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Freedaze again,,,,

That time of year,,,  Seasonal J.O.B. and a crumbling economy means people are playing cards close to the chest, and that means Ol’ Dio has Freedaze again, for a spell anywhoos,,, Will see how long.

Not that I am happy about it right now, could use the FRN’s but later, when the weather gets warmer, I do enjoy the extra long weekend.

Goin’ a leetle stir-krazee here, and not for the reasons I mentioned above, or the buggie thing that has been making the last couple weeks interestin’.

Da’s on his ‘sell and move’ kick again.  I have no idea what all he has on his mind, though I do understand his POV of reduction of liabilities in his end days.   He found out what inheritance tax rates were and is trying to find someway of beating the taxman for us kids.

Totally understand that, but it tosses a big box of loose parts into the machine I am operating currently.   I have been considering what my options are if he does sell and move (and obviously, I have a serious lack of info to work with: as in WHEN, WHERE, etc)  AND, I decided to pull Sis into the fray for an alternate perspective, and as catalyst in talking to Da about things.   Way too early for anything concrete and may blow over as Da changes his mind almost as fast as I do,,, BUT, just like me, once he commits, its as good as done.  (I wonder where I get that? hmmm?   )

And of course, I am jonesing for a kayaky fix,,,,

Check out the Wave Actions!!!! 

Oh, that boat in that vid,,,,   Only 8Grand,,,,

choke!

Not seeing me in one of those anytime soon,,,,   but that is one SEXY boat,,,,one with a Sexy, high dollar escort price tag,,,

As for getting my kayaky fix,,, Dunno,,, still not right in the respritory areas: BETTER, but still not 100%,,, Still have the drainage thing goin’ on and that leads to coughing bouts that bring me to my knees at times.   Probably not a good idea to have one of those pop up when I am surrounded by deep (and VERY COLD) water,,,,  the Ivermectin I ordered is scheduled to arrive monday, and in the meantime, I am doing saline rinses of the upper schnoz, benedryl in the AM to keep the drainage to low levels, and guaifenesin(mucinex) 1200mg every twelve to help keep the shit loose so I can hack it OUT,,,.   Seems to be helping, and the aches from sinus infections is abating as well.   I can tell the areas that are infected quite well when I do that rinse thing.  BURNS! OMG! but thats a good thing as it means that things are getting cleaned up.

(Dio, why didn’t you do the Doc in a Box?)

Wellssssss,,,,,   I did, or, more like, I went, but they no longer take my CareCredit card, and I didn’t have the room in other areas to pay.   Nearest place that does take that card (people doctor, my vet still takes it for Grizzy) is over 100 miles away in Jacksboro TN.  I can struggle through for a time, and I do have options as I already addressed above, and, while yes, it would be nice to have some wide-sprectrum antibiotic that kicks in fast, maybe what my body needs is a chance to work this out without that help,,,

Like any system, it needs used to keep it in shape.   (ever notice that the kids that play in the dirt all the time are those least likely to catch ALL the bugs?   Think there is a correlation there?)

It is February,,, and the weather may not seem like it (and may not hold much longer either) but there are more chances to get my fix in the future,,, just be patient is the rule,,,

I have always lacked patience,,,,  LOL


You WILL know who your friends are,,,

Loud shout out to Mike in FLA,,, ‘Thank you’ is not sufficient enough IMO

The saying “Friends will help you hide a body, GOOD friends will bring the shovel”  Yah, I get that Mike is that sort of Friend.

Not trying to be the Blackpilled sheep of the times, but Yah, I feel strongly that such times are fast approaching.   I haven’t seen the vid, but I have heard about it, of UNIFORMED Syrians crossing the southern borders,,,   That, IF TRUE, and I ain’t saying, cuz I don’t know, would be the tipping point and all the evidence needed for charges of treason against all on that hill in a swamp.   That is ABSOLUTELY Aiding and Abetting the enemy, and if those same were given the usual ‘debit card and a ticket to where ever’ falls under the ‘Comfort’ clause of those charges.

I dunno,,,, Can’t say, like I said, I haven’t actually seen it with mine own eyes,,,,(but I would NOT be surprised, not these days.)

Got home from the J.O.B. after deposting my whole one day of seven hours paycheck,,, and Da was telling me things he has been seeing and thinking.  ONE,,, His internet service is getting hacked.   He’ll be watching one of the alternative channels and about the time things are ‘getting juicy’ suddenly there is a close up of some Chinese chick crocheting gee-gaws,,,,, that will last for a few minutes then it reverts back to ‘scheduled programming’ but always Communist News Network or similar,,,,

He told me this has been going on for months,  

And today there were network outages on several national communications networks.  

Sporky? Sparky? or are we only seeing the ‘system tests’ before things go full on Fucktard festivus?

Don’t give up your Guns,,,, DO NOT GIVE UP YOUR GUNS.   We’s gonna need every single one before long,,,,

Anywhoos,,,, More later,


Tryin’ sumpin different

Not in the battle of the crud, I already covered that.

Something on my online prescence.

I wiped all viewing history on utoob and rumble.

Funny how the feed algorithms change when they have no history to pull from.

Anywhoos,,, off to the J.O.B. in hopes of at least one day of earnin’ duckies this week.  

More laters,,,,,


Sometimes, I’m dense

Fightin’ with buggies this week.   Problem, seemed like the whole thing was reciprocating on itself.   First head cold, then to chest, back ot head cold, wash rinse repeat.

That made ZERO damned sense to me.  I have never heard of a bug that was that fast evolving, so much so that it could outpace the immune system.

Still not certain, but I think I figured what the problem has been.   Early pseudo-spring and some of the trees are in full pollen mode right now, and my allergies have been kicking it.   Dad pointed out to me that the Maples and Sycamores are confused about the season,,,   It explains why the ‘headcold’ kept coming back by mid-afternoons,,,,,   I told’ya: I can be dense,,,,

So, today, I took two benedryl (sp) as soon as I felt the eyes start to itch/water and went on about my business.    I don’t like taking those,,, I found out awhile back that they can really mess with me: Restless leg syndrome, anxiety attacks, etc.   SO, Keep it to barest levels and still be effective.   WELL UNDER THAT 300mg/day level,,, like UNDER 100 prefered.    

So far, so good.  

Still have to fight the sinus infection I picked up, and that keeps feeding the bronchial thing, but the lungs are clear!!!  So long as I can keep the sinuses from making like firehoses, I think I have a chance for success.  

Hope to have this thing completely kicked soon.    Need some water therapy ASAP,,,,  The blackpill keeps tempting me,,,,


Observations from ‘too much time on my hands’

Yeah,,,, yet another ‘day off’ this week,,,, Tomorrow is the payday, and whups, no hours,,,, Gonna pinch something fierce this week.    Wouldn’t mind if I were actually making headway in getting better, but this bug is FRicKIn Persistent,,,,   And I can feel some sinus infection things going on,,, achy bone structure around my eyes/forhead.

but nuff’bout me,,, Some things I have been watching, thinking, and maybe some reason why my feelz have been so damned dark (besides the crunched finances thing.)

This is a ‘short’ from Tucker, and it presedes his trip to Moscow.

https://tuckercarlson.com/tc-shorts-the-invasion/  (not able to embed vid,,, link is good.)

According to that, there are 30Million illegals within the borders (and growing)

if you can trust government numbers,,,(don’t choke on that,,,) thats nearly 1/10th the native population.  One in TEN, is illegal.   NOW,,, I live in the sticks,,, places those sorts want nothing to do with, (Hell, there are days where I want nothing to do with it)  so my empirical observations mean squat here.   BUT, whats going on in those Sanctuary cities.  I hear things,  I see clips of locals going apeshit on councils for the intrusions, but I have no boots on ground to make heads nor tails of whats truth and whats bull,,,  

Much like that vid I posted before showing open gates on the border with no guards and NO ONE CROSSING, just a 1/4 mile away from some supposed hotspot.  

Some things just ain’t addin’ up.  

Or how about the fact that there were congresional hearings on THE RONA Vaxnottavax malarky,,,,

Same article,,, Russia is setting up an alternative to the SWIFT accounts setttlement system that does not include the almighty dollar,,,

Truckers are boycotting NYF!C but other than some Utoobers talking about it, not hearing much,,,

Trump sold some gawdawful looking sneakers,,,,   I guess some people like that sorta thing since one pair sold for over $9G (and the Enemedia tried to make it out that THAT dood was some Russian Oligarch,,,,  LOL; the guy put up a vid about it.(which now I cannot find,,,)   Whatevs,,,

IS the boycott on NYF!C working,,, Dunno,,,, I know there are some companies that are not going to host with it, and those are the ones that will pick up the slack if it comes down to it.  (UPS, Wallyworld, etc)   BUT, short term, yeah, it has some valid drive and the drivers can’t be targeted individually like they were up in Canuckistan.  How can you hold a guys feet to the fire for insurrection or somesuch, when his only ‘crime’ was refusing a load.  Happens all the time for many reasons,,,,   Note, there was one vid with some harpy from NYF!C goin’ off about ‘all these immigrants are gonna take your jobs truckers’,,,, ROFLMAO,OMG my sides hurt,,,, You can tell she was Libtarded as F! with no,,ZERO CLUE that trucking is considered a SKILLED TRADE,,,, That moving one of those 53′ trailers loaded with 60-70-80thousand pound loads AROUND RETARDED DRIVERS SUCH AS HER is no easy task,,, Can’t say how many times, IRL,  I have seen some sardine can come within inches of being crunched by said big truck, and I know there are vids all over the webs, now that many of these guys are running dashcams.

Immivasion,,, Truckers stonewalling NY, Finally seeing movement on impeaching SLo-Jo, NO NEWS of other things goin’ on , on the hill because, Narrative is ALL, and those things go against it.   Our economy is, hell , I can’t even find words for how to describe it currently,,,, Nothing I tap-out seems descriptive enough.   And we are going into one hellishly explosive (s)election cycle, with a brain-ded at the helm incumbent, Ready to rumble (maybe, if he doesn’t hire the toads again) formly 45, Anudder Kennedy (he sounds good, but I think about the families track record,,,) and of course, the AMIC is trying to start war on three fronts, or just piss off everybody so they have a reason to ‘Oopsies’ the nukleer  futbol.(intentional mis-spelling) 

Its shit like this that makes that Blackpill so appealing somedays.  I continue to resist, but dammit,,,,

No, this year is the year that WHATEVER FORK THIS SPACETIME IS TO TAKE is the year it takes it.  Too many variables, loose cannons, and kray-kray ideologies to even attempt prediction on this.   Hell, it may be ‘right there, teetering on the edge of the cliff’ and suddenly pivot and ‘miss’.   Ain’t gonna hold my breath for such, but thats how off this whole shit-show is: The Frickin’ Cliff-hanger from Hell: 2024.    

And its only February,,,, F!Me!,,,,


I havta agree, 100%

WendyWorn has some words about a thing that has ate at me a bit too

My biggest thing ‘wrong‘ with it, is how it sounds JUST LIKE something some soyboi would be saying, just before he (it?) walked into a certain bar of genderquestionable bend.\

Grow a pair!!!

Moisturized?!?!?    Man, my ‘moisturizer’ resembles 10w30 most days,,, this last year really seems to be 85-90, but same point,,,,   Scrub up with some kerosene followed by some Dawn to get the real ick and thats that,,,, Don’t like it, too bad, so sad.  

Yah, I ain’t gonna link the various memes: you’ve all seen ’em, they tend to pop up all over the place,,,, same saying different images,,,,   Can we just kill that damned meme CA?   its stoopid and annoying as F!!!!


This is gonna sting,,,

Made it out of house, but no work today since 60% of Emps at J.O.B. are down with the grubbies I have been fighting.   (and I can almost hear the condemnations now,,,, Bastach got us ALL sick!!!!)

So at the ‘stead, taking care of me, took a power nap (been doing A LOT of that lately,,,)  and now, working on the porch, swappin’ out rotted timber for good.    The high humidity of this area and that damned algea that grows on anything that sits still for five minutes; I have a few boards that are feeling ‘squishy’.

and its getting my lame butt out in the sun and warm air (gonna hit 60+today,,,)

And I am good for about 5 minutes before I am doubled over hackin’,,,,,

Persistence.   This bug certainly is,,,, SO STICK TO THE PLAN ,,,,   Burn this shit out of the system.    Sunlight,,, its obvious the bug doesn’t like it,,, get some,,,,

ordered some Ivermectin yesterday,,, should be here soon.    I’m hoping this shit will be licked by then, but from all accounts of others that have had it,,,  Seems 3=4 weeks is the usual, and thats WITH antibiotics to kick it around.   

Good news though,,, I’ve lost 8lbs,,,,    Between burning fevers and zero appetite,,,,,Drinking lots of liquids but eats have been rather lean and usually ‘eat something you fool!’ induced by willpower.

My only hope is that what I am losing is ‘extra’ and not muscle mass.    

Spring is right around the corner though; I can start to put the muscle back on soon enough.    I could smell the water while out this morning and that drove me about bonkers,,,  With current physical conditions though,,,, yah, I know better than pushing certain limits.   No desire to be hospital bound,,,,

anywhooos,,,, gotta get back out in this sun and keep doing my body some good, as well as my porch,,,,,