices,,,  

I don’t think I need to go into how the term “Proxy war” is more apropo,,, We know WHO started this, and it wasn’t started when the Russians started fighting back,,,,  

Simple solution: cut all funding to anything that doesn’t have IMMEDIATE relation to CONUS and the two outliers of Alaska and Hawaii.   No NATO, No UN, No WEF, No KrainianKokedupKlownKar, No more being the worlds Cop,  

I tell Burn-out, when he is distraught over his unfaithful/narcissitic GF: “you aren’t in love with her, you are in love with an idea of her,   WHY DON’T YOU START LOVING YOURSELF FIRST?”    and that is what we need to do.  Turn inward to fix US’ before we destroy ourselves “lovin’ everyone else,,,,”  

More laters,,, Clock on the wall is being a liar again (chinee knock off that eats batteries,,,grrrr)

apologies for a late post,,,

Weather turned yesterday, as most of the US should know,,,  Huge mess of storms swept up from Texas all the way through to PA/NY,,, Seriously high winds some rain, electricity flying high with resulting sky grumbles,,   The winds had me concerned around dusk: I was watching my wind-genny and feeling anxious.   More the tower than the genny.  That tower was dancing in her guylines.   If she were to fall, that genny will get destroyed, but thats about it.  Nothing else in the fall zone.  Still, thats an investment not easily replaced these days. (both genny and blade companies I bought from, are no longer about.)   

But this AM, she was  (and is) still standing tall, and the genny is still doing its whirly-gig thing,,,, 

But the weather downturn into Dogwood spring has brought me low as well.   Low energy levels, low spirits, and VERY low motivation.   To DO purt’much anything takes SHEER WILLPOWER,,,  I just wanna go take a nap,,,, A LOOOONNNNGGGGGG nap,,,,, 

not an option,,, I know this game.  take nap, nothing gets done,,,

Heck, even tapping this out is taking hard effort today,,,,

So, gonna cut this short here and attempt something else, and strive to get the energy re-flowin’

more laters

FRILLING DAY!?!?!?!   

Sorry, had to toss something a little bit litehearted on the grill here at the Blog

Anywhoos,,, IF, you do have some time, INTEREST (it’s your life and world, you should) Go Read AND follow the links to past articles.  Yes, its gonna take some time since Unz tends to be a bit longer in wind than your Faithful blogger here.  (I cut it short often due to feelings of “I’ve said and said it,,,,”)

Seriously, even if you have been reading Unz for years, there are articles there that I missed at some point or two.  

And talk about red-pilling.  Todays foray was almost like looking in a mirror of my ‘awakening’ with some extra light applied to illuminate dark areas.

Where I do have a problem with some of the linked articles is with THIS ONE.   I do not feel the US should shoulder World Wide ‘reparations’ for acts committed by Bad Actors within our government.   That, in all truth, puts each and every one of us to task to pay for what only a handful are guilty of.   And the names of the guilty are listed in that article.   At least the leaders of that farce are listed.   There were others, and I will lay some of the blame directly at Trump’s feet as well.   His recent notion that the Vaxxnottavaxx is a boon for the world shows serious Cognitive Dissonance on his part: understandably since operation warp speed was his baby,,,  BUT, it does not entitle him to immunity from giving that greenlight.   A correlation with Pilate “washing his hands ” could be made here.   Not ‘ directly involved’ but certainly not clean either. 

And maybe that ‘blanket’ application of guilt NEEDS to be made,,,, Maybe that ‘bill’ of reparations handed to the American people would push us into seeking Justice where it belongs,,,, ‘We’ll pay the bill, but your ass is going to jail for LOOOnnnggggg  time, Mr (insert guilty party name here,,,)”  OR “We’re paying the bill Mr (guilty party), and your neck gets stretched at dawn, on live TV, broadcast world-wide.  As warning to the other Doctors Mengele in hiding.”

Like anything Immoral, unethical, etc etc,,, YOU CAN’T LEGISLATE MORALLITY/ETHICS.  Adding laws to already existing laws only creates more chances of loopholes being created.  And Criminals don’t pay attention to the laws anyway,,,,  The U.S. had already made GoF research verboten, and what happened?  The guilty took their games elsewhere and kept going.   And if that article linked is accurate (I don’t doubt it) than they also managed to keep tax payer provided funding going for it ‘under the table’.    My personal opinion of Gain of Function research: Those that are curious about making disease MORE lethal show some serious mental instabilities, and should be treated as DANGEROUS with HOSTILE INTENTS.  again, just my opinion,,,,

The only way to promise the future that such can not happen again, is to make inroads into ethics teaching and hope it sticks.   There will always be the power hungry and the Mengele types with us, Narcissm is a reality and MUST be dealt with individually as the monster comes to the surface.   That may or may not ever show its face in public, or be caught, but the monsters still linger in the dark, and in the shadows of the day. 

And to add further thought to the whole quandry,,,,

Some of the more adept evil will seem quite ‘normal’ “I’m a man, of wealth, and taste”

Keep on livin’    

Just livin’ life, one day at a time.  Waiting to see if this “April 8th” eclipse is the end of the world like so many on Utoobie are claiming,,,  IF so, Waiting is over,,, lets move on to the ‘next level’,,,  Hell, it would be a relief in some ways,,,,  (knowing that certain types are gonna get Judgement from a court they don’t own, and no appeals process,,,)   

I can’t say one way or the other, the only observation I have ever came up with is the ‘Frustration levels are indicitive of Armagedon Predictions’.    And frustration is at Peak Pressure levels right now and I have no idea HOW they keep venting it off preventing total blowback.

home from J.O.B.,,, lookin’ at the yard and thinking,,,, “Ok self, give the mower a couple of good yanks, and IF it starts we’ll mow”

Guess who the dum’foo was?   You’re reading foolish words written by a Fooled Foo,,,  

That damned mower has been a curse to start since July of last year.  Today,,,, second pull, no priming things,, just pull that cord.

vroooooommmrwoarrrrrr!

F!me!  

So, April 1st of 2024 is the beginning of Dio’s war on weeds,,, and there is no hope of cease fire until late October,,,,

sigh

Make me wish I lived in Phoenix or somewhere similar,,, where a yard full of rock and gravel with some odd cactus is a COMPLETELY LEGIT LAWN.  And I CAN grow Cacti.   Murphy is the only house plant I have ever had that I hadn’t killed and He (she?) has been transplanted three times now and not died,,,,And Murphy is a cactus (some variation of ‘Lady fingers” cacti family.)

Well, Wishes-Fishes,,,,,    Yeah,,,,  No point in cryin’bout it,,,   I has grass (more like prolific weeds) and that needs haircuts on the regular, or the vermin find ways to house from woods,,, Vermin being mice, fleas and other creepycrawly nasties.    High grass (weeds) encourage the blood sucking and the pissyshitty furbound parasites.  Grizzy FINALLY caught the winter mouse that was adept at getting bait off traps without tripping them. (and with Kittehs, I refuse to use poisons.)

Armor up warrior: Fresh gasoline, oil change, and high speed whirling blades, with a cold one awaiting your return from the killing feilds.  Get to it!!!! 

(frillin WEEDS!!! grrrrrrr)