Creepin’ forward

Took today off from the J.O.B. Physically needed the rest, financially shouldn’t have done it, but if you don’t have your health, you have nothing….

but the warmths are creepin’ in, saw two spots near the house where the easter lilies are near bloom stage,,,, When I see those bright spots of yellow in the landscape, my outlook will do a one-eighty, u-betcha!

Still so damned disgusted by things in the great wide, I don’t wanna invest a single moment on it. And its not like i didn’t ‘know’,,, I have been saying for years “Government is THE problem” just seeing the lies and grift from both sides, so blatant,,,,

Years ago, before I moved here, I had a friend, female sort, who worked for State: last time I talked to her, about 2015, her words were short and simple, “GET OUT”,,, We has a little exchange of texts after that but the gist never changed. She is no longer in the US; took her money and ran.

try that now,,,,

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Won’t be attempting any kayak-y love this week. Temps are down, not that that would stop me with a drysuit, but my health is down. Don’t wanna push things over edges hard to climb back from. I don’t bounce back like I useta, and respiratory issues can escalate fast-like.

I need the spirtual break, YES: I don’t need to be hospitalized with pneumonia. And I sure as shit don’t trust our medical complex these days. Rather take my chances talking to like-minded health providers and ordering fish antibiotics,,,,

IT’S NOT EVEN BEEN TWENTY FUCKIN’ YEARS!!! This world has flipped over and spun itself inside out!!! From that day in 2008 when I rode my 10spd into work, saw that black man holding the sign ‘we are finally free’; to this chaotic, can’t trust the Pillars of our society, and can expect to be robbed, beaten, and left for dead by the Enforcers,,,,

“Fundamentally change the united states” A pox on that house and ALL that thought that was a good thing,,,,