There are days,,,

Sis and I went and saw Dad at the hospital today. In good spirits, worn out (duh!) and feeling a little bit beat up on (That happens when you have a Doctor Jumping on your chest trying to kickstart your heart,,, Another DUH!) . Sad thing is, Some orderly managed to slip his cash out of his wallet before I took possession of his belongings yesterday. Its a sad state when petty theft is expected, and fulfilled. We weren’t sure about the theft until today, when he was coherent enough to tell us, but at least they only got his cash and not his cards. $35 versus full access to his bank account. Write it off and move on. Lesson learned, but a sad one. Also a sad statement about the world at large, that such is commonplace enough that zero repercussions will happen, even if we were to make a complaint.

Been trying to sit and write today, but even doing my mandatory sit down without distraction times, nothing. I just could not get the flow, and ended up playing with kats for an hour. Even trying to get the flow started by writing a couple of posts (of which this is one,,,) . nada.

Something blocking me, and so,,, on with the show, this post is my attempt to clear the pipes of creativity, is going to be ALL OVER THE DAMNED PLACE and likely to be my best read of the month. I have never figured that one out: what I think is total crap seems to be the better read stuff.I guess a blockage with the Dad being in the hospital after nearly dying on me is to be expected, but I need to learn how to work past that kind of thing. In my time of life, I will likely see more people dying than making friends and as time goes on, that ratio will continue to skew towards the dying. It’s called life: we are born with a one way ticket to the end and everybody gets there in their own time and in their own way. Suck it up! Got it!

So, in trying to further remove blockage, I went and did some back reading on some of my off-regular sites that sometime, more often than not, get skipped unless they get a direct link. Kinda like this little site in an back alley of Hellsmouth: regular visitors, but never going to be a mainstreet attraction unless it catches fire in an extravagant fashion and burns to the ground overnight.

SO, anywayssss,,, I was cruising the webs, looking for other insights and observations on all the stuff that makes this world interesting, and not in a good way, but, well, INTERESTING in the Chinese curse sorta way. cfghjkio (get down Grizz,,,) and ran across this over at the Burning Platform. What would Temujin do (I wish I could grab those special characters in this program, *sigh*) . Temujin for those not interested in History was Ghengis Khan. That was his RIght of Passage name after his father was killed. What I find most interesting about that time in history is how the majority of my history courses painted Ghengis as this horrible character of infamy. And yet, the more I learn about that time, while yes, he was a blood thirsty brute in ‘modern terms’, the man did some truly inspirational things including allying with Christians of the time. But modern history (circa 1980s) only told of his attrocities. Even Alexander had his attrocities but the books aggrandize one and belittle the other. So, in the article, they talk about how GK’s armies were self sufficient, living off the lands while they would lay seige to entire cities, and I recall reading that the Chinese had been training a similar tactic in their army the last couple ten years. Live off the land, use the tools you have and expect no support, mission is ALWAYS FORWARD, never retreat. And I look at a list of shit our military willfully left behind in the prescence of orders “Move your asses!” as given by shit-stain chair warmers more concerned with thier pensions and future Board positions in the MIC, than actually running a proper MILITARY venture. Way too much politiking, not enough leadering. And how many of those ‘Perfumed Princes” have ever heard a bullet pass by thier heads, fired in rightous belief by the shooter? Maddox maybe, but certianly not VilliManilli: Dood doesn’t look like he would know what end of the rifle to hold. (and yes, I DO KNOW that sound, among other aspects that I wish I could forget. Shit that comes back to haunt when you least expect it. I do get the PTSD thing, though I haven’t any issues with it.)

And I ended up over at Robert’s site. Best quote yet.

While the government is part of America, it is no longer OF America

BINGO!!! we have a winner!!! RTWT please. But my biggest issue today was ‘pointless’. There are days were everything seems so damned pointless, that I just want to load the boat and head over the horizon. Ain’t gonna do that, especially with the Dad in need of support currently, but the call is strong.

And I can’t because I STILL FUCKING CARE!!!! I love this country. I have been all over it with the exception of Alaska. I have been to other countries, and seen the difference. I was in the Phillipines, UAE, Saudi, and Kuwait, Bengladesh, Okinawa. I have seen how others live. Even in UAE, which is quite rich, there is a dark side that leaves the darker sides of Chi-congo, ‘Troit and Miami looking tame. I have seen the ‘courts’ in Islam, the Sharia, in action and saw first hand, the amputation of a theives hands. The only difference between 1991 and 1400 was that there was a modern medical doctor on hand to make sure the poor sod didn’t die from bleeding or infection. NO EFFORT made to repair the damage. Having been and seen, what we have here, even as fucked up and assbackwards as things seem right now, I CARE, and don’t wish to go anywhere else. And I care that the Delusional that somehow ended up at the helm, wish us to become like those places I have been and seen. And on that note, they might have visited those places at some point in their careers, but they NEVER were allowed to explore the areas I was able to, so have zero clue, nor conception that such COULD exist. They DO NOT KNOW OF WHAT THEY WISH.

or maybe they do know. That scares me more.

One thing that MEDIA talking heads ‘conveniently’ ignore is slavery.(unless they are trying to berate the white supremicist terrrorist priveledged blue collar working man) . I have not heard ANY talking about the Slave markets that have popped up in Libya, or Yemen. Places that are going to be forming in the ‘Stan now that they can ‘focus’ since they kicked our Yank asses out. Sure didn’t take them long to start killing women in the street for not wearing the Hijab, Slave markets are an easy step for them now. And with the ‘population bomb’ sitting at nearly 8 billion, human power is cheap commodities in places like the Stan. NOPE, not a single mention. Nor is there ANY questioning the lack of vetting going on in Affy ‘refugees’. There is enough information collected over the last 20 years there that we should be able to check names as to who was fighting and for whom to check those coming into our country and make sure that we are not bringing in enemy combatants to form cells of terror against us. NO mention of any of that.

and of course, the Covidiocy has made a comeback in KY. Guvs Andy has businesses in lockdown again. and again, its the Deltabear that is scaring the campers. Funny that the VAXXED are the most at danger: Hey Y’all, I thought you were safe now? Hows that “Trust the Science” working for ya? what was that? You want me to get jabbed? No thanks, I have a well tuned Immune System that works, thank you very much. Don’t wanna mess up a good thing.

Went to the Chinamart the other day for katfood, only place here’bouts that carries the stuff that Mamakat will eat (other than DedKow, she’ll maou on dedkow, but at $8/lb, she isn’t that much of a queen, and I am unemployed.), and they were doing the ‘you need to wear a mask’ thing and handing out free samples at the front door. I took one, and it went straight into my back pocket. Compliance was running about 10% of custom, and about 95% of employees. They know where the cameras aren’t aimed and when there, mask off. or better yet, one had a “zero compliance’ mask on: the ones that are simple mesh that you can see through. LOL . Yeah, he’s one of us. Comply only so far as to show the bullshit as it is.

It’s late, the kids are playing in the pool of light around my desk and distracting me with the occasional flying meathook (those little hooks are SHARP!!) on accident as they learn how to be ninja kittehs. Mama is looking on in pride at ‘her boys’ and my ankles bleed,,,, Still blockage in the creation pipes, but maybe I just need some rest now. cya tomorrow,,,