Submit-choose, back in the saddle again,,,

Look around you, look at the mandates, lockdowns, businesses that shuttered because of various aspects of the other two,,,

Does that look like a Free Society?   That given a CHOICE people would have made willingly, but due to the insecurity of the PTwB, they had to go full retard and make us SUBMIT.

I feel that given a choice, and reasonable explanations, that most people would have done as we have done in the past and this Scamdemic would never have done the damage it would have, and far fewer people would have died, or been damaged by its ‘cure’.  That a certain talking head is rapidly losing any credibility he may have had is obvious, and said talking head was the sole arbiter of most of the tyranny.   Granted, more than a few tiinsoldier Guvs jumped on that bandwagon with zeal, but they would never have had the gumption to try if not for the words of the “Science”(*choke-gag*)

I said in my last post that there are two mindsets at war currently.   There are more than two, obviously, but these two are the ones at war.   Unfortunately for the “Leave me be” side, there is a third “service to another” and it tends to side whole-heartedly with the CONTROL mindset.   Its a subservient breeding, one could even say ‘slave’ mindset.  That mindset has no issues with control, so long as it is not calling the shots.    I had a girlfriend that was a “Sub” and her mindset drove me absolutely batshit, because there was never a solid answer on anything unless I made the call.  And never any argument about it.      That is, until she found someone even more domineering and controlling and all of a sudden, I was treated like a dirty rag.  That was what she wanted, to be controlled, and when I demanded she get some backbone,,,,   Well, she did, in the version of someone else,,,    

Water under the bridge. 

I can’t say there is anything wrong with that personality. I prefer to be around self sufficient types.  It’s not just relegated to the Femme department.  I have seen males (I refuse to call them men) that fit that role as well.   I have seen fiesty as hell females that would give some men a run for the money in who was the more domineering as well.   So its not just a “sex” thing (though it tends to women being more submissive than men, and thats not a fluke, its a survival thing hardwired in over millennia,)  

My question to myself, today, was, “Just how long has this war been going on?” and then, “And is there something larger behind it?”   Now, if you have read into MM’s blogs, you’ll know that he feels this world is a nursery for evolving Souls of a certain nature, and that the caretakers of said nursery are aspiring for a certain type of soul.   Given that premise, is the side they want the one that is seemingly winning right now, the one that wants total control of everything, everyone and every resource?  Or is it the one that ‘just wants to be left alone’ ?     (Read Clarkes “Childhoods End” to see another option of that “Evovling Soul” thing)

And is that even a valid premise?  (Side note,  some things in history, make me believe, even if MM’s story isn’t true, that the premise of two soul types battling for dominance is the right premise.   You can read that theory into every major religion since the dawn of man and it will ring true to some extent.) .   

Are we about to see Heaven? Or Hell?   or some other variation of a theme.  

Let me take that premise a whole’nother step.   ( I do so love ‘what if’ scenarios,,,) .  What if, The United States IS involved with the curators of this planet, and the actual war of Souls is being fought within the dark recesses of Governmental halls.    What if the Swamp is the side NOT in the Curators target zone and is in open rebellion of the Curators and attempting to destroy the souls that ARE in that target zone.  What if that is why the US space program was neutered and gutted for no real reason, other than ‘reasons’?  (MM says this is fact, I can’t argue, BUT I can play the devils advocate on either side.  Playing devils advocate does not make something true or untrue, it only exercises the imagination.)

See, this is why I write.   My mind is constantly coming up with ‘what ifs’ and then filling in storylines to ‘play in the zone’.   A lot of my stuff isn’t worth reading, YET: I am still learning many of the finer points of publishing and they are NOT intuitive.     My one regret was listening to ‘experts’ when I was younger, and NOT pursuing my creative sides sooner.  (I was flat told I had no mechanical apptitude, nor talent at writing when I was still in school.   I would love to ‘bump’ into that counselor now and rub my Jupiter blend casting sand in his face using the proofs of my last book to make sure it got into all the crevices.  LOL) . (Note to Grandkids: talent is 3/4s showing up consistently.   NEVER GIVE UP.)

Just how far does it go from here.   And it may seem truly dark and ominous, but are these really the lowest depths?   Do we need to hit that “Great Endarkenment” as Billy Beck so aptly termed it?   I don’t have answers here.  The only thing I know is that I do know there is much I don’t know, and what I don’t know, I don’t know what.   The world is a much more complicated place and it seems that doubling the number of souls running around with complete abandon only makes things ‘more interesting’.   IF my theory of the quantum cloud being inundated with ‘crazy thoughts’ causing issues in the physical, then maybe there needs to be clearing house for the crazy side of things.   How that would be handled is for groups in a far higher paygrade than I am in.   Considering my pay is zippy-zippy-nada decimal place zilch,,,,,,