dark night time

And not from the usual realms,,,

This’un is from all the fecal matter in the air.   I could link several articles, I could post mulitple memes about it, but why bother: y’all have probably already seen them yourselves.   Seriously, this on the cusp of blackpill stuff.

I keep trying to follow the advice that Sarah posted today.   Its damned hard.    I recall ‘evidence’ of things like Illegal servers kept in a bathroom closet, and evidence of several incidents on that server that bordered if not outright crossed the TREASON definition,,,,  No perp walks then either,,,,

Do I need to clarify?    Yes, I get the “wanna make sure there is evidence beyond shadow of doubt” and the reason why, as Sarah pointed out in that post,,,

BUT

Balance and ground,,,, Not there right now,,,    And I am having a bout of “so What” about the rest of the life I wander in right now.   Not as intense as the blackpill eating at my guts, but its there and not helping matters. 

I mentioned that Siddhartha had his DNotS’s as well.    BEFORE he became THE Buddha,

Shit just makes you wonder what the point of all this mess is.  Yeah,,, Illusions, we are here for some purpose not disclosed to us,,, educational, ‘vacation’ from the cloud, entertainment or something,,, but I’m fair certain I didn’t ask for this shit when I signed on to this trip.

yah,,, another lesson I must learn I guess.    sigh.

Can you imagine a world where everyone followed the “leave me alone” maxim?  And I mean EVERYONE,,,   There would still be interaction, mutual agreement trade and services in play, but NO GOVERNMENT getting its craw buried in your hindquarters where it doesn’t belong,.  And if there were some that had the gumption to do so, there would be a plentitude of defenders ready to put down that rabid dog.   Kind of like you rarely hear about a gunstore being held up (and usually, if you do, NOT successfully,,,LOL.)  

Yeah,,, libertarian (small L) conservative here, maybe even a bit of the woo-woo new-agey thing blended in (seeing how I am more pagan than any other religion) (buddhism isn’t ‘religion’, its philosphy,,  No gods, and Buddha isn’t a worship figure; his state is the goal.)

Anyways,,, thats the reason for my silence of yesterday,,, I wanted to let y’all know I am still very much upright and breathing, just not happy with the world at large and the reason is due to my falling back into “Expectations”,,,,  I know better.   If you expect something, be prepared to be dissappointed, PERIOD,,, That is one lesson from the studies I have been into.  Not that it needed taught again,,, thats one from many different angles and perceptions, but TRUTH no matter who or how its delivered.

its hot still, muggy to the point where scuba gear would be a welcome relief.  Only occasional showers passing through, which helps some while its raining, but once past,,, UGGHHHHHH!!!!   the moisture content of the air can be SEEN for cripes sake; a haze that can be dectected across a hot parking lot.   It turns all the of the mountains here, BLUE, not the greenery of trees that are on them.

Signing off until I can get my head on straight,,, Maybe late Satyrday,,, after a bout of boat time for me.    Supposed to be just rainy enough to drive the vacationers to shore, leaving only the diehards and lunatics (ie me)

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