Welcome to my brain. It’s messy. It’s interesting. And it’s all connected if you stick around long enough. "Believe Nothing: no matter who said it, even if I have said it, except it agree with your own reason and common sense. Siddhartha Guatamo, the Buddha.

The not a New Years post, post

Or is it?   the following may be the opening scene of what we get for New Years,,,,

Dammit, as if we didn’t have enough SHIT to go around, the HITS just keep coming.    I dunno what it all means in the grand picture; that one is WAY above my paygrade, but I can make some extrapolations from it.

Between INFLATION, which even the most RABID of Smokin’Joe and the Hoe supporters are feeling, (unless they are that one percent that wouldn’t feel anything unless it were total collapse, full on MadMax, in your face, eatin’ dogfood, IF you can find it)

OR the continuing destruction of facilities that make the things we kinda need, LIKE FOOD,,,,  

OR the outright THEFT of yet to be paid tax dollars as illustrated in the recent Omnibus fuckery that was Airlifted to Good Ol’Joe IN THE FLIPPING BAHAMAS so they could get his official demented scrawl across the bottom line and make it all official “Under color of Law”,,,,   

and I wonder why I drink,,,,

Distractions?    Oh, you know something is afoot when information like linked to by Big Country is NOT BEING censored.   The ENeMEdia may downplay it or outright ignore it, but that its making it out and not being obstructed,,,,  Someone somewhere is either sick of it too, or they are trying to distract us from something else entirely.   

Or both,,,

and the damned game is so complicated at this stage, who could figure out what the script is SUPPOSED to read like,,,,

I dunno about you guys, but I think its pretty obvious from my lack of posting about such things over the last few months, that I am at max overload on the shit.   Every week I have been putting more aside in the long term food stuffs, just dropped another $50 on getting my extra 30# propane tanks filled, couldn’t find even one box of brass for the poodle shooter today or I would have snagged that too    You never have enough ammo, learned that lesson in Kuwait.  You may be sitting on cases of ammo numbering in the tens of thousand rounds, and one good extended battle and you may be lucky to have minimum loadout. (210rounds in seven mags.)and min loadout was NOT to fight, it was to get your ass to where you could fight.  Min Load is about enough to get the otherside excited about the dance party that just started.  Just ask those guys in the above link how fast next to nothing becomes a vague memory and the “Give a Fucks” depleted past recovery. (and being Marine, ‘one shot, one kill’, can tell you, when the adrenaline is flowing, you don’t even notice the mag changes, and the worst sound in the world is ‘click’,,,)

It’s only 3pm here, and I am ready to tie one on and call it a night.  Whatever is coming our way is already in acceleration mode and there isn’t much I can do about it but be ready as best I can for the “Whatever may be”    

Fuck,,,,  fuckfuckfuckfuck fuck FUCKIN FUCK!!!  Doesn’t matter how ‘prepared’ you are, when it comes, its gonna hit us all sideways, and even the prepared are going to be off-balance for a bit.   The advantage to preps: quicker recovery times to keep your ass upright, breathing and motivated.   Those that keep saying “never gonna happen” are gonna be dead meat sooner than those that were getting ready for it,,,,

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  1. dirtroadlivin's avatar
    dirtroadlivin

    “Doesn’t matter how ‘prepared’ you are, when it comes, its gonna hit us all sideways, and even the prepared are going to be off-balance for a bit. ”

    True enough. There is a certain fatigue that comes with the scramble to prepare, then maintain…then wait. While I have no catastrophic wishes it does appear a catastrophe of some sort is coming, and maybe necessary. There is a point when in exasperation that you just feel like “fuck it, just bring it already”.

    I know full well we cannot imagine some of the horrors if it goes full bore shitty. Those of us that haven’t been in true battle/conflict really don’t have a frame of reference for that part IRL. None the less, the old “if there is to be trouble let it come in my time…” adage feels about right these days.

    All that being said I have gratitude for being awake, and reasonably prepared. Let the games begin? Dunno…reckon we’ll see.

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    December 31, 2022 at 6:29 pm