Different thinks

I prefer to think I am just Joe Average in the grand scheme of things, but there are parts of my mind, where I know, without a doubt, I am “the Outlier”. the “ODD”

Religious sidethinks are such. Or maybe not ‘religious’ but SPIRITUAL

I don’t see us as “Bodies”, these are just electrochemical skin suits we use to explore this ‘reality’, and like any machine, they wear out. Sometimes, the interface wears out before the skinsuit does (dementia) but more often, the suit fails, or something catastrophic happens, or some biochemical glitch happens (cancer) or,,,,

Fact is, there is only ONE way out of this reality, Even those that transcend have to die to leave this prison we call life.

Death doesn’t scare me. It hasn’t since 92 and I don’t need to delve into that story again,,, but it doesn’t scare me. Facing the death of a loved one,,, Someone outside, looking in, might even say that I am ‘cold blooded’ with how I respond to someone dying. Its not “cold”, its acceptance: that shell laying before me is NOT the person I know/knew,,, they have moved on,,, I envy them,,,

get that? I ENVY THEM.

They get to go home.

Maybe they get recycled back into the system, but even there, I envy them because now they get another chance at ‘doing it better’. Maybe they will, maybe they will keep the same pattern, maybe worse,,, but it doesn’t matter because they are on another time line and trying again, or back with IS and outside of space time. That last is THE end goal,,, return home, leave this hell behind.

Because I do look at this place as a living hell. One that is designed to obscure the DIVINE SPARK we truly are,, The Living hell we see around us, the intermittent sparks of happiness that we get as ‘carrots’, watching the growing madness of a world that has forgotten there is more than the next purchase or high. A world led by the dopamine addicted and power deluded.

LOL

Our goal is to reawaken that Spark, despite the trials and temptations thrown our way. Doesn’t matter what religion you adhere to, THAT is the point of all of them no matter what the wording is.

Sounds like a shit-ton of liberal tripe, don’t it? I told ya, I was raised liberal: I got better. But my spirit remains, longing for that light of truth, redemption, justice, whatever you wanna call it.

Had I been born (and I might have been) back in the early 1000’s, I would have fallen right in with the Cathars. Had I been born post 0AD, I would have been right in there with the Gnostics (Valentinian sect most likely) Had I been born prior, I might have been Zorastrian, Or Buddhist, and I probably have been Buddhist in one form or another. No, I do not think this is my first ‘cycle’ Too many memory clips that “aren’t mine” that I can’t explain away with “Something I read’ or “some part of a movie I saw”.

welcome to a dose of woo-woo eh?

I’m tappin’ this out, something on my mind (Brudda B knows it. NO, not waffling,,, but am wasting time waiting for the moment.) and trying to figure the best approach. You get the vent of ideas in this forum as I juggle this that and the other in preparation.

And now, after a slew of text messages have obliterated my train of thoughts,,, (yes, plural) I reach a rather ubrupt end to this rather short missive of nothing in particular. Love’y’all, Take care out there.

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