Welcome to my brain. It’s messy. It’s interesting. And it’s all connected if you stick around long enough. "Believe Nothing: no matter who said it, even if I have said it, except it agree with your own reason and common sense. Siddhartha Guatamo, the Buddha.

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A stunned wyrm?

ok, thumb post, quick, typos n all

just a thought abiut the general silence out there. MSMs being an aside,,, I think the magnitude of the revelatiins of just how evil ALL of the PTB are beung revealed.

stunned, shock the ‘its too big’ thinking, ,

i can easily see witch hunts developing but no organization just random places n peeps.

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something more here


As the wyrm churns,,,

Ok,,, Some of ya are aware of this thing goin’ through congress called the SAVE act,,, and how its up down, maybe tomorrow, may be next week, Screw-em-more wants to shut down the Government over it AGAIN,,, (and that last did such a fantastical job proving exactly how much we actually NEED a FedGov,,, Go’head, I triple dawg dare ya,,,)

Then you have the fun in Iran, and how NuTjOb Yaboo has turned Trumpeds ear away from the Ayatollahs, again,,,, How can there be negotiations if only one side is willing to talk. On that front though: MY opinion,,, Let them sort their own shit out. Stop interfering for cripes sake. We ARE NOT the world cops nor are we the Know All Be All of governance,,, Fuck, we are so frackbassackwards in our own governance,,,, Look at Screw-em-more and his ilk, or the Ihlan Omars of Minnie-no-place or Somalia on the upper Missi-sip,,,,

All the fun and games against ICE in Minnie-no-place. I don’t think it takes a brainiac to figure that “Fraud” found, then “RiOTS” in said place of fraud,,, The whole thing screams distraction/cover-up/smokescreens. And of course, the COMPLIANT media plays right along with their masters narrative. WHO that master is may not be who ‘us conspiracy theoriists’ originally thought,,, More on that in a minute.

EPSTEIN,,,, One take,,, Much similar to mine, Rilly dun-wanna take a plunge in that horror show. I might, but only so I can say, “Yeah, its as bad as they say” or be able to refute it. Seeing how I am seeing more and more shock and horror coming out, I am betting those outrages mentioned are as bad as, or worse than one can expect.

But surprised? No,,, Not even a little. I have been in places where such are considered a societal norm. Ok, maybe not to the depth of depravity that this reaches, but I have been in places where Sex has no Bottom age limit, where Slavery is still a functional and accepted practice, and where a certain amount of canniblism is considered RELIGIOUS,,,

Francis makes the point,,, its about power, its that simple. You don’t have to understand the draw power has to be able to comprehend the depth such could lead a person. You only need to understand that POWER is ALL those types WANT, and even a minor event of a sexual rape may appease that DRAW for a moment.

But its never enough, they will always want more, Societal norms mean nothing except as an obstacle course to their means. Or as I was once told by someone “the rules don’t tell you what you can’t do, they illuminate what you can get away with.” That was told to me by a Drill Instructor, but the parallel is there, and once seen in the actions of those “Leaders”,,,,

This world is SICK. Not as much in ecology, but SPIRITUALLY. And that illness is now exposed in the upper echelons of power and finance.

Where does that leave us little people?

Well, There won’t be a great awakening. that there are so many rank and file Useful Idiots rioting for pay,,, No,,, there won’t be that great awakening, or at least, there won’t be a great uprising. To many (self included) are more the “Just leave me alone” mindset. Sadly, that will never become a motive force like liberalism is. its a steady state thing, but also subject to the laws of entropy. No one is pouring money into “leave me alone”, where as they are pouring money into revolutionary bullshit, like rioting to keep illegals in state.

Or the ever growing “Whites are a disease” ,,, Only gonna say a couple points on that one. If Whites are a disease,,, where were the darker skinned types in the development of CARS, ROCKETS, and COMPUTERS? Things that make up our world, and literally keep the wheels turning in most cases.

Point in fact, Everywhere that I have seen, with the exception of sports, that the darker types have taken over, things went downhill. One only need turn on a radio station to hear ‘modern pop music’ to get a feel for the downhill slide that has taken since just the late 90’s.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way. When I was a kid, RACISM was nearly wiped out Black and white kids playing along side each other, and if you were blind, you likely couldn’t sort them out by voice. We all talked alike. NOW,,, I hear a voice in radio ads, and ITS BLATANT which color is which, just by spoken word.

And the drive to make White Hetero Males the stereotypical Dumb-ass in popular media,,, thats been going on since the early Aughts, even some as far back as the mid 90’s.

It wasn’t supposed to be this way. Some spiritual drive has been poisoning the system for nefarious ends. Is this DIABOLICAL, as in driven by the Devil? or, as I mentioned in yesterdays post when I said “the Gnostics were right”, is there something even WORSE going on. (if you aren’t aware, the Gnostics thought the god Yehwah, of the old testament, was actually a sub-creation called the Demi-Urge and wasn’t exactly GOD, but a spoiled overtalented and jealous spirit with no filters. They did believe that Jesus, Yeshuah, Isa, was sent by the REAL GOD, to break the hold of the Demi-urge and free us from the prison planet It had created. And this was backed up by words from Yeshuah of setting fire to the world, tearing down the old orders, etc. But I digress.)

Who controlled the old testament? Answer that, and you will find where the poison is coming from. I am not ripping down the old testatment in whole, there are some good points there, but in many parts, the obvious dichotomy between the teachings in the new and the old are GLARING.

What solution do I think we have? I haven’t one. Getting away from those that find power intoxicating is impossible. Weeding them out would be a most daunting task, and would eventually create something possibly even worse,,, It comes down to “Who decides” and thats a loaded question with explosives aimed at the future. Look around you now and see what happens when “who decides’ becomes common opinion. Id love to change the world, but I don’t know what to do. So I leave it up to you” that line shows how we got here,,, where to now?

I don’t know. BUT, What we have, what this world has become,,,

saddens me.

(‘ ,)

LLLLL

update: I did a little dive into the septic tank,,, there is zero doubt our ‘leaders’ are slime. Doesn’t matter who you put in, if they have had a face in politics or world events the last 30 years, a quick search will pull up ‘something’ about them. Cross reference searches are just as illuminating or more so. with very few exceptions, NONE ARE CLEAN. NONE!!! (haven’t searched for Rand, Massie or Kennedy yet, but they are likely the exceptions, not the norm in that septic system.)


Home day.

Little to nada at J.O.B. self and Son Of agreed one off ain’t gonna kill me,

And its K-k-k-koldd out

day at home in front of fire with kitteh draped lap sounds just fine!!!

$o there$ little to no income$ today concern$ me only $lightly,,,, 😜

with the hours I have and potential tomorrow in weekrollout, I will be fine. Payin’ bills (one this week definite, 2 if ‘enough’ ) tha’s me life for a time.

Bloo is parked for now. Hadn’t said nuthin about it bcuz other stuff seemed needed said. Her oil pressure started acting real funny after I hit a pothole. Something came loose or moved or sumpin. Oil sump, oil pump are the suspects; but until I can drop the oil and get a b-scope in there to look, SHE SITS. No way in hell am I gonna blow up all the work I have done.

Buffalo is earning her nick name of “Old Reliable”. Won’t go into all the thinks, positive and negative, I’ve had around Bloo of late: Im sure with a little imagination, you’d be able to come up with some close approximations of them. Expletives Deleted’s included,,,,

yet! I did figure where some of my anxiety around her stems. Its all this financial hoopla flying around. Watching Markets bubble and burble like some witches brew of the Alpacca-lypse, sub-concsiously, is spurring my “she needs completed ASAP” AND I stop thinking and start reacting,,,entirely the WRONG approach, and I know it. Thats why, this time around, I parked her, and ignored her for one full day. Give the hind brain a moment to consider ‘what if’s” and seek ‘simplest, and what have I messed with recent that could,,,’. Gave me a moment to ask for other persons inputs, think about things, RELAX in the ‘knowing’ that “its winter, aint a thing moving fast” and respond, not react.

so what could it be? Oilsump is a press fit, no bolts, screws, pins or setscrews. Its mounted offside, but forward of the pump on a long arm. Unlikely, but not impossible, it could have levered upwards, away from the bottom of the pan, when I impacted that pothole (and I did hit it hard!!!). Another option. Oil pump is held on by one bolt and an alignment pin. I may have failed to torque that bolt properly, and the pump may have walked loose, allowing oil to escape. The pothole hit may have exaggerated this by vibrating that bolt even more. It all started right then: oil pressure up-down or non-existent at times. And WHY I parked ASAP.

but, little need for her at this stage; too kold out and I’m not so swamped in work that she is critical. And Buffalo is so damned reliable, even needing work herself.

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LLLLL!

(‘ ,)


nuthin but fuzz

Signal to noise ratio is off the charts, a sample in the cans is overpowering white noise,

and its kold.

Epstein Files released, Files with Trump and Melania purged after hours, but some caught the images for posterity, I’m certain.

What the remaining files show, (and I admit, I have not dipped my toes in those waters, only ruminatin’ on what others who have are saying.) THINGS ARE MUCH NASTIER THAN YOU REALIZE.

Saint Marcion of Sinope was right,,, The Gnostics were right.

I am going to refrain from any more religious commentary here. Its enough that my suspicions are confirmed: that one group based in or around certain words, are the foundational structure of those behind the goings on, that make up the Epstein Files.

Then, we have the Fed talking about firing up the printing presses again, QE to infinity and beyond.

This, while Silver is doing its thing, trying to re-establish its 1:20 ratio of Gold:silver that is the historical norm (tapped out hysterical,, Seems history is rather hysterical no?)

To whit, The signal to noise ratio is making my thinks, in real time, quite unfocused

AND THAT IS EXACTLY WHERE THE PTB WANT US,,, Unfocused, off-balance, and desperate. Take away our financial means and we HIT that desperate state with ease, and the majority will BEG for release, anything, just make it stop hurting.

tell me I’m wrong.

All of this arriving at the same time tells me oodles, and one those things being, “they are losing control and all of this is a last ditch effort to get it back.” Things are not at all as they seem,

its far worse.

and on that note, I am going to let this pass over to the nets, going to try to refocus on that which is immediate and concerning: DAD, and his situation. The rest of the world will do as its insane ass is gonna do, and there ain’t a damned thing I can do to stop it. I deal with me and mine,,,

more as I filter the noize

Live

Learn

Laugh

LOVE

LOAD!!!

(, ‘)


arbiter curbin’

its rough, bein’ the middle man on some things. A foot in both camps, understanding both sides, emotionally and intellectually.

No, ain’t talkin’ politics,,, (note, i was a lefty for many years, but, I got better,,, Now I see thier side, but agree?? No,,, not very often or much.)

This is about Da, and I aint’ gonna delve into details, but,,, IT SUCKS being the middleman,,,

And being an anarchist dealing with bureaucratic bullshit,,, EVERY damned time we go to the doc (with the exception of the Doc in the Box) they ask him about 50 questions, and I KNOW what the game is,,, they are ‘looking’ for mental health issues,,, and ONLY in those on the Medicare/Medicaid programs. Its frustrating to me because some of the questions are so loaded towards “psychotropic” adjustments, NOT TAKING INTO ACCOUNT what the patient is actually there FOR,,, such as my dad, in pain 24/7, can’t sleep well,,,, I think you can see how that could lead to “false positives’ in the mental wellness questionaire,,,,

But let me get back to that middleman aspect See, I understand both sides, of it, I even lean one way or the other on personal bias, and MUST STAY NEUTRAL,,,,

some days, makes me want to FRELLIN SCREAM AN HOLLAR,,,,, It do,,,,

SO, This little post IS my screamin’ an hollarin’

Live

Learn

LAUGH

LOVE

LOAD!!!

(, ‘)


too-o-o-o k-k-k-kold!

Late start today vs No work today. Fine by us, we want the hours: better some than none.

But dangit,,,, I’s KOLD,,, I was fine for most the day (all of 6 hours) but by 2ish,,, maybe a bit prior to that,,, It started creepin’ in and suckin’ the life out of my digits and thinks.

tomorrow is supposed to be a full 10 degrees warmer, so,,,

But I has a Doc appointment with Da first thing in the AM, afterwhich, I have a tech call at the Job that needs made. Warranty control board that is doing the exact same crap as the original (and both new out of the box, never installed before.) Son of told me to let them know, if they don’t warranty the WHOLE DAMNED PURCHASE, not just the control board, that we are gonna cut them out of our purchase loop. Fine, middleman thing goin’ on,,, I’m sure the helpdesk guy doesn’t have much say in the matter either,,, but , tha’s me J.O.B.

I’m finally feeling some warmth in these bones,, been home for 2 hours and the house isn’t even remotely cold (85 ambient from the woodstove doin’ its thing) But, that cold wore me out,,, tired, sore, and just wanna lay it down for the rest of the eve.

Y’all take care, stay warm, stay safe and stay sane

Live

Love

LAUGH

Learn

LOAD!!

sunshine would be nice,,,,


were ev’ryday so good

had ta share,,

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(fyi: thats Zoomie, my alphatomkat. Head like a prime Florida Grapefruit, 18# and no fat anywhere, and about as laid back as a kat can get without being a corpse.)