Gaslight,,,

Apologies for no return post last night. I was in a seriously black hearted mood last night on return from the J.O.B.

Burnout came flying at me early this morning, damning my name for ‘ratting on him over a dawg,,,’

wait,,,, what?!?!

He’s now swearing that he was leaving his puppy alone at this crib, ‘not leaving a baby, I AIN’T that much of a retard,,,”

And I went over that conversation in my head three ways to Sunday, and there is NO WAY I confused “puppy” with ‘Baby’,,,, I asked him twice ‘You left that baby alone?!?!?!’ and the answer was yes,,, I asked “Wheres her mama? and when is she due to return?” and he said he didn’t know,,,(to both!!!)

There wasn’t any confustion,,,, He is trying to ‘cover his ass’ in front of his freinds (fellow burnouts)

AND

Bossman told me that there was a visitation by Family Services yesterday, and I have a big feeling that had something to do with it,,, (I didn’t rat him on that note,,, I forced him to go home and do the right thing,,,, BUT, I do have a good suspician of who DID call them. BUT, I ain’t talkin’,,,,)

NOW, I am in a black hearted mood because some young ass punk is gaslighting me, or at least making a lame attempt at it. Sorry Burnout, you’re talking to an editic memory,,, that AIN’T Burnt out,,,,

Seems to me that the charitable things I have been doing to give the boy a hand-up are coming to an end,,,, I won’t be used or manipulated, despise liars,,,,,

You can’t fix people, they have to want to fix themselves,,,, I was seeing a guy trying to make that effort, but when dumb choices crept in, I saw his old self return with whiplash speed,,,,

You can’t help that sort.

and I won’t waste my time,,, Life is too short to tolerate idiots, and time is too precious to throw away,