Days I wonder,,,,

still kinda talkin’bout the disconnected feelz I’m in,,,, so just follow’long if ya can

Lover of history that I am, (and part of why I am disconnected from everything right now I believe) I wonder how much of this is ‘livin’ in history’, not just living/existence. As in, WE ARE living in history (and the historians are gonna get it all wrong,,,) as its being written: by psychopathic liars and degenerate narcissists.

We have an advantage (of questionable integrity) of high speed communications, but I would like to think the emotions I am feeling would be much the same as those of the a commoner during the French Revolution: not quite knowing what the F!, guessing on half-assed information, and just wanting to go on living undisturbed, even if that living is “not quite all that”. Better the devil you know sort of shit, right?

Dunno. But things ain’t right in this here world and BOM mentioned that ‘maybe this IS hell’, and I find it hard to argue otherwise. It may be one of the lesser levels of such, but it is a far cry from Heaven for certain.

Maybe this is purgatory,,,, me being more pagan than others, I can see that,,,,

dunno.

Alternate dimensions,,,, Parallel Universe, Multiple dimensional lines all intersecting,,, GaH! the options are endless ain’t they?

The only thing that is a positive on my little hillside is that Comms have been upgraded thanks to a brush fire taking out the control building of one of the celltowers. They came in and replaced ALL of the guts of that building with the 4G stuff and things are flying around like little bats on a moth binge now. I can access ALL of my media files in WP again, and not take 30 minutes for them to upload. Thats a plus. And loading videos via phone,,,, Put on the coffee and by the time I am sitting down for it, ouila! link is ready. That has NEVER happened here in six years, till now. Loving that aspect as I feel like I am getting my money’s worth out of my phone again.

maybe I speak to soon ‘the only positive on my little hill’,,,, Heres a positive note: T’aint’dedyet. Still genetically unaltered in this world where they are trying to stick you with mRNA clot shots at every corner, and I am 55 with a flatter stomach than I have had in 30 years,,,, so there is that,,,,(all that paddlin’,,,,)

Rains are supposed to start up late today into tomorrow, and that should bring humidity back into reasonable realms herebouts,,,, we have been hoveing around 10-15% and that may be part of whats got me so discombobulated,, thin air no moisture, losing my voice by 3pm everyday due to the DRIES,,, (yes, I drink fluids, but still borderline dehydrated and the voice is my indicator of “DRINK MFUKER DRINK”

here’s to livin’ history,,,, I thinks,,,

Keep on Livin’