Thursday EoD mind dump

Probably gonna get tagged with that title but so what.,,  (EoD, end of day,,, or Explosives Ordinance and Demolitions,,,  end of day in this case)

Wandered over to BCE’s place and found he had posted an early post (as he is on the road for the day headed to his mountain home away from home) 

Been keeping my thoughts to meself over many things, but sometimes, there comes a point where ya gotta say your peace, and this time, BCE pulled that rabbit out of the hat and 

Have to absolutely without a doubt agree with this’un,,,,

And I got to thinking of that definition of ‘mental disorder/insanity’: that insanity is defined by society, and those that step out of that definition are ‘Insane”.   Its all subjecttive,,,   The Aztecs would be considered insane in todays world, total homicidal maniacs: yet in their society, ripping the still beating heart out of a (rapidly dying) still alive person was considered a religious event, to be shared and celebrated.  We would be considered ‘bug nutz insane’ for thinking otherwise.

That subjective thing,,, its also called “A MAJORITY”, and to those people like the one that will not be linked, Dylan Mulvaney,,,, Y’all ain’t a majority despite your getting inordinate amounts of press coverage.  Last I read, y’all don’t even make up a full percentage point,,,   What you are is a useful tool for those that wish to destroy a country without firing a shot on it, and you are their tool to humiliate THE MAJORITY into surrender mode.   Hope that gives you a warm and fuzzy feeling, knowing that in reality, you are ‘the useful idiot’.   AH, but then your actions show your delusional realm and we shouldn’t expect you to understand what happens to all the useful idiots when the game makers ‘win’,,,

So, yeah, Chop it off or KNOCK IT OFF, and let the adults take back over dammit!!!   We are all getting a little tired of the bullshit gaslighting that such types help feed.   

End of Day, end of week for me, start to the weekend.   Plans made, but not sure I can attend to them or not.  Buffalo is being her ‘you got money, I want new parts‘ self again.   Like I expect otherwise, considering she has near 300K on the odo,,   Just gets a little old after several weekends of wrenching,,,  I may say to heck with it, and push the limits and go play instead.   Gonna reach out to the others and see how the land lay there.

And I have a conundrum taking place in my skull as well.   Short version, Found another kayak (and the peanut gallery groans,,,) fiberglass version of one I have been eyeballing since before I picked up Lizzy, and the price is right, BUT,,,   I would have to sell Lizzy to make the deal doable without killing my finances with blunt force trauma.   I have the Vizcaya that needs moved as well, but that would only alleviate the financial pain, not equalize it.   

Most of y’all know that Lizzy seemed to be ‘divine intervention’ and I keep hesitating on making the call due to the way I acquired her.   (Dio, its JUST a boat,,,). yup, that thought keeps passin’ in the forebrain, then the hindbrain jumps and starts screaming about ‘bad karma’ and other krazy things,,,    

And I know how this plays out,,, I put Lizzy up for sale, and the day that I sell her, that other boat gets sold out from under me, and I am looking again,,,  That seems to be the luck I have.   Happened two (three?) years ago with a P&H Sirius,,,  Sold the boat I wanted to part with to buy the other, and boom, it was sold to someone else,,,  

OR—   I go ahead and make the buy, then am sitting on Lizzy for months and months and months, trying to get my financial house back in order,,,,

Tough call,,,

And I may do a reach out and offer ‘Earnest Money” to hold the boat.   Not sure how that would pan out, or if the trust department is strong enough (in this day, trust is fleeting unless close friends.). The only reason I am even considering it right now is with how well work is going for me,,,  We hit our dry spells, but right now I am going pretty well, even with a four day work week.   That may not hold after the summer months,,,,

sad panda Dio, wants and needs aren’t all the same thing, and I DO know better than pushing for wants over needs, 

What I want is what I’ve not got, and what I need, is all around me,,,,,

I’ll figure things out and while I may not be happy, I will be content,,,   Guess that’s all any of us can ask for in these days, no?