Leaving the phone behind for the day

Just so much a bod/mind can deal with on the reg and I think this morning it hit me that I am at maximum capacity.

My stickied post above tells one side of a multi-faceted story. BCE breaks it down on another facet. And it doesn’t take much digging to come up with a plethora of other facets.

All

By

Design

They want us bug-fuckin-nutz so’s we aren’t able to handle the day to day.

How can you function when you have Damocles Sword hanging over your head throughout your daily functions, and it doesn’t matter where you go or what you do, there is some version hanging over you, ready to drop when the thread breaks. Thats where I feel I am getting to with all of this, and I need a break from it.

And us old’un’s are better built for it than the younger crowd that grew up in the elysium fields of the late ninties and early aughts of century 2000

we were a generation that had parents, that we may or may not see once or twice a week, we learned how to BE by trial and error, we did the drugs, we played the D&D (which I feel helped us out, since we were able to ‘roleplay’ scenarios of life for fun without the repercussions in real time), we figured out what worked, what didn’t and we actually came out of it in pretty good shape, considering,,,

and here we are with the old guard of the late sixties and early seventies running the show, sporting diapers and dementia stablilzers to remain cognizant.

Any one wonder why we should feel so fucked right now? I mean, here we are, trippiing back into the early seventies with the threat of “Death from above by canned sunshine” again. All of those horror movies about mutant strains of pathogens are being shoved down our throats on the daily, and yet evidence is showing ’tis all bullshit’, except seems word is NOT getting out to those that control the entries and exits of the Medical world, and our dollar is worth less (worthless) than toilet paper but we keep using the flipping monopoly money out of habit and lack of better options,,, And we are told that our way of living is EVIL,,,, By people that look like older versions of US,,, (kinda sorta, but me thinks they ain’t hooman,,,)

HELLO? This shit is right out of The Twilight Zone most days,,,,

Here I am having a reality breakdown and its ONLY FLIPPIN’ WEDNESDAY FERFUKS-SAKE!!!

time to unplug for a spell.