Mehbe a little

Sarah calls me out (among others)

Mehbe thats why I am now in Tennessee on the border of the Carolinas, beer in hand, and awaiting the rest of the gang to get here. J had to rescue me from horrid GPS directions, but I had fair warning, (and its now a pin drop on the gps in the truck which truly shows the road unlike MAPS,, LOL)

I’ve been meaning and hinting that I want to do something on the blog to start some rvenue generation,,, one of the things that hold me back is that whole ‘Im just not that good of a writer’ self perception.

Wellssssss, having read a couple books of ‘popular publishing company’ recently, or should I say struggling throuhg said reads, I ain’t that damned bad. Maybe “Wings” didn’t conclude ‘properly’ but at least I tried to flesh out my primary and secondary characters, AND they hold REAL conversations, including interupting each other, and getting confused,,,,

And they screw up and do stoopid shit, but own it and keep moving forward.

I need to get off my duff and start that writing thing until something starts to gell into a storyline I can work with. So far whats been percolating are vignettes, not even scenes perse, but snippets of ‘something’ much bigger.

And I want to start a page or two, one free, the other subscription, but that means I need to be quite a bit more dedicated to the writing thing doesn’t it.

I have a job offer, to work from home, and not sport welding burns or cuts and abrasions, but I mentioned the lack of internet service at my homestead,,, I may need to bite a bullet,,,,

But thats neither here nor there right now, I has a beer in hand, good peeps around me, and its a weekend of whitewater, and I have a new to me boat awaiting me at home,,,,

I ain’t a rented mule and I dont WANT to be.